Okay, so I'm back. I installed the video card yesterday and it seems to be okay so far. I then spent the evening getting rid of my domain and going through some 2,000 e-mail messages.
The antibiotic I'm in has made sleep and dreaming weird...or perhaps it has been all the coughing. Whatever, I haven't been as lucid as I would like, though I still have moments in dreams.
I did meet a very interesting DC who called himself DONOVAN, and he was some sort of...deity, or very important being related to something universally important. He reminds me a little of JoeyBelgier (sp?), the European guy here on the forum, but the DC was taller, and had a more hollow face. He was also dressed in hanging cloths or loose robes. Still, I suppose the important thing is that he was...VERY IMPORTANT to the workings of the Universe.
I'm still typing up dreams. I have been doing my RCs and I spent a lot of time trying to meet my actual idol.
Ooh, one more thing...I often have several dreams in a night but the dreams that occur before my alarm are sometimes only remembered fragments at best (depending on how late I stay up) while any dreams after I take my daughter to school and go back to bed are epic in what I can recall. Should I record these fragments in my DJ?
Note on idols: I spent some time thinking about who my idol was and I realized it was the Scoutmaster of the troop. If I were to look up to anyone it would be him, and I realized this around the time of that funeral I went to. This man is more like how I would want any human being in this world to be more like, including myself. I spent every night trying to find him in a dream and never did. I saw him in real life a few times, but it wasn't enough to make for a good dream I guess.
Another thing that is interesting is that when I'm dreaming I often find I'll be dreaming myself into various situations and then I have thoughts as the dream version of myself. Let me put this another way. Right now, as you are reading this, various thoughts appear in your brain just as they do when you're walking down the street in real life; Thoughts about what's around you, what comes next, the color of the sky, etc. So, in my dream the version of me that appears in the dream is thinking, and having thoughts like these, and I'm aware of them not as if they were spoken or descriptive text like in a movie but as the actual disjointed thoughts that I get in real life, like I'm getting now. It's...a level of awareness that I find fascinating, yet it in no way impacts what happens in the dream unless ther thoughts are related to actions I'm about to take.
This is hard to describe, especially with my daughter showing me a magic trick at this moment.
I also frequently remember other dreams inside my dream, as though they really happened. Some of those dream memories are real and some are not. It's a truly weird sensation when I realize I'm dreaming about remembering another dream.
Okay, time to put up the turkey and continue with my DJ.
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