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    1. 27th May 2020

      by , 05-27-2020 at 05:04 PM
      I went to sleep at 1:52. Before bed i meditated for about 30 minutes to calm my mind.

      I woke up at 6:52 a bit sweaty because i had clothes on and a lot of blankets (i noticed that i have better dream recall like that and more vivid dreams).

      I dreamt that i was visiting some elderly people in my family. It was nap time, and it's like they needed visiting because they needed to socialize otherwise their minds kind of like deteriorated. It was like 2 hours before we visited them though, but Teresa, my mom's aunt, held up really well, got herself entertained in solitude until we arrived. Maria, her sister, on the other hand was watching TV and of course her lucidity wasn't as good as Teresa.
      I just remember arriving, sitting at the table and talking a few things, but i don't recall what we talked about.

      Then in another fragment, i was in a room with some people, sitting at a table. And i don't know how we got to this topic but i was trying to explain that body contemplation (like Buddhism teaches it) is benefitial. There was a microphone in the table and it was like i was giving a podcast, but also while i was talking with these people in the table. There was a girl who i was adressing this message, but again idk why. Anyways she was listening attentively. As i was explaining though, i couldn't convince her nor myself of what i was saying. It was the way i was saying it, because within i'm already conviced of this. I was trying to describe the body parts to contemplate, but meanwhile i was asking myself why? So i was speaking and internally i had this kind of dilemma. So i tried to reason some purpose in my mind and i started repeating the messsage all over again, from the basics. So i mentioned the purpose of this kind of contemplation, that it was to counteract lust particularly with the body, and that you should contemplate the organs, the blood, the nerves (as i was thinking what else, i was saying it out loud. That was kind of cool because i was exercising my memory & thinking in a dream). Then it seems the girl understood the idea, and she replied something like "oh, it sounds much like the Sufi religion" and in my mind i was like "no, not at all... I don't think Sufism actually teaches this. I would believe you if it were Hinduism or Jainism, but even then no."
      After that (or while i was hearing that) i was watching a fight scene of a girl about 20 years old with a guy about 40, by the door. They were practicing freestyle wrestling but the guy was destroying her. In one of the times he throws her to the floor, she falls with her head and she cracks it open and her brains get splattered over the floor. I was in shock. But immediately doctors come out and operate her in the spot putting her brains inside again like it was nothing.

      I recorded some dream notes so i wouldn't forget and went back to sleep. Then at 8:55 i woke up again.

      I dreamt i was meditating in my father's house. There was like a coaching retreat, but it was like i decided i would not participate so i could meditate. And my father was cool with that.
      Then i was in like an island. I think it was the same retreat, but we were going to do a parachuting activity. I was standing in a cliff but not so tall, and down you could go to the beach of the sea.
      I was there until it got dark. I noticed that i would get hungry soon. And my dad went to look for me by that time.

      Then i had a false awakening. I was in my room and i got up and out to the living room. I spoke a bit with my sister. She had the TV on because since my older sister watched that program (which irl she doesn't actually so idk where that came from XD) she left it on for me. But i don't watch TV so i replied kinda angrily (because i felt like she was trying to manipulate me or something).

      Then i woke up.
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    2. 21st May 2020

      by , 05-21-2020 at 06:53 PM
      I went to sleep at 1:09 am.

      At 4:44 i woke up and recorded the dream i just had.

      I was in a city with many buildings. The time was in the 1910's to 30's probably. There were 2 planes and one was about to crash a building where some soldiers from many countries were staying. There weren't too many soldiers, probably in total they might have been like 100. So this plane was about to crash, but it suddenly plummeted mid air before reaching the target. I had some intel just few moments before seeing that scene so i was running towards the building to warn everyone, but of course i would be late. So maybe the plane plummeting had to do with my expectations of wanting to warn everyone in the building. Then there was another plane but that plane had a different target and it flew somewhere else.
      I go inside the building to confront some arrogant soldiers whom i suspected that because of their reckless actions got everyone in danger. They've been hanging out in bars and talking with people they probably shouldn't so they most likely gave away info. So i confront the guy who seemed to be the leader of the group, telling him all this and asking him who did he hang with, and they kind of laugh at me. And then this woman of Israeli nationality (not our allies, but neither our enemies because we really weren't at war) comes out of the couch the guy was sitting on (she was sitting in the arm thingies) comes to me, kisses me and says something i couldn't recall but like teasing me. I play along until she stops speaking, making everyone believe i had given in, i even doubted myself until she stopped speaking and i calmly replied something non-sensical if i'd write it down here but in the dream it definitely roasted her (it was something like "apologies to myself (like she and everyone else should be apologizing to me or something) and now i'll take my leave" or something like that, like i've done my thing there, and i had no more business so basically i was telling them bye bitches).

      Went back to sleep and woke up at 6:54.

      I was in one of my old houses, the house in street Las Heras. I was about to take a shower, but i bring a heater because it was cold in the bathroom. However the heater started to lose water, and that made the shower had problems with water too. As i was checking the heater my sister came and offered me to bring me my clothes, and she was very talky. Idk what i tell her, and basically cut the chatter somehow and close the door. Oh, before the bathroom scene i was actually in my room thinking what clothes should i wear. If i wear school clothes then the principal might say something to me for wearing the wrong uniform, and also i might not have it when i need it. But i really wanted to wear the gym clothes. Going back to the bathroom. There was a window like the ones in interrogation rooms, where you can't see the other side. Well, i could see the other side but i think they couldnt see towards my side, or so i hope. On the other side there was Love from "You" series, however even though it was her face, the person was someone else, a friend i know. She was sitting there, like in a cabin where you have to lift the barriers for cars to pass. I was watching her while she sat there but she knew of what was going on and sometimes smirked. Before i entered the shower i entered Discord with my phone. I went to this new server i joined, and i checked the memes channel and the nsfw. I was surprised to see that in the nsfw an actual member was posting nudes of herself. Then as i scroll down the channel there was a lot of porn there from her. At a point it's like i was watching the gifs or whatever they were in holograms, right in front of me. Some things were kind of sexy, but ugh i don't really like porn.

