I just had a couple of SP episodes in a row. I am honestly sick of feeling such panic during them. I was laying there falling asleep and then my stupid head thought, wait...can I still move? Then that familiar feeling would wash over me as I become aware. I partially get myself out of it, but its like I'm drugged and I slide back into it. And I struggle like this - fighting my way out, then pulled back in. The last few episodes I manage to remember what I have read - to stay calm and go with it, and I try to. But then what do I do? How can I get from SP to lucid dream? I tried to get my astral body out but I was stuck. I couldn't see anything. Then I just panicked and fought my way out and sat up. |
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