Thread: Queen Zukin's Dream Journal

I haven't been having much luck sleeping. I had wisdom teeth removed two days ago, and instead of sleeping a lot I have slept very very little.

So not much to update here.

Time to go raving!

Ouch. Good luck.

Btw, 1000 posts! yay

Originally Posted by XeL

Ouch. Good luck.

Btw, 1000 posts! yay

Thanks! yaaay

I remembered a small lucid fragment from last night. It's tiny though. I just remember knowing that I was dreaming, and I wanted to try something new. I don't remember what I tried, but I do know that I succeeded. I remember a lot of blacks and grays.

Science Quiz!

I was in a science class and was told that we had to take a quiz. I realized that I hadn't opened my book at all this year. And then I realized again, that I'm not even in this class!

Hooping Giraffe

This was kind of scary. I remember a black and white cartoon of a giraffe hula hooping with its neck. And there was this guy laughing hysterically at this.

Futuristic Board Walk City

I was running from a man. I was running through a futuristic city on the coast. I continued to run on a strange board walk that went up into the air. It followed the outline of the city and took me to floating beach huts. I kept running until I was back into the heart of the city. I was pretty sure that I lost him. I looked out from the boardwalk, and noticed that the boardwalk kept going into the ocean until it suddenly dropped off. Monster waves crashed into the ledge.

Korean Fair

I was at a fair/festival. The fair was designed to be a scavenger hunt. People were going crazy trying to find everything.

Hahaha

I was at my sister's and there was something to do with Hahaha by SMF.

I also remember being in the car with her. She was driving recklessly. I believe at one point she was also driving down the highway in reverse.

SMF - hahaha! - YouTube

At the theater

I was at the theater with Bree. We were watching Sucker Punch. I've already seen it a couple times, so I was a little bored. I started thinking that the main character looked a little bit like Aeia, the polyphasic sleep vlogger.

Friends in a tree

Someone told me to go and find my friends, and I found them in a tree.

Return of the Creepy Man

Title says it all.

Pete must see something in you. Something like a tasty liver.

I don't envy you.

Originally Posted by Nephanim

Pete must see something in you. Something like a tasty liver.

I don't envy you.

I can't believe you remember that name.

That's because he haunts my dreams, too......

...

Okay, he doesn't. That would be exceedingly creepy.

Originally Posted by Nephanim

That's because he haunts my dreams, too......

...

Okay, he doesn't. That would be exceedingly creepy.

Erm...Yeah. But Pete wasn't the guy that I was referring to in the dream. I was talking about the same guy from the other night's dream. With the city.

I applaud your memory.

Another Sign from the Sky?

It was night time. I was at somebody's house. I didn't know them. They were crying and mourning.

They were outside and I was there trying to comfort them.

I looked up to the moon. It fizzled, turned blood pink, and little beads of pink light arose from the center and aligned themselves in a circle around the moon.

I looked online, when I woke up, to see if I could identify that symbol anywhere but I didn't have much luck. I saw a picture of it on one of the charts, but there wasn't any explanation of it.

I was surprised to see such a symbol in the sky. In the dream I knew that it was giving me guidance towards something, that I had a greater purpose in this dream.

I was going back inside the house when I noticed that the moon had gotten exponentially closer to the Earth. The Moon now filled up the greater majority of the sky. I had never seen such a majestic view of it. I could see every crater in ridiculous vividness.

I decided to just sit there and stay awhile.

Hacked Computer!

My neighbor was having problems with her computer being hacked.

What's your Philosophy?

It was the first day of university classes.

I was at my chemistry class. The class was surprisingly small, made up of only ten people.

The professor turned out to be a religious freak, as he demonstrated by telling everyone that he would like for everyone to pray before they engaged in any experiments.

He asked around about other philosophies. The girl next to me, a girl I knew from highschool, started talking in a deep voice uncharacteristic of her own. It was a dark pink, sandpaper feeling, cough medicine flavored voice. She looked me into the eyes and started chanting wild phrases.