      Then woke up, went back to sleep and woke up again at 10 am.

      I dreamt i was in a social dinner-party. There were a lot of people and the place was spatious. It was like a house, but with many rooms and open rooms in between. It kinda had a Japanese style. So there was this girl that wanted a red rare drink. I wasn't really talking to that girl, but i felt like i knew her. Anyways when she said that, since i knew where to get it, and since i had nothing to do i went to get it. Another guy also was attempting to get it but i knew he'd probably fail. So i take a shortcut, just cross a room to get to the adult's vip room where the owner of the house and the top class people were. I come in but i don't interrupt them, they seemed to be talking around the table. I go to the couches where some friends were and i ask if they knew if there was some of that red drink left. And they say to me that in the fridges. So i go there and grab the last bottle which had a little bit left. I look at it and it reminds me of this red drink i dreamed of years ago, like over 10 years, that i wanted to replicate IRL but never could. I thought to myself, "ha, finally someone clever came out with the formula and now everyone knows it" thinking the drink finally was discovered in real life. I thought about tasting it, but since there was so little of it i decided not to. I went back to the girl and gave her the bottle. Even though there was little left she was overjoyed.

      Then woke up at like 12, cause i went back to sleep, and i think i woke up from a N-REM2 state. Not sure, i would have to experiment more to know for sure.
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    3. March 10th 2020

      by , 03-10-2020 at 08:28 PM
      Today i had many dreams. I also slept like 10 hours and in the last couple of hours i had a lucid dream (which broke a long dry spell). I'm going to write the lucid dream first and then if i have time i'll write notes on the other dreams.

      I was dreaming that i was in Córdoba (the capital city of my province). I was in the neighborhood i was living in last year, and i was buying some dinner. I asked for cheese and the price was like 5x$5.80 or something (and 5 weren't even the units of cheese, but rather a marketing thing to make it hard to figure out what the actual price was XD). Then i saw some fresh pasta in the counter and i asked for some of that. I grabbed some with my hands to put it in a plastic bag XD and then the guy that was attending me started to mess around with it too, like grabbing a fork and tasting some (even though it had to get cooked). I was totally chill about it, but i said something pointing out that we were being savages about it, lol. Then i went out and started walking towards my house.

      Then i find myself in the avenue. It was by the time the shops closed and the sun was setting. There was a car chasing me and i had like a feeling this happened before and i was ran over by it. The car was going around the block. And this time i started running before "the last time" so i was ahead this time. I started running towards my house and then i turned left when i reached the end of the first block. I thought the car would appear in front of me in a few minutes, but then i realized that i could fly because this was a dream, and so as i was running i started floating and flying, and that way the car would never run over me. Even if the car flew, i imagined it would fly like cars in GTA San Andreas, highly erratic so it was all good. The view was nice too. The road was a dirt road; at my left there were buildings like apartments, and at my right there was just grass but ahead there was like a small plantation of trees and they were pretty tall. I remembered that it would be a good idea to use my senses so i get the dream to last longer. So since i was at about the altitude of a nearby balcony i floated towards it, held to the wall (which felt so real) and climbed it. Btw i was super vigilant while i was flying because in past dreams it happened that sometimes i lost power and started going down, so i was constantly aware if this would happen anytime while i was flying, but everything went smooth (if i went down it would be okay, because what actually 'disturbs' me more of falling is how long the fall is rather than hitting the ground, and i wasn't that high yet). When i stood in the balcony mini wall i noticed there was a lamp post nearby, and i could reach the lamp so i went ahead and touched it. The lamp was cold, even though it was lit. I thought that was funny and it was something more to keep confident that this was a dream. I didn't know what i wanted, but i wanted to do something, and i was getting bored there. So i started flying again, now towards the trees. I almost reached the top of the trees when i thought that i should have a new goal now, so i thought why not the moon (even though deep down i was thinking this might not be a good idea, since it would be a huge step for me). So i changed the direction of where i was flying to (the moon was in my back) and i started heading towards it. I saw it from afar and i thought it would be a long flight, perhaps not even worth it, but i wanted to do it for the challenge rather than being there (i also thought that space would be a problem because i would have to focus not only on flying but also on breathing... and that could be problematic) but i couldn't fly much higher than i was at that moment because i started spiraling down and shortly after i woke up. When i woke up i stayed still and i went back into dreaming shortly after. Like in 1 minute after i was back in a new dream, but i didnt even notice that it was already dreaming, i thought that i was just thinking this. I realized it has been a dream only when i woke up from it. In that dream i was in an abandoned house, with some old members of some fraternity. They wanted to threaten me, and philosophize about something. The one that was talking was a dark wizard, but as far as i was concerned he was as much human being as me so i never felt threatened or fearful of the situation.
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    4. March 3rd 2020

      by , 03-04-2020 at 05:23 PM
      Last night i took 300mg of Valerian root. Went to sleep at like 2 am and woke up at like 5:30. (I've been watching Breaking Bad and that translated into the dream in a way).
      When i woke up i remembered the dream more clearly, but i didnt write down all the details cause my hand was shaky. The dream felt so real.

