Rant and Rave, Cry and Complain

**fOrceez** · 10-08-2011 07:04 AM

I want to lucid dream. *Rant rant rant*

**Pandabear** · 10-08-2011 09:00 AM

Originally Posted by fOrceez

I want to lucid dream. *Rant rant rant*

*Rant with you*

**Puffin** · 10-08-2011 09:02 AM

Originally Posted by Pandabear

*Rant with you*

*Joins in*

I only had three in September. x_x"

**Zephyrus** · 10-08-2011 09:05 AM

Originally Posted by Puffin

*Joins in*

I only had three in September. x_x"

*joins in the clatter*

I'm only having one every two weeks O_O

**Pandabear** · 10-08-2011 09:09 AM

Originally Posted by Puffin

*Joins in*

I only had three in September. x_x"

But you had an amazing DILD in this month.

**Pandabear** · 10-08-2011 09:11 AM

Group Hug!!

**Puffin** · 10-08-2011 10:20 AM

Bah... Either I'm close to finishing an awesome, goosebump-inducing music video, or I am a total wuss... I almost started crying near the ending. x_x

Maybe my "times of the month" are just starting to get emotional.

**Zephyrus** · 10-08-2011 10:32 AM

Puffin, I FUCKING LOVE THE SONG CHANGE

the music video was cool, defiantly a fitting song

**Solarflare** · 10-08-2011 12:47 PM

my last lucid dream was in summer TT__T_T__T_T_T_T_T__TT_TT_T_T__T_T_

**fOrceez** · 10-08-2011 01:11 PM

I actually broke my dry spell this morning.. YAY FOR ME! Right after i posted that, i went back to sleep around 8am.. (posted at 5am) and got lucid at the last second of the dream.
Rant: school's coming back in 2 days.. i'm not ready for year 12, the stress, the work, the EFFORT.

I didn't ask for this. I hate work but i don't want to drop out of school either.

**tommo** · 10-08-2011 01:15 PM

Originally Posted by Pandabear

I just can't handle blood.
Not cool, not cool. -_-

Originally Posted by Darkmatters

What? What blood? