Hi ! im new to this great forum, i think theres really a huge scientific knowledge shared here. so thank you !
well, i have been interested in LD for about a week, and last night i applied a WBTB+ Wild.
altough having no prior experience and knowing it would be dificult i had some interesting but fearful experience.
i just wake after 5,5 hours sleep, waited 30 minutes mostly eating apples, went to WC..
and i went back to bed..lied on my back and had 15 minutes of binaural waves music and body scanning meditation ( btw im used to mindfulness for almost 3 years )
then my body eventually got sleep and i shift my awareness to my eyes, watching green lights appearing and disapearing.
i got gradually more excited, but eventually i felt strong vibrations ( mostly in my head i think, i dont remember feeling my body ).also my eyelids started twitching like never before. now i think i had seen something like that in Avatar movie 
my heart rate went crazy and a feeling of fear ( for this never felt sensations ) developed.
i just gave up ( sry ) and opened my eyes. i felt like i was being carried away from my body and my thoughts became negative and scary.
i knew in advance it could be frightening, but i have to try again and see what happens.
despite intense fear, i got fascinated by this experience, by the halucinations. by now i hope to gain some confidence with DILD and then shift again to wbtb+wild
this way, if my next wild get that intense i might be more confident and assured
ill be back soon.
ty
good dreams
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