So I continue to dream about my former employer...the most major recurring dream sign I have, and yet it fails half the time to trigger lucidity.
The other night I had a lengthy dream about a former coworker that I loathed, and in the dream I recalled a lot of things about how I used to work with her, while I was working with her in the dream, and I knew I must be dreaming yet the knowledge only made me comfortable in continuing to work with her because it was a dream and would end soon.
I need to work on that.
I did make a very good WILD attempt the other night, and while I came very close I was more concerned about getting sleep and eventually allowed rest to become my priority. Honestly I WILD better in the living room than in bed but I wanted to try anyway. I knew I had a good shot at it considering how tired I was and how well the white-noise of the air conditioner was drowning out other noises and thoughts.
Still...despite having really good conditions...I didn't get there and gave up, in all likelihood too soon. I knew I had to get up early to get the kiddos to school so I consoled myself that I would at least be rested.
But tomorrow night....I think I'll try again. I believe the A/C really will help me. The cold snuggle in the bed and the white noise seems to be a perfect combination.
More soon!
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