A guy I also knew from highschool starting rebutting everything that she was saying, but she ignored him and continued on. It was strange.

I had a class later on and was shocked to find that my German professor was the same teacher that I had for German highschool.

Old Challenges

I was DDRing, but all of the footsteps had been moved 90 degrees, like PIU. There were two other people there with me. We tried to play Xepher and Blind Justice.

Spirit Boy of the Fields

This is an old dream.

I was in the fields behind my house, but it was a more wild and untamed version. Before civilization had arrived.

I was looking for this spirit boy of the fields, because I knew that I had talked to him before. I remember seeing many purple flowers and many thickets.

Descending into a Smothered Consciousness

I was at a speakeasy in the middle of the 1920s. The bar was crammed tonight. There was a pianist in the background and I was smoking a cigar. I was a flapper in the right crowd.

I was engaging in a conversation with a man when I began to notice that people were leaving towards the back of the bar. Curiously, I followed them to see what the rush was.

I discovered that they were all trying to go up a staircase in the back of the bar. I pushed past them to see where and why they were so desperately trying to go.

The rustic staircase winded up to a lonely attic where I found a door.

I opened the door.

And I saw stairs going back down again. But, these stairs were different. I was now out of time and out of place. I was in our era, but in the fire escape of an abandoned, vandalized building.

The stairs were lit up, as if calling to me, and I could see the dim spray paint letters on the wall. I sat down on a step, slipped, and then SLID down the stairs.

I was sliding down them as if there were no steps at all, just a smooth angle. Lights rushed past me and I felt my consciousness sinking deeper and deeper.

After that strange experience of sliding down four flights of stairs warp speed I tried to stand up.

I felt strange.

I felt as if my awareness had suffocated, my body felt heavy and I just wanted to collapse where I was. It felt like I was being drowned out by anesthesia.

I looked around and wondered how I would get back to the bar. It was dark in here, there were no more lights to guide me along.

From observing, I saw that I had two options.

My first option would be to continue on in the fire escape. I saw that there was another flight of stairs that I could take down, but in the middle there was a large gap. I might be able to jump over that. But what pushed me away from this option was that there was a hooded man standing in front of the gap. He stood there as still as a sign post. I felt as if he was a trap. I was already about to collapse, and this would make the perfect opportunity for a predator to capitalize.

The second option was a gleaming EXIT sign to the right of me. Naturally, this may have been a first choice for anyone.

Except, when I opened the door under the EXIT sign, I saw a bloody dead body on a tile floor.

I wasn't sure I wanted to take any of the aforementioned routes. But, I had to take the lesser of two evils, so I took the second option and walked past the dead body.

The door lead into a small convenience store. I was still feeling horrible, and I needed help. I felt myself losing consciousness and called out.

A woman answered my calls. I was interrogated by her to provide details of what happened and she requested me to show her this strange staircase.

We went back through the door from where I came. However, there was no longer a staircase.

We found ourselves in this strange nether region. The region was hilly and large, and we could see that on both regions there were doors. We believed that perhaps one of those doors held the answers to what we were searching for.

We split up, and I took the western door and she took the eastern door.

We quickly discovered that near each door out of the nether, there were strange little beings ready to attack us. They are hard to describe. They looked like little inter-dimensional robot things. For the time being, we called them 'caviar'.

These robot beings varied in fighting skill. Many of them were easy to just knock off, but others seemed like they just wouldn't die.

For a second, I woke up.

Before I could reach for my DJ, I instantly felt myself sliding back down that winding staircase, descending deeper and deeper into the murky depths and again feeling that horrible feeling of smothered consciousness. I couldn't escape it.

I slid down to the bottom of the staircase. Instead of winding up in the strange room with the malicious man, I was now in a rustic room with odds and ends everywhere.

I realized that I was on the western side of the door where the woman and I had tried to open.

The antique objects spoke to me and told me that I would need something to defend myself out there, because the robot beings were ready for attack. They gave me a shield. It was black and red. Seeing that I was also barefoot, they equipped me with old boots and gave me a sword. I thanked them, and was awoken externally.

