Do you know whether you are actually awake or just dreaming? Does your husband see you trying to scream?
From my experience, this seems like sleep paralysis, not night terrors. With night terrors, most common in children, you wake up and scream but have no memory of screaming or the dream. With sleep paralysis, you are paralyzed and feel like you can't move, but in reality you are actually dreaming and feeling your body's natural paralysis keeping you from moving so that you don't act out your dreams in real life and hurt yourself.
I've had sleep paralysis since I was a teen, and so has my mom and brother. Your sleep paralysis episodes sounds a lot like my mother's. She has the same experience of trying to scream and my dad waking her up.
With my sleep paralysis, I try to move but can't or just barely can budge myself. I learned over time if I try really hard, I can roll myself onto the floor, and this is when I learned it's actually a dream, not waking life. In my sleep paralysis dreams, I usually feel a scary presence, like an intruder. These used to terrify me and I was afraid to fall back to sleep in the morning when I'd wake up or take naps. Now, I've overcome this! Since starting lucid dreaming, I become excited to dream and the excitement manifests itself in my sleep paralysis dreams and I try things like flying and exploring my dream world.
I think you should look more into lucid dreaming and try it out. It'll make these dreams so much less scarier knowing what's actually going on. Next time you experience this, tell yourself, this is just sleep paralysis, and calm down. Don't struggle. Then, just try to budge yourself off the bed. You'll either wake up or be able to explore your dream. Rationalization and knowledge is the best weapon against the fear we experience during sleep paralysis.
Best of luck to you and happy dreaming!
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