I recently joined this site after searching lucid dreaming questions on Google and found it's a website with all the information I would ever need so I quickly registered for the site.
I'm a very quiet person so I usually reflect on things in my head a lot, a habit that usually makes it into my dreams, and what I use to make myself lucid since I notice everything I'm thinking about appearing in front of me. But whenever I'm lucid I can never seem to take control of my dreams directly. I actually recently had a lucid dream recently where I spoke to my subconscious for the first time. It was freaky talking to someone who was completely different from me but was me at the same time. I asked him why I couldn't control my dreams and he told me he doesn't like it when I do that. I got creeped out by this very quickly, but he continued to tell me that I think too concretely and that he thinks I'm an idiot. (Which is strange because I always thought I was pretty intelligent). I asked him how he can be smarter than me if he is me .

He then recited all of the Latin vocabulary words and definitions word by word in front of me, (I'm in High School so I have to learn these in English), I found this to be creepy as well because he seems to know all of this but I always have trouble reciting the words during tests, but I shouldn't have trouble since he is me so I should be able to know the information. He says that he knows a lot of things that I don't know and that if I wasn't such an idiot I wouldn't have so much trouble learning this stuff.

So I pretty much learned that my subconscious hates me and I came here to hopefully learn more information about this.
So that's pretty much why I joined and I hope I get to meet more people here as well.