That Familiar Feeling

I was in the lobby of Jin's apartment, even though he didn't live here.

The floor of the lobby had a complex circular design. There was ice on it. Slushy ice, that was melting.

"I feel...like I have dreamed this two or three times before..." I whispered, feeling the ice beneath my fingertips.

"Let's go," Jin directed. We went up to his apartment where his brother was. His brother looked like a miniature DJ Ravine.

His apartment was on more than one story. The kitchen would be on a different floor than the bedrooms. It was really fascinating.

He showed me his bedroom. It was blue. In the middle was a bunkbed. Off to the side there was a bathroom that connected to his bedroom, and near that was a shelf.

"I have definitely dreamed this before..." I whispered. I couldn't shake that strong feeling of familiarity.

For having such peaceful dreams last night, I did a lot of teeth grinding.

Poison Sumac

My friend and I were at Hawaii!

We were enjoying a nice day on the beach. Actually, it was cloudy. But that's okay.

There was a wooden structure on the beach. It was like a pier, but it went up into the air. I'm not really sure what it was, but it was a nice viewing area.

We slipped and fell off of the structure into a bunch of poison sumac. I'm not even sure if they have poison sumac in Hawaii, maybe some plotting sadist decided to gather up a bunch of it for unsuspecting tourists.

Anyways, we needed to wash this off immediately, because itching all over the body is not fun.

Painting, and doing it wrong.

I was in the mall and there was a store offering free painting lessons. I tried to paint something, but was really failing hard.

It started off as giant red streaks across the canvas.

It turned into a man eating a fly.

And then it finished as a bride at a wedding.

Please don't ask me how I made those transitions. I don't even know.

A friend of my mothers came up to me and told me that I was doing it wrong. She said that I couldn't leave blotches of paint on the canvas, or else it would peel off.

Shady Dance Club

My friend and I were meeting up at a dance club. It was in a town about a half hour from where I live.

It turned out to be a hole in the wall kind of place. People were celebrating a birthday, I think, and there was pink cake. They were really nice there, but there was a strange atmosphere.

Blue Blade of Protection

A team of DDer's and I were on the road. They had connected wagons to the back of their car. I was chilling out in the open wagon while we were on the highway. I was half-sleeping.

I look over and notice that, standing next to me, is a woman. She looks around 14 and is dressed in black robes. She doesn't make me feel confident.

I summon a blade of blue electricity to banish her.

Wrong Point of View!

I'm chilling out in a lounge in a residence hall. There are two guys sitting next to me, one of which is trying to flirt. I tell him to back off. The other guy laughs at his friend's attempts.

Meanwhile, we are WTFing at a scene unfolding next to us. Two women are sharing a "deep moment". We're pretending to ignore them, but we are still confounded by what is taking place next to us.

The dream gets shaky here and I half wake up.

I want to go back into the dream.

I manage to force my way back in, semi-lucid here, and completely forget about the task that I was supposed to do. Instead, I am having trouble concentrating, because I am inside another person's point of view!

I'm having trouble controlling anything really, the dream insists that it plays out like a movie. I have gone back into time and I am inside the woman's head who was sharing the deep moment with the other girl.

It is sunset and she is cleaning up from a birthday party that took place around her residence.

Sleeping through Bloodshed

I was outside at a playground. I was sitting on a bench. I had my head down, drifting in and out of sleep. There was a lot going on around me.

I remember a boy from my karate class coming up to me and asking, "How can you sleep through all of this bloodshed?"

"I'm used to it," I responded.

Showcase room and too many people!

There were a TON of people at my house. I felt crowded out, so I went to my old bedroom to chill. There were children in there too.

In one scene, I remember that there was a "showcase" room added to our house. The room had walls of glass, and inside the room it was like a tile shower but everything was neon. The people seemed to be fascinated by it, no clue why though.

Yellow Raincoat

Memories of a girl with curly red hair in a yellow raincoat with a yellow hat. It was flooding outside and she was swimming in the water.

Fun fact: This was the first time in my entire life that I have dreamed of a zombie apocalypse.

