Thread: Rant and Rave, Cry and Complain

Originally Posted by Linkzelda41

And my friend hasn't responded as yet. Maybe she's playing the "Play like I'm busy before giving him my number" game on me. I don't know, but I hope I didn't freak her out when I asked for her number. I didn't say anything creepy, just said what her number was so we can find a time to hang out when she's free.

Give her your number then, Link. I hope she has fb or something?

My rant this mornining is that I found I hate sex early in the morning. Well, it's fun and sweet but fucks the whole day up. I had to wake up half an hour earlier and cannot hide that I'm sllepy now. Awful! Good that classes are shorter today, but how to cover my hostile mood, I don't know.

Originally Posted by sinoblak

but how to cover my hostile mood, I don't know.

More sex?

Edit: Nvm Gavin solved the problem

Vid explains everything -_- :

Rant/Complaint: Skyrim's main questline was way too fucking short. I feel like Oblivion had way more going on in the main quest... (Also, Skyrim felt so "urgent;" YOU MUST GO TO THE GREYBEARDS AT ONCE! TIME IS OF THE ESSENCE! I felt impelled to complete it immediately.) They didn't even require us to go to all of the Jarls before the final battle! So disappointed by the main questline. I will, however, fight out the civil war, and do some Dark Brotherhood and Thieves Guild assassinations (already did the College of Winterhold quests, though, since I'm a caster it's always my go-to.)

Rave: Dual-handed casting in Skyrim is my favorite improvement from Oblivion. It's epic, amazing, and innovative.

Cry: It's taking me way too long to level my conjuration.

I Had a car accident this morning. Don't want to remember this, but the car looks battered and it will be repaired not before 28th.

Originally Posted by sinoblak

I Had a car accident this morning. Don't want to remember this, but the car looks battered and it will be repaired not before 28th.

That sucks! Car accidents are no fun at all....

Alright I found out the last two final grades, 87% and 82%, but I'm still happy because those were the two classes I've had most trouble with. (especially had trouble with the class I got 82% on, which I'm surprised I even scored a B on it XD) ^___^ But I'm still pretty content with them :3

I'm bored already from this break. I want to go back to college.

I'm more motivated to do well this semester. I can see now that college is just like High School, just with more slamming my head with more information long enough to destroy the exams. I'm going to have to pull out all the stops now. I'll have to turn into that guy who worries too much about work, but at least I know it will get me good grades.

I hate it, but I have to accept it since I basically fooled around my first semester.

And man, people are getting more annoying by the second. They will criticize everything you do until you're nothing but piss, shit, and dead.

And I hate when I give hints to a person that I don't care about their EXISTENCE, yet they still want more from me. What the hell do you want from me? Why do you want to form a friendship with me?

It's like holding a twig, so easy to snap it to control their future impressions of you. I want to destroy this twig, but I just can't. I'm too fucking kind to people, I just can't do it.

Originally Posted by weakamon

Vid explains everything -_- :

One of the most dreadful things in this fucked world is a boor with political and financial power. Such person can ruin lives and humiliate other human beings without the slightest scruple in his/her empty mind.

Very sad vid, weakamon. Hope things will change soon.

What's this whole "War on Christmas" business? I didn't know people seriously think there's a war on Christmas... Children still have Christmas parties at school, cashiers still say Merry Christmas to me when I buy something, I still hear Christmas songs on the radio and see Christmas lights all over people's houses and yards and Christmas trees in public places...

Seriously? Apparently the news media makes a big deal out of this non-event... if anyone could point out where Christmas ISN'T happening where it should... I think that would clear it up in my mind. There are bigger problems than a non-existent war on Christmas.

This is why I rarely watch the news. Even though it's good to look at it once in a while, too much of it makes the world look like crap.

I rarely turned on the T.V. when I took my first semester in college, and everything was so peaceful to me. I lived in my own world, I could focus on attempting Lucid Dreams, etc.

It's just all for hype. Everyone loves to know the other person's business so they could talk about it. It just portrays how we're all gregarious, but it's gone too far beyond just being sociable to people. People just want to feel good for themselves while ridiculing others.

In my world that I want to create in my dreams, there won't be such disgust and humiliation. Just me and my dream guide, forever in peace, in solitude, and in love.

Originally Posted by ThePreserver

What's this whole "War on Christmas" business? I didn't know people seriously think there's a war on Christmas... Children still have Christmas parties at school, cashiers still say Merry Christmas to me when I buy something, I still hear Christmas songs on the radio and see Christmas lights all over people's houses and yards and Christmas trees in public places...