      Anyways i dreamt that i was in a parking lot of a shopping or some large building. I was with my dad, my younger sister and there were some other people there. I don't remember what happened, but my dad felt threatened by two guys so he wanted to shoot them before they shoot or extort him. He thought about it for like a minute, walking back and forth in the parking lot around the crowd. I think all that walking and thinking draw attention from these guys, i mean more attention than he already had, so when he went close and pulled a gun the guys also pulled their guns. He shot one of them and he dropped dead, but the other guy shot back right before he was shot, and so my dad was hit in the stomach. The second guy dropped dead too. After that was over, my dad started walking around the parking lot, he was freaking out because he was shot. I went to him to calm him... (i'm thinking i shouldn't have been so gentle because it was an emergency) and gently i stopped him and laid him down. I made him press his wound and i pressed it too. He did that and i knew that he was calmer, and that he was willing to accept that others take care of him. Meanwhile i shouted call an ambulance. The people in the crowd were already on it, and some of them were assisting the other 2 shot people. Apparently they weren't dead, but they were badly wounded. Then i see my dad starts closing his eyes and i try to focus on feeling if he was breathing since i had him on my arms. I couldn't feel anything so i start worrying, but knowing i had to CPR. I don't know how to CPR so i started panicking. While i attempt to CPR as i can, i start screaming for help. My dad kinda opened his eyes again, it's like he came back, but he was still unconscious. A woman came by to help. She was a kinesiologist. She noticed that my CPR worked so she didn't do anything regarding that, but she also noticed that his hip was dislocated, so she adjusted it and said "he must have been in real pain from that". Then she said that an ambulance was coming (i still worried because there were 3 shot people... not just 1) and she left to keep assisting the other 2 people. Oh and my sister was nearby this whole time too. Then i woke up.

      The dream felt so real.. not in the sense of vividness so much but emotionally perhaps, or also on how i would act in a given situation. When my dad flatlined i really thought i was going to lose him and my mind in that moment cleared to give priority and sole focus to this urgency. I value dreams like these, even if you wanna call them nightmares, because they allow you to experience a situation without really affecting the conditions IRL. So IMO you get to live, feel an experience, get to know how you'd act, how you might react, without having the way things are modified IRL. This is just one way dreams can be 'profitable' to life experiences, and the effort put into trying to remember dreams, among other things, is definitely worth it.
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    5. February 24th 2020

      by , 02-24-2020 at 04:23 PM
      I woke up at about 5 am. Up until then i've dreamt the following:
      - i was in Fran's house. He was sitting on a couch and i was standing nearby. His small dog was playful and biting my wrists and arms. At a point it turned annoying. When the dog stopped Fran started to be annoying in a similar way (i don't remember how though). He was scheduled a flight soon. I thought what was he doing here then... maybe it was a private flight or something. Anyways i get up and go to the dining room. My father was there. He wanted me to bring him a pill. He wanted to take a 5 or 7 or 8 pill. These are personalities from the Enneagram and apparently pills for each personality came out and were quite popular. Everyone had them. So i went back to the couch room. The pills should have been at the fireplace. However there were no pills... apparently all were taken and nobody restocked. I looked at some Spanish coins that were there. I take one and carefully examine it, and then i put it back in place. Then i take a mini pen drive so i can print some pills. When i get up i see Fran, his oldest brother and his mom standing there. They seemed to be upset at me or something, like they wanted to confront me angrily. I didnt pay too much attention to them and i think i just left.

      Then i go back to sleep.

      I dreamt i was in a car with some people, friends. We were driving across towns, no big cities. I sense strong winds when we are leaving this small town. I thought we don't have hurricanes here... but this looks like a hurricane. (Kinda noticed this time that it was a dream sign, although i didn't fully associated it with dreams thereby didnt become lucid). We go on nevertheless. We go to the beach that was just nearby. We drive through the sand and the car turns in a way i'm able to see the sea. I see this huge wave coming at us, and i notice this is a tsunami. I start running towards the town shouting tsunami! I was running quite fast. I wish i had a bike, but i thought that i'd survive this because it would take like 3 minutes for the tsunami to arrive and by then i'd have run quite a lot at that speed, or so i thought. Anyways the dream kinda ended there. Unfortunately there were no tall buildings so i just had to keep running and running.

      Then i dreamt that i was in a hostel. It was a nice wide place. I've dreamt with this place before. This time i owned half of the property, the prettier part.