Zombie Portal

I was in a darkened store. We had discovered that the elevator had broken.

The elevator had turned into a portal for zombies.

We teamed up and got as many weapons as we could from the store, shovels, knives, etc - anything sharp or deadly. I was left with sharp little darts. They would only be effective if I could attack the zombies from a distance. I remember that I was wearing a yellow jacket. The jacket had pockets in the front where I could keep my extra darts.

The zombies would come out from the elevator portal. Their flesh was falling off of their face. We tried to kill as many as we could on the first round, but many would escape to seek prey around the store.

Joe and I decided to go and hunt the rogue zombies. We were disappointed and disheartened to find many of our teammates dead on the floor. If they were bitten by the zombies, they too would also become a zombie soon.

We spotted a rogue zombie and I began throwing my sharp darts at it. I was surprised at how well they worked. Straight through the heart!

Unfortunately, they only worked so well. The zombie continued to creep towards me. Once it got close enough to me, I could recognize that it was the face of a fellow peer. The face was now disfigured, gray, and emotionless. Stripped of any liveliness that it once contained.

I didn't have a knife to defend myself, so I pushed the darts through his body and knocked the zombie to the floor. It took me down with it for a fight to the death. I didn't know zombies could bleed, but I figured that they could when I began to engage in Zukin Slaughter (a term for when I begin to overkill my enemy).

Once the zombie had been slaughtered, I proceeded to find Joe.

I took him from his slaughtering and lead him down a long dark hallway, in which he protested every minute of as it was very very creepy. The hallway was something out of a Harry Potter castle. Dark and wet and arched. Because there wasn't any life here, there also wasn't any zombies.

I took him to what was supposedly my dorm.

"Joe, I need to die," I pleaded.

"Why?" He asked.

"They got me," I returned. I showed him my stomach. The top part had been lacerated so badly all that was visible in the moonlight that poured out from the window was blood.

"I don't want to become one of them," I whispered.

In that moment, Joe had a powerful vision. He saw all of the names of the survivors etched in gold. All of the names of the heroes.

"I need to help them," He assured, "quiet, listen." We heard footsteps outside of the door. We weren't sure if it was zombie or human.

"I need to go," Joe announced. And I was left there in the quiet dorm with the moonlight as my only companion. The door was locked behind him as he left.

Mean Chick

I was moving into the dorm. Mine was a mess. Somebody had left all of their belongings here last year.

I remember being at an auditorium. There was a girl sitting next to me who had very short platinum blonde hair. She took my hand in a strange protective manner.

There was also a girl who was being mean spirited. She was getting physically violent with the other girls.

What interests me the most about this dream though was the girl with the short platinum blonde hair. She followed me throughout the dream.

In my DJ I also wrote "syringe and self hate"...Yeah I don't really know what I meant by that

I was moving into the dorm. Mine was a mess. Somebody had left all of their belongings here last year.

I remember being at an auditorium. There was a girl sitting next to me who had very short platinum blonde hair. She took my hand in a strange protective manner.

There was also a girl who was being mean spirited. She was getting physically violent with the other girls.

What interests me the most about this dream though was the girl with the short platinum blonde hair. She followed me throughout the dream.

In my DJ I also wrote "syringe and self hate"...Yeah I don't really know what I meant by that

Who knows, maybe she's your syringe-loving, self-hating dream guide. Hah.

Haha I used to have the setting on where every thread I posted on I automatically subscribed too. I started to get like 200 emails a day so I went in an deleted all my subscribed threads and changed the setting, but I forgot to delete two of them and this thread was one of them.

I'm glad I didn't delete it! Your dreams are fun to read . Keep posting!

Originally Posted by XeL

Who knows, maybe she's your syringe-loving, self-hating dream guide. Hah.

I hope not.

Originally Posted by Mancon

Haha I used to have the setting on where every thread I posted on I automatically subscribed too. I started to get like 200 emails a day so I went in an deleted all my subscribed threads and changed the setting, but I forgot to delete two of them and this thread was one of them.