Seriously? Apparently the news media makes a big deal out of this non-event... if anyone could point out where Christmas ISN'T happening where it should... I think that would clear it up in my mind. There are bigger problems than a non-existent war on Christmas.

I blame gays in the military.

This isn't a rant or anything, but I just feel more comfortable in this thread.

So, I'm in New York. It's big and filled with people. But apparently we have rooms at a good hotel, so it's all right. We're going on a cruise. It will be interesting, never been on one before. But it is a bit of a hassle being in a foreign country. I hope I will be able to relax, eventually. Will probably be nice to see some sunshine. But I guess we will see.

Wow... that video gave me major goosebumps, Weakamon!

Sinoblak. I'm glad you're okay and I hope it doesn't cost too much for car repairs.

ThePreserver, I know how you feel. I've not finished the main quest line, I enjoy the side quests and exploring. With my first character, I got to level 30 or so and I didn't like my skills so I started over. With my last one, I got the bug/glitch that stalls out the game while loading areas because too much time has been saved. Though I only had 3 files, the game sometimes bugs out from accumulated memory or something. Now I'm starting yet another toon and once I get to level 15 I think I'm going to use the cheat my son found using the Oghma Infinium to get to level 81 straight away and then I'll just play to play.

My rant of the day is that one of my kids took my machete. I keep it sheathed and under my mattress. When I went to finally pump it up, I noticed it was gone. Now I need to search the house for it.
My oldest daughter also only gets 1 1/2 days home instead of 3-4.

**EDIT**
Have fun Khh!!!
Hubby and I have been on 2 cruises. One was of Alaska and the other was a Baltic cruise for almost 2 weeks! The Denmark airport royally sucked but other than that, the trip was wonderful.
I hope you have a great time!

I didn't like the turnout of my Stormcloak war so I went back to level 20 where I saved so I could avoid it... now I'm up to 25 and ALMOST have my smithing maxed... I just want my dragon scale, double-enchanted armor set D:

Also, I'll give you a short set-up for this next one. For some it may not seem like a big deal but to me it's a huge deal. My brother and I are NOTHING alike. We rode in the car to Colorado for 18 hours without saying anything to eachother. We blocked eachother on facebook so we don't accidentally see one another comment on a mutual friend's status. THIS is how our relationship works. We go out of our way to avoid eachother.

Well, we go to the same college. It turns out we are in the same class next semester, and it will be THE most awkward thing, ever. We share one thing in common, the professor teaching the course is one of our favorites, (He's awesome, insanely intelligent, the kind that drinks 4 cups of coffee a day and is always extremely excited about everything.) However, no one knows how much we despise contact so it's going to be probably the most awkward semester of my life. Even in high school we never once said a single word to eachother for any reason at any time.

This is going to be fun...

Mother is very angry with me and is refusing to spend Christmas at my home. The reason is that I invited my half brother from the first marriage of dad and she doesn't want to meet him . Sad and ridiculous, but the Christmas party will be divided into two- one at home with the half bro and some friends, and one at my 'full' brother's home, including our mom.
To speak the truth, i don't know this sibling of mine very well, because I've seen him only 4 times now, but he's not a bad guy at all. Actually I know only a bit about him and it makes me nervous somehow . It's a very awkward situation, for I don't have any idea what his life is like. The only things I know are that he's 50 or 51, he is an architect, is divorced, and has a daughter. Nothing more. We'll see what will happen, only that I wished mother to behave as an adult. I didn't suppose that she would be so insulted at my inviting a relative for Christmas. I also don't bear her husband's presence very well, but I'm trying to be civil at least.
Christmas crap, jingle, jingle bells.

I don't understand my mother right now. She wakes me at a 6 fucking AM in the morning to remind me that my father wants to know the results of my performance for the first semester in college. And that I should write the check for the rent for my apartment near my University.

You couldn't just bloody tell me when I wake up naturally? Now my mind is going to try and come up with ways to deal with possible events with my father's reaction. I mean my grades aren't bad, but I have a feeling he's just going to find some way to bitch at me for not doing "well."

Perfect time to tell me this mother...perfect FUCKING TIME. I can't never attempt a WILD at all when I'm at home. My mother is the epitome of the Scumbag Parents meme, and she doesn't even try! She's like a thorn on my side, and I can't take it anymore. I can't even take a break without these people sporadically making me worry.

Don't parents know that passing is passing, and instilling the thought the you should get A's in college doesn't really make a difference when trying to get a job? People don't want assholes in the workforce. It's not as if I'm going to do horrible in college. It's always hard the first time because you see how you have to manage your time.

