Thread: Dark experiments...

Hi guys,

Just to preface everything, no I'm not a mentally stable person. In fact, I'm borderline insane. However, I'm not a masochist by any means, am easily scared, and have low tolerance of pain. Now that that's out of the way, lets begin.

Lately I been incubating nightmares to help me get over a trauma. It's not really helping especially when it just recreates the scene over and over making me experience it again and again. Otherwise, most of the time I just end up in a burning house or apartment with no idea why it's happening. However, on lucid dreams where I have control I end up cheating by resisting pain of being burned. Basically I want to know what's it like to be burned alive. It's odd, but in my head I feel like the closer I am to the experience the less traumatic my SO's cremation will become for me.

Has any of you intentionally tried to induce horrific experiences? ^^'