I'm glad I didn't delete it! Your dreams are fun to read . Keep posting!

Aww, you flatter me.


So, I was looking on the old computer for songs that I'm going to transfer to the laptop to take to college with me.

I found the techno/trance song that I used for my polyphasic sleep alarm clock. I had set it so that it would blast me awake from my naps.

I played it. Instantly, I got a headache, starting drooling, and felt like the color of the smell of pizza.



Conditioning FTW.

Originally Posted by Queen Zukin

I hope not.



Aww, you flatter me.


So, I was looking on the old computer for songs that I'm going to transfer to the laptop to take to college with me.

I found the techno/trance song that I used for my polyphasic sleep alarm clock. I had set it so that it would blast me awake from my naps.

I played it. Instantly, I got a headache, starting drooling, and felt like the color of the smell of pizza.



Conditioning FTW.

:Hug:

Reminds me of Synesthesia (Which I have!)

Originally Posted by Mancon

:Hug:

Reminds me of Synesthesia (Which I have!)

Haha yeah I have that too.

Made it hard to throw away all of my socks that have holes in them this afternoon, because, of course, that would make my socks feel bad. In the end I didn't throw away any of my old socks.

Recall is a little sketchy last night.

35 Cents

I remember being in a waiting room. We were in an upstate city because I also visited some of my friends who were attending college in that city. There was a sticker dispenser in the waiting room. The stickers were 35 cents each. My friend and I made a bet on who could find 35 cents around the city first.

Big Beach

There was a large indoor beach. The ceiling was black. There were too many people stuffed into this room. They started randomly dancing.

Vicious Robin!

I was watching a movie with my parents when I noticed that a Robin had flown into the house. It didn't seem to mind much and wasn't trying to find an escape.

I decided to try to herd the robin out of the house. It didn't mind my presence surprisingly, as most birds would fly away. Instead, the Robin acted vicious and pecked at me. I was used to this though, being a bird owner.

My dreams after this, for probably the next week, are probably going to be really shaky.

Akira? Stop Disappearing Please!

I was walking up the stairs and saw Akira, just randomly standing there in the kitchen! I ran up the remaining stairs, but when I looked over Jin was there. This did not make me happy.

Habitat in our Basement

A swamp habitat had formed in the unfinished part of our basement. There were so many frogs! Tropical frogs, too.

Wall Hands

I don't remember much from this dream but a few pieces of it.

My friend wanted to show me his new house. We drove along an old county road. There were no other houses in sight. It was foggy.

We came to his house. All I could see was that it was a black mass. It didn't even look like a house, just like a mass of dense, black fog.

We went inside and he showed me around. There were two other "people" in there. They were trying to escape. Every time they tried to escape, however, giant skeleton hands that came out of the wall would pull them back inside.

Rugrats Get Married

Chuckie and Lil had grown up and were getting married.

A lot of family members were gathered for the ceremony. Even the deceased relatives came. One of them came back as an "angel" form. She was very tall and commanded Lil not to get married to him.

Imsomi-nom-nom-nom-ia

Originally Posted by Queen Zukin

Imsomi-nom-nom-nom-ia

Probably the funniest way to say 'insomnia' I've seen. Nice one.

It feels weird posting on here. It really does. Interesting dreams, though.

Originally Posted by Retribution

Probably the funniest way to say 'insomnia' I've seen. Nice one.

It feels weird posting on here. It really does. Interesting dreams, though.

Great to see you, stranger.

REM rebound! And yet my recall still sucks. Haha.

Precognitive Insanity

I was hanging out with a group of friends. We were in a shed somewhere in the middle of a field.

"I heard about this strange way of recovering lost memories," one of my friends began.

"How?"

"You get a partner to pull your thumb and activate pressure points, and then you just remember random shit," She continued. They partnered up and started describing all of the random things that they were seeing.

I had been on the other side of the shed this entire time, doing who-knows-what, and decided that I would like to try this strange method.

Once they had activated the pressure points, my vision began to fill with images of explosions that somehow aligned themselves to the NASA logo. I saw the girl in front of me dying.

