I would like some of your help in order to get my motivation back.
I haven't felt any real interest in practicing lucid dreaming for 4-5 months now, and I am starting to feel a little frustrated by this.
I have been focused on the topic of lucid dreaming for almost 4 years now, and I have had several dozens of lucid dreams since then (although I am rarely super-motivated, so my average is 1-2 lucid dreams per month, but I can often get 5-6 in a month if I actually practice), so I am obviously serious about this and I am sure I will have an interest in lucid dreaming for the rest of my life (I really can't see any reason to lose interest in it).
But for some reason I seem to have huge problem keeping that honest feeling of motivation.
I can have those moments when I get a very brief taste of excitement when I start thinking of all the cool stuff I could do in lucid dreams, but those feelings only last for a few minutes or even seconds.
And I cannot really say that this lack of motivation is because I study a lot right now, because I used to be able to practice lucid dreaming while working or having summer jobs, and that was not a problem.
And if I have time to sleep, then I should have time to practice lucid dreaming - but for some reason I just cannot bother doing it.
I sometimes manage to rekindle my interest for a little while by watching movies like The Matrix and similar movies with some kind of "lucid dream content", but those effects don't last for that long either.
What do you usually do when you have a very long lack of motivation like this?
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