Ok ok if you ask :p. I apologize in advance for my english, not easy to be precise without fucking my sentences...
Everything started a long time ago when i was 15. I read a lot of fantasy books and the imaginary worlds and the feelings inside (big emotions like anger, sadness, strengh, hate..) were a lot of inspiration for me. Everytime i was going to sleep i used one of this powerful feeling (depending of my mood) to fall asleep and maybe dream about it.
It all started from there. Pretty fast i was able to dream of what i wanted almost every single night. The problem was: I wasn't able to control myself or the dream even if my brain created it from the stroy i read earlier. I tried to find a way to wake up in the dream and i remember that everytime i died i woke up instantly, every death (killed, drown, smashed..). I knew i was dreaming everytime i was close to death but i always woke up.
After some times, i got the idea to face death. I mean, everytime i was near to death i told myself: You can't die, you can't die! And magic, in one dream my eyes never closed and i went full control. Since then, i was able to fly, breathe under water, stop bullets, jump from mountains, stop a building falling, and the most important: run faster than your opponents etc..
Now i can access my dreams by multiple ways/entrances to control them.
My goals actually are to master the teleportation in a hurry situation (Pretty hard to focus on 2 things at once for me and teleportation is so difficult for me, it's a big challenge), and to model all my dreams (i can do it only in a few situations). I'm working too on being able to continue a dream which was stopped, i can only reproduct the same dreams again and again, changing everything i want but not able to go further than the end of it at my awakening.
The problem is when i try do go too fast in mastering some technics in dreams, i talk, scream during sleep and i just throw everything off my bed so, little steps by little steps!
That's pretty much it i guess.
If you have some questions, don't be shy!
Mara'
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