That's apparently when something inside my mind just snapped. Reasoning, awareness, and coherency all went out the window.

In my hallucinations, I had became certain that the girl in front of me had died. In fact, she was still alive, but I was not competent enough to realize that.

The dream gets sketchy in the middle, not sure what happened between these two events.

I was now sitting in the car with a psychologist. He was in the driver's seat. It was night time and we were parked in the middle of the road on my street. He was determining if I had schizophrenia.

I was panicking because I felt as if something was lurking outside the car and waiting for the right moment to attack.

I looked around. Giant black chess pieces were surrounding our car. They had an extremely spooky silhouette in the darkness. I felt them slowly looming towards us. The road had became a giant chessboard and we were their only remaining opponent.

"See past your hallucinations. They aren't real!" The psychologist called out as I was still in a mad frenzy. All I could see was their overbearing shadows creeping ever so slowly towards us.

"Everything that I hallucinates happens eventually," I returned.

"The girl isn't dead!" He assured.

"She is.."

Dream skips.

We are now at a restaurant. The psychologist has invited the girl to come and have dinner with us to prove to me that she is alive.

I seem to just see past her. My mind isn't working right. I can't focus on anything. She doesn't exist. He doesn't exist. I don't exist.

I stand up to go to the bathroom. I begin to hallucinate again. I see people falling down randomly as if a wave of energy has passed through them.

"What could this mean?" I ask myself.

Suddenly, as if a direct response to my question, an earthquake rumbles the entire building. Debris fall from the ceiling, objects fall off of tables, and people fall to the floor. Precognitive hallucinations?

The dream skips again and this time I am watching my peers graduation. I feel incredibly left out as a shimmer of awareness catches up to me. I cling to this awareness, wishing it would stay even though it brings about so much pain. I feel the longing to be normal again, to be able to think rationally and not be plagued by hallucinations. I cling onto this awareness for dear life, but it slowly fades like an old friend and I am once again lost in insanity.

Wild Turkey

I was being chased by a wild turkey in my backyard. The chase was easily resolved when I ran inside my garage and locked the door (as if a turkey had fingers to open a door).

Karate Building Renovation

The dojang was getting renovated. They wanted to have their main floor be a series - Whoa De Ja Vu...Remembered a really weird dream that I'm having trouble fully remembering. I only grasped it for a second. I remember hiding...Thinking how someone has found me? - Okay anyways... The karate center wanted to renovate their floors because they thought it would be more beneficial for their students to learn how to fight on stairs instead of a flat surface.

So Much Drama

I was at an arcade with Akira and his friend, Ganryu, and Jin. There was a creepy guy hitting on me when I was trying to play some games. I eventually got really mad at him and told him to go away. Ganryu heard and started yelling at the creepy guy.The creepy guy brought Akira into this and Akira'a friend heard and started yelling too, except she was yelling at me!

Too much drama for me to handle!

Title

I was in an ancient Chinese building. There was tension in the air.

My father was hitting me over the head with a Castaneda book and criticizing me for having a separate ideology as my mother was telling me why my beliefs were wrong. He continued to hit me over the head with this book again and again. Woke up feeling very heavy, I had been crying in the dream but I wasn't in real life.

Mad Hatter's Mad Explosive Party

I have definitely dreamed this before.

I was in a large atrium that was decorated with neon and plush colors. Next to me was a man who looked (and acted) like the Mad Hatter. He told us that he had set a bomb to go off in the building if we did not complete the riddle that he had made for us.

We climbed up ropes and used strange technology to try to solve the riddle. I eventually gave up, sort of knowing that he wouldn't set the bomb off anyways.

Frontyard Pool

I was walking alongside the city streets when I noticed that someone had put a pool in their front yard. I thought that was really original and liked it.

I was wearing a hoodie and they thought it would be amusing to carry me into the pool. I didn't really mind, and somehow didn't feel the heavy wet clothes.

Akira...Forgot this Dream

I dream of you way too much.

I had wrote down "Akira" in my DJ. I know it must have been something wonderful though.