I found my way here for similar reasons to you and can relate alot to what you say. I also get 'the voice' it quite often laughs at me, but in a very loving way.
I don't really have any answers - I'm jut winging it! One thing I have found is that my dreams are teaching me stuff, sometimes it takes weeks or months and some lessons seem to have been going on all my life! I'm clearly a slow learner too
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