Had crappy recall for some reason last night. I only remembered 2 dreams. Hopefully this isn't a sign of another bad recall phase.
I've noticed that suddenly my Self-Awareness practice just made a huge jump. At the beginning, I was struggling to stay aware for more than a minute and it took a while before I realized I'd zoned out. It was especially hard in school. Then, I still couldn't stay aware for more than a little bit but I kept catching myself almost right away or very soon after. That continued for a while and then all of a sudden, today and a little bit of yesterday I was able to keep up awareness for a very long time! I am really excited. Hopefully this is a sign that it will soon transfer fully over into my dreams.
EDIT: I forgot about the goals I put down when I first started my workbook. I realized I have just completed 2 of my short-term goals! I completed having a lucid dram per week...because if you look at how many lucids I've had in the time I've practiced, that comes out to one per less than a week. Also I am remembering one full dream per night. I haven't had enough lucids to grasp the basics of dream control so I couldn't cross that one out.
I realized that I am doing very good (at least for my standards) in terms of getting LD's. I have already about gotten as many LD's as last month (just one less) and I still have another half a month to go! So I am doing way better so far than last month. I'm really excited.
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