      Then i dreamt about having a knights fight in the rugby field of my school. I had a horse and the opponent just had bronze armour. Anyways when i came close i didnt want to hit him. His armour looked like made of paperboard. So i just passed him by. I think he ran away afterwards. Then i went around the field, and captured the enemy's base. In the end the enemy was a friend, and we were playing a game. Although we took the game quite seriously. There was also a friend that was an eagle, and he scouted and sometimes attacked us.
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    6. February 23rd

      by , 02-24-2020 at 04:57 AM
      I was in a car, in the backseat with 4 other people. We were driving in the city. We go through a street that had to take like an elbow. But on the corner of the block across the street there was a hotel with a balcony, and some people were waiting for us with a bazooka. Aparently we were into something militar-political, maybe there was a civil war or something. Anyways we blow up. However... im back in the car, one block before the elbow. Apparently i just had a "Deja Vu" in a dream. I knew we were going to 100 meters ahead. All i thought was that i knew what was going to happen, and that i needed to be ready. I didnt even consider warning the driver or anything.. i just took it for granted what was going to happen and that i was going to die. So we go through that elbow, and the people were there waiting for us with a bazooka. Naturally i thought about death, and that i was going to die, and that it was real, and naturally i wanted to panic, but strangely enough i chilled out. I thought this death was going to be different and after i thought that it had to be different. I knew in advance that i was going to die so i guess it didn't take long for my mind to come up with plan of what was going to happen next. So they blow our car from behind, even though we've seen them in the balcony as we were passing by (but i guess there was no way to outrun the bazooka). As i was about to die i thought something like "Okay now i'm going die, what's next?... Wait... I've got to remember to pay attention to my mind right after dying" i almost forgot, getting caught in my thoughts, but i did. And i thought... "thinking is no different... (that's weird)". I knew i had to be reborn ASAP. Actually i didnt know why, but i just knew i had to... Maybe because otherwise i would get caught up in my own thoughts and then it would be too hard to come to the world again, like i would have to start from scratch learning things again, and all for what? for thinking? So... i was going to go for thinking, reflecting for a while about what should i do, but then after reflecting like that i thought that yeah i had to be reborn.
      There was a guy that made bodies and i was sure that the best body would be saved up for me (kinda like Altered Carbon). I spent 3-6 seconds thinking while i was death, and by then a few people have already been reborn, taking new bodies. But i knew that i was rich, in whatever this life-death currency the world operated, so i could afford some time dead since nobody was going to buy that body any time soon anyways. But when i decide to be reborn i just do. I get born in this new body. I feel so... agile. I start sneaking around and then i found a guy in a room next door (even though it was an unfinished building with no doors or windows, everything was open. And we were in like the 30th floor or something) and i just slice this guy with my katana. I slice him so good that he stays in place... I don't know why i even did that. But i felt like a ninja and just decided to do it (i thought he was coming for me, although i didn't know for sure :/). [I need to stop killing people in my dreams ]
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    7. 23rd February - Nap

      by , 02-23-2020 at 11:04 PM
      Took 300mg of Valerian root and took a nap.

      I dreamt that i was on Carrefour supermarket. I was at the entrance, outside. The entrance seemed large. I was opening my eyes. I wasn't seeing very well.. like everything was brighter. I thought that i should be glad to be seeing because i was going to go blind soon. I look nearby and i see Carlos (a guy whom i had troubles with in a hostel last year) dressed as policeman, sharing anecdotes. I thought it's been a while since i saw him, and i thought as policeman he must have a lot of anecdotes, no doubt he's 'always' coming up with some. He was talking to a woman that probably worked there. I realized i held no grudges with him and thought that he seems to be back in his feet and i'm glad, but i had no interest at all in hearing his stories, that's not what i wanted to do with my time so i just moved away.
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    8. February 17th 2020

      by , 02-17-2020 at 03:17 PM
      I went to a cinema. When i got out the police/government was trying to set up an arrest trap as i was going to my car. My family was there, but this warrant would have been for all of us. More people were there and i thought that if we all acted as a social mass perhaps we'd overcome this.
      Anyways nothing happened, and we were able to get away in peace. We had two or more cars because we were many, we were on holidays. As we got into the cars we each got in to different cars, but that was okay. We were going to a river. It was a dirt road and it was very narrow. Ahead of us there was a cart stuck apparently. The driver noticed it and just pushed it slightly. Then the road was downfall until the river. The horses of the cart started galloping and they were two. It seemed like the cart was going to crash but each horse took a side when they reached the river, and the cart just went through the middle and stationed. It was a nice show.
      We found a nice spot to settle in and then i went to see where i could jump into the water and start swimming. My uncle jumped somewhere and he hurt his legs. Then i see where he jumped at and it seemed to be actually a mosaics floor with a little bit of water... I didnt understand... Then i was no longer on the top of some great rocks, but instead i was like up a ladder in what it seemed like a treehouse but inside the garage of a house... I was quite confused.
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    9. February 14th and 15th

      by , 02-15-2020 at 03:05 PM
      Yesterday i dreamt that i was in a facility that looked like my highschool. I was outside of some classrooms that werent used that much. Outside there were a few pet plushies who had life. They didn't seem cute from the start, they vibed this feeling they were evil. Their eyes looked like they had bad intentions XD. Some came to me like being friendly, but they got attached to me and after a while they began to get hostile. I realized this was happening and that this could be a dream, but i was realizing this as i was waking up. I tried to DEILD but after a couple of minutes of not being able to reenter the dream i turned around and continued sleeping as usual. [I didnt know what i should be aiming for tbh, but i noticed that even though i was in a state where i notice that it's the state just before falling asleep, like my body usually feels like this just before i fall asleep, but
      i also felt my mind was kinda very active].

