Quote Originally Posted by Mgc88 View Post
Thanks for all the help, but I also think there's still some fear left. I guess just fear of the unknown first lucid dream. I realize that I can just expect happy thoughts and that it's all a creation of my mind anyway, but I don't know.

I don't think anxiety and lucidity mesh very well. I think a part of me doesn't want lucidity because of fear.
I think you are right of the most part. It's true that thoughts are a creation of mind, but it's hard to expect happy thoughts when we dont choose our thoughts. And anxiety and fear does come to us on their own terms. This does not mean that they cant be tranceded though.. The fear need to be located before it can be desolved.