Thread: Wurlmans workbook!

Lmao yea all the way on the right there is a download tab u should find it there

Yeah I don't know if I want to spend the $0.99 lol

Well I went down for an afternoon wild "snap" and I felt my arms go numb and exp. a full body orgasm it felt great but went away I stayed calm. Calmer than last time but then I just layed there feeling totAly relaxed it was nice but again no SP no HI and no sleep or dreams just a good body buzz I'm kind of frustrated an would like some advice please! I know every try is a step closer but damn I wish I could get a little something ya know! Also I found that once and awhile I would roll my eyes into the back of my head I would get another rush through my body anyone else do this? Please I need some incouragement I'm at a loss. I won't stop my will is to strong I've been working out taking b6 through supplements Tryed stoping yada yada yada lol today I cycled 7 mile then did laps in the pool ate an did my wild. Still couldn't pass out!!!! HELP!!!! Ok I'm done rambling.

Originally Posted by Wurlman

Also I found that once and awhile I would roll my eyes into the back of my head I would get another rush through my body anyone else do this? Please .

Oh man, weird you said this I get EXACTLY the same thing, when WILDing as I get really relaxed I can roll my eyes right back, and I get that weird rush that feels like a transition into the dreamstate, but I never quite go into a dream. It feels like I'm right on the edge. If anyone else knows what this is / what to do please let me know!!!

Are you sure that "rush" wasn't sp? Anyway nice snap. LOL. I tried to but got way too antsy. I just cycled 9 miles like just now. I may snap later but idk. Still feel really bored today. Anyway, the only thing I can think of is that you were really close. Just don't get frustrated. I'm getting that way too.

And rolling your eyes back... That's what did it for me last time I WILD. I bounced back and forth several times until I started actually visualizing a dream. Almost like a day dream and it became more real. Maybe try that?

Yea I think that might have been part of the SP. When I had my first WILD, I felt something similar. I tried not to focus on it, and somehow, a few seconds later, the dream started forming right before my eyes! It was incredible. It was also very hard for me to transition into the dream, it took a while to get myself "in" it.

Next time it happens, try to just visualize what you wanna see maybe? If it doesn't work, try another approach. Sooner or later you'll find something that works well for you Good luck!

Well I'm on the final lesson I've been doing pretty good with rc's it's been the last few days that I have cut back on them so I'm puttin the wrist band back on for a reminder. I hope to have a few lucids to prac. The stabilization tec. That I have learned over this pass year and the few new ones ophilablue has mentions as well. I really don't want my workbook to end its kinda sad I made a few friends! I'll have to find another lesson to cling onto I guess. ...... Ok ok enough depression talk lol. So I'm off to bed I will wake around 5 to wild an record sweet dreams ya"ll! ....... Note to self:"when lucid stay calm know u are in controll and rub hands togeather" I won't mess the next one up!

Awwww you don't have to end your workbook yet! I think it would still be okay to keep putting your progress here And great job! You are a very dedicated person.

I just wish I had as much progress as u PAIGEY!!! All hail the wise one!!!! Lol

Gaaaa! Lol, everyone is moving at their own paces. That's a good thing! Slowly but surely

Im doing well with my rc's. People were talking about zombies today and I was happy to remember a rc

Exactly! Nothing to do before bedtime anyway, so might as well do MILD, at least it would increase our chances of becoming lucid

Hey Wurlman how's the progress going?

Well PAIGEY I'm getting frustrated. Ive been doing this for over a year now and only stopped for about 3 months and it seems as if my subconscious is a stubborn bastard. The few lucids I had sence I came back have been short lived and last night no recall wtf ugggggghhhh! I need to go for a run or a bike ride and do some meditation I have my son today his mama is at work so mabey around 5 I can do that but ya not happy with my progress I know a lot about ld"ing I've read a shit load of books chatted with a lot of people an have drowned myself in awareness. Mabey I'm trying to hard? Adk whatever!?!?!? Pity poor Wurlman pity

Originally Posted by Wurlman

Well PAIGEY I'm getting frustrated. Ive been doing this for over a year now and only stopped for about 3 months and it seems as if my subconscious is a stubborn bastard. The few lucids I had sence I came back have been short lived and last night no recall wtf ugggggghhhh! I need to go for a run or a bike ride and do some meditation I have my son today his mama is at work so mabey around 5 I can do that but ya not happy with my progress I know a lot about ld"ing I've read a shit load of books chatted with a lot of people an have drowned myself in awareness. Mabey I'm trying to hard? Adk whatever!?!?!? Pity poor Wurlman pity

We are kinda in the same boat. Gotta keep on truckin' I guess.

Originally Posted by Wurlman

Well PAIGEY I'm getting frustrated. Ive been doing this for over a year now and only stopped for about 3 months and it seems as if my subconscious is a stubborn bastard. The few lucids I had sence I came back have been short lived and last night no recall wtf ugggggghhhh! I need to go for a run or a bike ride and do some meditation I have my son today his mama is at work so mabey around 5 I can do that but ya not happy with my progress I know a lot about ld"ing I've read a shit load of books chatted with a lot of people an have drowned myself in awareness. Mabey I'm trying to hard? Adk whatever!?!?!? Pity poor Wurlman pity

You can definitely try too hard, maybe try relaxing a bit? You need to remember that after all, all you are doing is sleeping.

Originally Posted by RareCola

You can definitely try too hard, maybe try relaxing a bit? You need to remember that after all, all you are doing is sleeping.

I agree. I'm guilty of this too.

Awww yea, take a nice break and relax. I'm sure you'll be up and running in no time! Dry spells tend to end with awesome dreams and lucids!

Ok I made out a list for a 3 month goal I made it short but I think short goals will work better for me
1. Become lucid 3 times
2. No drinking or smoking
3. Recored at least 120 dreams
4. Practice sat for at least 45min. A day
5. Run/bike at least 5 days a week
6. Must b in bed by 10pm
Lost a little modivation but not much now I'm back on the boat hitting it hard hope u guys r still with me!!!!!

Awwyeaaa those are awesome goals, Wurlman! And of course we're still with you! We'll be right here every step of the way.

Im with you...... I'll be watching..... Like a creeper..... from the shadows.

Lmfao xanous I love it!!!!

Loooool just make sure to lock your windows and check your closet before bed, Wurlman. x)

I like the 10 PM goal... it's pretty easy for me over here. It's right after the #DVA chat with you guys, so I can just close up and go right to bed. Good luck with the rest DD