      Today at 4 am i dreamt i was in the streets with my younger sister. She was wondering where the supermarket was, and it was just behind here. It even had her name I see a friend pass by with beers. And i decide to go in to buy some croissants.
      Then i am in a hostel or something. There were a lot of women in a room, changing and showering. From outside the door was a bit open but i didnt even dare to look but some of them say come and look. Since i had nothing do i got up and went there. I still felt kinda ashamed to enter their room XD but i said "you said come and look". Anyways there were some topless women but i didnt really care, and i went outside. Then all the women i've just seen became enclosed in a building with no doors, just walls. A witch has put a spell on them somewhen... I went around the building trying to observe this witchcraft and perhaps gain some insight. My dad also asked me to get insight on this because he dealt with a similar problem.
      Then i was on a pirate island or something. There were a lot of expensive grown up entertainment things, like bike tracks, etc. I got into the top of a mountain where there was like a sort of roller coaster but... with a bicycle. The rollercoaster was the bicycle, and at first you had to go slide with your hands and gravity did all the rest, it was strange, looked risky but also looked interesting. My uncle defied me if i had ever tried it. I told him i mastered it a long ago, but i knew i was rusty. I even forgot how to get into it. I begin to slide on it, and then i fall. The bicycle was in the sky so it was a long fall. Again i find myself waking up and decide that i should try DEILD, but after a few minutes i don't see anything happening so i go back to sleeping normally. This time i tried to WILD from that position but i didnt succeed.

      Then i dream about renting an apartment to a student. She was going to live with us but she was going to leave the things in the apartment next door. I just warned her that she shouldnt go at night alone, she should go at least with someone else or in group of 3 because it was haunted.

      Then i decide i wanted to go out and run. I didnt change clothes or anything, just like i was i went outside and started running. I pass by a friend's house. I see her washing her car. I say hi to her. Then i continue. I go to my dad's office at the center of the city. The office was in a house. I sit in a meeting. A friend from highschool was also there and my grandfather too. When the meeting is concluded it was time for lunch and i had to go back home running. And since i was being hired i had to print some copies and also take some dubious pills (if they all take pills it must be because the house has radiation or something, i dont think im up for this).
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    10. 6th January 2020

      by , 02-07-2020 at 04:24 AM
      Woke up at 4:30 am because i've my alarm set for a WBTB. By then it's also the time when i usually finish my first cycle with dreams (must be the second sleep cycle).

      I dreamt i was first in a conference with a friend, Vicky. The conference or meeting actually was in Uruguay, in a private university, and it was about art. A guy was talking about his painting and innovation, and in the background he had his painting hanged in the wall and i could see how as he was talking the painting kinda was painting itself, and when he took pauses the painting also kinda paused. It was nice.

      Then i went back to sleep and woke up at about 7 am. The dream was quite long and interesting.

      I was in my grandparents house or something. I had a chiropractic appointment, but the guy actually didn't adjust me. So i got up and went to the backyard. I saw an old online friend i haven't seen for a while. She was playing with this second life character transforming from girl into guy and back into girl, and was talking to guys. I thought "Umm are you catfishing?... Okay... XD" (i had no problems with that thought, i kinda thought to each their own). Then the place actually turned out to be Agus' house (a friend) and i realized, or thought that the party (it turned out that i was in a party) has been going for quite some days now so it was time to leave. So i decided to leave. I went through the front door, it felt weird to be leaving because it kinda was comfortable to stay (like comfortable in comfort zone) and i was one of the first ones leaving. So i went through the front. The room walls were covered with wood, it looked like a weird decoration but okay. I was going to take a key, because i felt like my friend trusted me and in case i wanted to come back later, but i also felt that wasn't quite right so i didn't and just left.
      I was with my bike. It was night time in Buenos Aires. And i started walking. When i get to the corner i see people... but people walking at that hour i thought were either drunk, thieves, or just looked for fights (basically there was no chance there were good people walking in the streets at that hour XD). I cross the street to my front and then i cross it again to my left, and while i was doing that i see a 4 persons hitting a child about 4-5 years old. The child was passed out and the people hitting the child looked like evil, wicked, and they were short. I thought "what is wrong with the world nowadays" and i was about to continue on my way, but then i thought "this is wrong, they are wrong, i have to do something" so i went back to them (a car had to stop because i was crossing the street) and i stood in front of them to confront them. Yeah the thought crossed my mind that i could get hurt in the process but i was totally okay with that, i preferred them to hit me than the child (also if they continued on the child he would die, and that's what they wanted to achieve), and also i would fight back, i was so ready to fight back too (but not looking for it). When i stood in front of the people they have transformed into a family, so they were not the evil-wicked short people i've seen at first. It was a tall big (but not fat) guy, a blonde woman who was also big but shorter than the guy, and two teenagers of about 13 and 15 yo. So i walk towards them and standing right in front of them i stop them and tell them what they are doing is wrong. They all stop, and the father when he wants to start hitting the child again i stop him again, kinda getting in the way. I talk to him for a bit, don't remember what i say to him, but in the process i could see that he actually had child issues and it never ocurred to him that what he was doing wasn't right because his childhood was like that and he grew up like that. He was kinda broken about it so i hug him, and people around (that were in the streets) wanted to take revenge on him, like punch him while i was talking to him and solving this peacefully, so i say "for every punch you get, i'll get two" (honestly don't know how that worked because it's not like the people would know how to split the punches XD but i said that...), the idea was that he doesn't get discouraged to think that he can change his behaviour; there's good in the world, he can do good, so he shouldn't give up so i was willing to do that to encourage him to persevere even when conditions are harsh. We continue talking (i was coaching him, but i'm not a coach so at times i didnt know how to continue but that was alright because we were conversating and he could figure out how he wanted to continue himself). At some point he realized that he had to raise awareness, and the talk actually helped him to set like a foundation of awareness so he actually would respect and treat his child with the care he actually needed, and realizing that he concluded the talk and said "Thank you". I saw the child 'wake up' from his mother's arms, the child was kinda confused as if he had a headache but he didn't know what happened, but other than that he was just fine. I looked at him smiling and he saw me back again clueless and like waking up, and then i walked away.

