Thread: Tlalocs Workbook

(just realised this is exactly 1 month since I joined DV and started my journal! Cool! In that period I've had some really good advice from people and gotten lucid 8 more times - avg 2x week which I'm really stoked with! Thanks everyone!!!)

VIBE NITE 18 +19 AND LUCID #28

Vibe nite 18 (2 nights ago) - not much to report - no lucids - think I'd had too much to drink - I did the wbtb but didn't get alert enough I think. Plus I'd been repairing our deck so was pretty tired from that.

Vibe nite 19 (last night) - had been out for my father in laws 70th more (sigh) drinking - but earlier on, and an earlier night to bed, but woken up by our daughter (her night light had malfunctioned!) and so reset my wbtb. Did the wbtb at 4.10 with a better vMILD (getting excited about it) and at around 5.20am was dreaming about living the life of a gunslinger and being in a gun fight - this went of for some time, and I ended up in the amorous embrace () of an unknown lady (we'd been to see 'The Wolf of Wall Street' 2 nights earlier and I think this was the influence). Anyways whilst in this 'embrace' I realised 'this can't be real!' and became lucid! I then kind of didn't know what to do, I suddenly realised that all this that was 'going on' was false memory and felt alittle guilty and also realised it would be hard to stabilize in my position (hand rubbing or spinning didn't seem appropriate!), nor did I see how I could just leave my current situation and fly off and find water (ps the portal idea seems cool NyxCC!) - so the dream just died and faded through my stalling!

Anyways....

Tonight the plan was to have a sober night and really try to get the vibe incorporated into the dream - this relies on the luck that its going to hit an REM interval - but also my level of awareness and motivation and depth of sleep - all of which are negatively effected by too much booze (one-2 glasses of wine seems ok but more is less helpful) - on the other side of the coin - I'm off work at the moment and its nice to relax with the wife.

Anyways I wanted to put down my stats for how well the vibenites have been working before the data gets more skewed, so I'm off to get some wine and cheese and olives and if I get the chance I'll fire off another post shortly.