But no, I'm going to have to take the inevitable bullshit from my father again, which is going to cause unnecessary stress on my part. I know he's concerned because of course, college costs money, but honestly, that's just making me think he doesn't think I'm not competent enough.

And he speculates on whether or not I have made any friends in college as yet, and I told him that this major isn't a "party" major like the other ones. It's hard, the introductory course was hell, but I pass everything. I pass all my classes. But no, parents want more.

And when he picked me up to send me home for the break, he asked if there's a girl I liked in college. I said no, I told him I still liked a girl I knew from High School. I won't go into detail on that.

But that's what pisses me off. You want me to be sociable when I'm taking a major where there's only 85 or so Freshmen CONSIDERING (Note...CONSIDERING) it. And you want me to hopefully hang out with a girl that I think isn't interested in me right now because she has a job and has to deal with college too.

Do you honestly expect your son to do all of this? And you give me a short rant over "sacrifices" when you don't even fucking realize you're contradicting your ideals your blasting on me by asking if there's a girl I like and if I've made any friends in college?

Sure college is about time management and being sociable to people. But it's about passing the courses, and for this course, I'm not going to go free-willy with the social part of it.

Why are fathers naturally contradicting? Why do they have high expectations for their children? Am I going to be famous? No, I'm going to get a career that will be enough for me to having a decent standard of living...then I'm going to have to get a wife with a decent standard of living, learn how to make a family, and still have time to remain sane.

And you want to know my performance for college? Obviously if I'm registered for next semester, I fucking passed the courses. What more do you want from me? Is it some kind of sadist that wants to give me stress? Honestly, I don't do anything to piss off my parents, it's like catching a Ho-Oh without a Masterball.

I think they just try to find ways to make me look like the regular teenager with mistakes and as a parent, he should do his "duty" to teach me. You haven't really taught me anything, I learned all I needed from school. The only thing you portrayed to me is that you work hard, and I'm grateful for that.

You see? I haven't even talked to him as yet....fuck my life. Can't induce lucid dreams going down this trip of regressed memory lane....FUCK IT!%@^$#

I honestly wonder what he sees in me. I can't even exhibit human emotions because of him, and no, I'm not making that an excuse. I know that if I do those things he suggests me to do (social life and a girlfriend), he's going to brag about how I have to make sure I keep up with my grades.

It's like a Catch-22, I'll need to do something that can only be done by doing a specific action that will inevitably land me in the same situation that I am in now.

Fucking logical paradoxes. FUCKGIangsdfjhykj523

LOL WAIT NVM. Grades are in...AND FUCK YEAH I HAVE AN "A" in fucking pyschology FUCKING YES!!!

GET ON MY LEVEL BITCHESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

YOU CAN'T COMPLAIN TO ME NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!1 HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA
FUCCK EYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSs

But still. I'm going to be worried.

Lol, congratulations, Link! Fuck Eys!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And why don't you tell your father the whole stuff and prevent him from further questioning you?

He's at work now. I'm going to print out my grades when I wake up again (if I can sleep again loool).

And trust me, I want to get this over with as FAST as possible.

Edit:

Do you mean just my grades or the possibility of him giving me a lecture?

But why did your mother wake you up so early then? i thought you had to speak to your dad immediately...

EDIT: I meant the possibility of giving you a lecture.

YAY, Link!
I agree with Sinoblak. Just calmly tell your dad something like: "I know you want the best for me: friends, a girl friend, the brightest possible future. Right now I'm trying to be responsible and focus on my education and finding a job ...." then show him your grade card.
I hope it goes well.

Sinoblak. That sucks. I'm sorry to hear you'll not have any support. Just make the most of it and enjoy. All of my siblings are halves (4 from mom and 3 from bio-dad). I didn't know most of those until I was adult. My mother wasn't supportive either when it came to bio-dad.

My rant is that I trashed my room during the wee hours while trying to find a seam cutter. I found the cutter, made use of it for a couple of hours then broke it on a pair of jeans Then I got tired so I just laid down a shirt for my head and I slept on the floor. My allergies are killing me now lol. Stupid carpet. I HATE carpeting.

At some point today, I need to organize all the junk from the 2 drawers I dumped. I also want to try to get a couple packing boxes from my hubby so I can box up and store everything in my room that I don't use (mostly books).
But I don't really WANT to do anything.
Blah.........

Originally Posted by sinoblak

But why did your mother wake you up so early then? i thought you had to speak to your dad immediately...

EDIT: I meant the possibility of giving you a lecture.

She didn't want me to forget

And I don't know. I guess I'll wait to see what he says.

@Zhaylin, thank you . But I'll probably just take what he says to me. He can't really kill me. I think.