      Then although i was rested i decided to sleep again (maybe i'd lucid dream). So i slept for 1 more hour and a half.

      I dreamt i was in my grandparents house again (although it looked more like my grandparent brother's house) and i was in the backyard. There were people there and there was a pool. A few people were mexicans and they were boxing. There was a fat white guy and a fat tan guy. I didnt care about the fight tbh, but the people there kinda did. It was an informal fight anyways, like the two people were boxers but they just started hitting each other out of nowhere and it became a fight. They were walking all over the backyard too. I just did my thing and standing there i felt like i kinda owned the place (but in a good sense because it's not like i would disrespect people or people would respect me more because of me kinda being in charge of the place, but it kinda guaranteed that i wouldnt be disrespected, which is the bare minimum anybody can ask).

      Fast forward a bit (also because i don't remember exactly what happened) there came a moment when i wanted to jump into the pool and swim so i breathe in and jump and dive into the pool. As i was in the water it appears like i havent taken enough air outside the pool, so i try to 'compensate' by breathing in underwater, and curiously i manage to breathe in some air... which to me was strange... "What did i just do?" i thought. "Did i breathe out some air and breathed it back in? Or what happened?" And then i realized, "No, i breathed in in my physical body and in the dream i could have just breathed in because it doesn't matter if you breathe in water or not, you can breathe!" But as i was realizing that i also realized that i was not seeing blue anymore, i was seeing black... so i wasn't in the dream anymore. I could have DEILDed (i was confident that i would be able to, even though im not experienced) but since i was sleeping in such a horrible position (on my stomach) i decided that that was it and i just got up.
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    11. January 28th 2020

      by , 01-28-2020 at 02:07 PM
      A little bit of background. When i was like 11 i had a guitar teacher. This teacher had two brothers who also played the guitar. I only knew the older brother by sight, but didn't really know him, i knew his little children mostly and by that time he was the only only who had children.
      Yesterday my mom talked to me about my guitar teacher, and his children, a bit and i guess that was enough for he to appear in my dreams last night.

      So in my dream:

      I was in different places visiting family members. I went to a house, visit some family members for a while and then hopped to another house to say hi to another group. Curiously this person knew my family and since he was in town he also came to visit everyone. Each time i left a house i said goodbye to him too because i thought i won't be seeing him again. And even though he wasn't following me, he kinda arrived after me to the places i went. It was kinda surprising and funny. He had two kids in the dream.

      Then in another fragment i was in the university. I was going to take a new class. I was waiting for it to start with other classmates who i just met. But then my math teacher comes through the door as i was talking to people, and he asks for my name. I raise my hand and say "its me", and he asks me to come with him. I thought two things: one) could i have done anything wrong? And since i couldn't.. i thought two) since i have taken his class already and pretty much i understood it quite well even though it's not a so easy subject, he probably needed my assistance. So as we were walking i try to make some talk and ask him how has he been (never talked to him before actually). He says good and asks me too. Then we arrive at this other classroom in which he had some shady business with other professor, but not so shady anyways. The classroom was abandoned and he and another professor decided to repair it and make it their headquarters or something. I don't remember anything else.
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    12. January 26th 2020

      by , 01-26-2020 at 05:33 PM
      I went to sleep at like 1am and woke up at almost 4 am. Dreamt the following:

      • I was in my grandparents house, in the backyard. My dad was telling me something but i realized he has lied to me (about whatever he was telling me. It was something like he blamed someone else for something, but actually it was him...) so i walked away from him. [Dream fragment ended there]
      • I'm on the streets with my dad. He's receiving some checks and gave them to me to store them. I get on an elevator on the street, kind of like Willy Wonka's elevator, but instead of being of glass it was like a gates capsule. So one of the 6 to 10 checks flew away... It was worth about $11.000 pesos (about 140 dollars). I was a bit upset about it but everything in the streets was so rushed, like as soon as i stepped into the elevator it began 'flying', that i felt that it wasn't my fault. Also i put the checks in my pocket and i suspected one of them would fly away and that's what happened... but shouldn't have happened... (so i could have become lucid by that if i was paying attention to logic XD).
      • When the elevator lands i walk towards this restaurant in open air. It was a good restaurant so there were medium-high class people having lunch there. I overhear a conversation about Hedera Hashgraph, how it will start being coded next year and i smile and say out loud to them as i walk by that it's already coded XD, but i was kinda happy to hear people talking about it because i had expectations with it.
      • The building i was going to was across the street. So i enter the building, hand in the checks or something. Meanwhile the business had sent a "magnetic drone" that stole confidential information (kind of like the programs Snowden took with him when he walked out of the NSA) and when the drone landed the company became successful and billionare just like that. So the company people started celebrating! What did they celebrate with? Well... there was a lot of alcohol and sex all night long. It was madness.


