Seriously, is my conscious stupid?
It's the third time that this happens and I seem to can't get lucid.
After a week of 0 dream recall, it happened again.
It was like this- I was in a local store here, and there was a to-do list while lucid, on the wall. I pinched my nose and I could breathe. So, supposedly I went lucid. I felt surprised or something, looked at the ceiling at told myself to calm down. After that, I tried to look at the door but I couldn't see it completely, and I tried to open it with mind-power. Then, everything goes black.
I'm sure I wasn't lucid. But this is different, this isn't dreaming about lucid dreaming, this is dreaming about being lucid dreaming.
My mind is f'ed up.