Thread: Going Insane in LD's

I will summarize this dream for you. It is rather long, but I think I can illustrate it so that you can get the jist.

Dream Recall - 26.02.09
+ Setting: Worn down sub-district of a city, friend and I looking for a job.
+ We find that the town is run down with rat population and another person hints that there is more happening
+ Friend becomes struck in fear as large (about the size of a mattress) spiders emerge from crevasses of the area.
- Spiders have all legs facing forward and are able to roll into a ball. The web-netting they make is odd and somehow several spiders work together to make large nets.
+ Large moths are somehow working with the spiders as they pick them up and throw them and plant eggs that explode upon physical contact - they act like mines.

Insanity:
+ I become lucid but not entirely.. I know that I am dreaming as usual, but lose my sense of control over myself and begin to telekinetically destroy everything.
+ I only leave my friend intact
+ I begin to create people and cities just to simply destroy them
+ I know I have an rather insane face on at all times
+ I remember destroying a lot of windows and tearing off peoples limbs.

Now I know of the repressed anger idea and believe me, I would not normally come here to describe it if I felt it that simple. I really feel there's more to it than that. I would like a second opinion.

I suspect that it may be that I hate the friend of mines issues in their life and that I want to obliterate them.. but I have to lose my mind over it..? Furthermore, it is one of my greatest fears to lose my mind in lucid dreaming because of past incidents with it.

Also, have you ever "lost yourself" in a LD?

What do you think...?

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