Your dreams are heavily reliant on your subconscious. Even when lucid in a dream, you still don't have access to all of your normal logical capacities, only a small segment of them. As a result, any more deep seated desires and habits are even more strongly present in your lucid dreams. You said it yourself, you're 15, you're full of testosterone - your sex drive is incredibly high right now, and while consciously you may be able to repress it so that you're not constantly thinking about sex 24/7, in dreams this is another matter, and you may find it hard to resist.
Perhaps try meditation or some other form of exercise to relax and still the mind, and some willpower exercises like cold showers. As your willpower increases, and as you gain full control over your own subconscious, you'll start to be less driven by primal urges in your lucid dreams - and more able to rationalise and take the whole process seriously when in a dream.
Another thing I suggest is planning out what you're going to do beforehand. Often we think once we get into a lucid dream we'll be able to decide what we want to do there, but the excitement from becoming lucid, and the whole element of not knowing how long the dream will last can cause us to just try and get the most immediate pleasure out of the dream possible (i.e. sex, or similar activities). If you have a clear plan of what you're going to do beforehand, then when you get inside the dream you're more likely to remember and follow through with it.
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