      I did a short WBTB (short being 5 minutes or less), tried to notice as i fell asleep but just felt asleep unconsciouslly and i dreamt the following:

      • I was in a beach with friends from highschool. We were on a trip. Actually we didn't have many resources... and i was kind of disoriented and bored. Half of them already went in a bus (idk where, to the next scheduled stop i guess) and half of us were still hanging around. I guess i was disoriented because there were a lot of other tourists and shops, so it was kind of chaotic. But it was like nobody was buying anything and the place was poorish. Then a friend starts spraying me cockroach poison spray to me... he was angry with me for some reason. I told him to stop and he did. But i felt how the spray started burning me, and it was a kind of burn that felt so different. I unconsciouslly related the kind of burn to radiation burn and in the dream i consciouslly related this product with being carcinogenic (which of course it would be since it was poison).
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    13. January 25th 2020

      by , 01-25-2020 at 02:30 PM
      Warning: contains violent content.

      I went to sleep at about 11:30 pm yesterday. Couldn't sleep until like 1:30... I woke up twice. At 5am this is what i've dreamt:

      - I dreamt with my cousin Jess. In the dream at that time we were close but not very confident with each other. So there was a lot of rumouring behind our backs from other family members that would have created discord if i wouldn't have sat down and talked with her. We were in my grand-aunt's house, who has long passed away but i still got a feeling of the morning time when she used to go to church. So my cousin was leaving but i stopped her so we could chat. His brother was there too, whom i'm not really close with. We talked about holidays, we planned going to the beach and having a vegan style. After we finished the talk we were happy, and realized that all the discord the rumouring provoked was just that rumours and nonsense (i knew it beforehand but she didn't).

      - I was with some friends in a restaurant. I congratulated two of my friends for getting girlfriends. Then i went a floor up through a ladder. I sat in a table with other friend (whom i used to hate in highschool but we're grown up now) who was talking with some nordic or russian businessmen about business. When one of them started speaking it was just him, and he was saying how he bought all the buildings nearby and that the other businesses (looked like sillicon valley businesses or something) rented his property. All of this was confidential because he was talking about how he actually bought the buildings with credit, with money that wasn't real, and he was charging ever increasing rents and thus building his ever growing empire. All of this was a big scam (like global wide) but it was all legal, just that people didn't realize it was a scam, so that's why he was successful. At some point he doubted why i was listening... like if i was a reporter, to which i kinda felt like a spy while i listened to him, although i really wasn't and wouldn't have done anything anyways. But him reacting to that, taking us in his porsche to the airport driving quite fast but confident, made me think i was a cop.
      Next scene is i walk down through the landing track and i see two big houses, in which crimes committed by the joker happened. There was a hanging man, who should have been hanging from his head but he was actually hanging from his testicles, and then in the other house i see the joker walking towards the stairs through the edge (could have fallen to a precipice) and then up. I just looked at him from outside while i was walking, didn't care about what he was plotting. I just knew he was alone.
      Then i was in a bathroom, taking a shower. But i was a 9 years old girl, brownish skin with green eyes. I looked like if i was both my sisters combined. I was with my dad, and i wanted to recall when i was a baby. So i focused and... succeeded! I wasn't lucid, but i just wanted to do that in the dream. So.. i recalled when i was 9 months old and it was like i was a siren because my parents layed me in water when i was a baby, water came in through my ears and ever since i had like clariaudience. I looked at my dad at the bathtub, he was old but i wanted to recall how he looked like when i was a baby, so i told him to be quiet and just looked at his face. His skin was much brighter and smoother and he didnt have a few spots? in his cheecks (the kind old people have in their heads XD).
      Then there was my mother inside the bathroom too. It was like we were having a picnic while i was taking a bath... By then i just wanted to take a shower alone.

      Then i did a short WBTB and woke up at 7:30.

      I dreamt i was a cop. This dream was more vivid. I entered the airport. Went upstairs. Talked to a cashier. I was actually making time, so i flirted with her. She got angry because she thought i was harassing her and was about to call security or the police. But i was there because i wanted to catch a couple of killers that were supposed to be there soon. So i began talking about harassment laws (doing kind of reverse psychology like i was being harassed) and trials, and she went friendly again like if she realized that it was just flirting gone wrong and there was no need to overreact. Anyways i walked away because i was bored of the conversation and i saw downstairs that the police were taking a couple of people into custody. I saw the man, he looked like a bad guy, but i realized they had the wrong guy. So immediately i ran back towards the cashier and i realized that the 2 men had infiltrated. I got down. Besides me there was Paul Rudd as my partner, with blonde hair. So the two killers were at the other side of the counter in what would be the kitchen. Paul decided to go all in, like crazy, and take one down gutting him with a knife while the other was looking somewhere else. I realized that we were against the clock so i had to move in and take the other guy down. The other guy was like twice this guys size (he was really big and looked like he wasn't going to go down so easy). Even though subconsciouslly i didnt want to go through this course of action, i stabbed him in the guts and he turned around, grabbed the knife and threw it to Paul. The knife just bounced back, so he was lucky. Then i go on and try to stab him in the neck or something to take him down. Then he grabs a knife and throws it directly to my head. I manage to block it with my hands as if it were a metal shield, so the knife just bounced too (i could have become lucid if i realized what had just happened). Then I grab his head and smash it like 30 times against the kitchen counter and then i give him a final blow... I looked at his cracked skull lying in the floor and knowing it was all over but i was deeply regretful of all of it. [I just didn't them to continue killing people, because i knew they would have, but i didnt want me or us to get to kill in order to stop them. The main problem is that i havent agreed the terms of our partnership with my partner, so when he went in he naturally expected me to have his back, therefore i went in too not to "betray" him, but i betrayed myself. Anyways i could have gone in, defend my partner but without needing to kill. That could have costed my life but i guess i was defending that too, even at the cost of getting to kill (which i'm not okay with). Well now i know for next time that i don't neccesarily need to rush, i can always think what i do]
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    14. 26th of June 2019 - Dream Fragments

      by , 06-26-2019 at 08:50 PM
      I don't remember very well the dreams i had last night but i have some fragments.

      In one dream my uncle comes from picking up his son from school, saying he succeeded. Interpretation: the school is like 15 minutes away walking, and i went there one time but i have kinda forgotten exactly how the path is (although if i go there i'll probably know where to go). My uncle has been away for like 5 days and his son missed 2 days of school. I could have taken him but i didn't know he still had school. The sencence where my uncle says he succeeded i think that it's connected with me, realizing i could have succeeded in taking him/picking him up from school myself. Lol.

      In the other dream i was in a house. It was like a party, but also the people lived there. I came in with Brit Marling, we came at night, with a few more friends too (some friends from school). We inhabited this place before, but we came back after months apparently. Still the place was big and it has always been occupied, so it was taken care of. Our things and places were respected and when we went to our part of the house/mansion/castle (it was something very big, but kinda deteriorated, like abandoned. But also since we lived there it was clean and liveable.) As we entered the rooms there was like a creepy feeling. I think i went to the bathroom after that. It was a colective bathroom. The lights weren't that bright, they were like orange and there was sufficient light to see where around but not to illuminate everything with clarity. And again there was this creepy feeling like something bad is going to happen. Interpretation: Last week i've watched the OA. I was very impressed by it. Yesterday i searched for more Brit Marling's content and i watched the East film. I interpret the house and the people as the house of the film. Then about the creepy feeling, it's like a dream sign i have. Even though it's scary, it's been recurrent in many dreams i've been having. I think it means i have to face something. Maybe i should be more inquisitive when i face these situations. Use logic, use intelligence, ask questions, investigate or if not know why not.
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    15. 8th June 2019 - First lucid in a long time.

      by , 06-08-2019 at 06:09 PM
      This morning i broke the dry spell.
      I went to sleep at like 2am last night. Slept until 10-11, i didnt check the time. My uncle came into the room to grab something so i woke up, but as soon as he left the room i got back to sleep.
      I started dreaming about a reunion... it was more like a party in my grandparents house, but with people from the university, and other people i didn't know. I remember i went outside barefoot, but there was a lot of mud. Now the house has morphed to the house im currently living in, my uncle's house. I was talking with the mother of my uncle's wife, and when i was done talking i decided it was time to go. Where? Idk i just thought the time there was up and that i should do something different. So i got outside, with a shovel so i could pick up the mud trace i was leaving :joy: , and started walking towards the city center. It's actually a long walk. I've never gone walking before, i've always used bus and it takes like 40 minutes, so i was thinking "i should take the bus, otherwise it will take a really long time" but meanwhile i kept walking and it wasn't towards a bus station. It seems like i didn't care too much about the distance, i just wanted to walk and i was enjoying it. I was able to go through a mildly dangerous zone looking around happily like if i was a tourist. There were people around, old mostly, buying stuff. I just watch them and go past them. Whenever i saw to the front i saw buildings, similar to those in the movie inception where Cobb and his wife built an entire city. Then i look to my right.... and i notice something very very strange (for me).
      I see like a path, a street (that i know where it is located, in my home city) and beyond that there was an old building, but still functional, looked like "the house of Black and White". The strange thing about this was that it was a dream sign for me. I analized the structure, from the point i was standing, and i saw outside the building like a walking path, that it lead to some docks. So there i knew i was dreaming. Because the building was the same. I've walked that path before, so i was extremely confident i was in a dream. And i've only been to the sea two times, and we don't have a sea in my city so it all made sense to me that this was a dream. I was 95% confident i was dreaming. So at that point i wanted to make the most out of my lucid dream, do something. Before that i said it out loud "im lucid dreaming" so i did not forget once i start changing stuff.
      But i don't do anything. Im so passive that i just stand there and observe. I thought about having sex, but then i thought "meh". I see some people playing in the water, across the streets. There were some rocks in which people were laying, tanning themselves, and other people climbed it so they could jump into the water. The water was quite deep, about 10 meters i believe. I know because it was cristaline water, so you could see the bottom. People playing in the water were big though, they were giants. I could see them as tall as buildings.
      Then the dream starts to fade and i regret not having a plan on what to do during the lucid dream. As soon as the dream starts to fade away i remain calm, both in mind and body. So far i don't feel a body, but as soon as i'd feel it i'd stay calm. All I saw a black background with a small light. I waited; still didn't feel my body so i was doing good so far (if i wanted to go back into lucid dreaming). And i thought i would either form a new lucid dream or i would meditate in that state. But i didn't feel prepared to form a dream from scratch (now that i think about it it was dumb not having even tried it) and i wasnt sure about meditating either. So i decided to wake myself up. I don't know how i did it, i just did. Then i start feeling my body and my mind like i usually feel it while being awake, a bit more coarse than what i was experiencing. (It was strange lol. I could describe my previous mind state like if my "astral body/mind" that was awake, that way it makes a bit more sense to have noticed my "normal mind" as coarser).
      I had only 2 experiences like this in my whole life. One time i was able to WILD in 2016, and now this time i exited a dream and was able to still remain asleep (in body but not in mind). I really liked the experience and i look forward to practicing this stuff a bit more. Before it seemed hard, frustrating, frightening, something only experts could do but now i see it as something very interesting and very possible for me to do, so i want to start practicing it more.
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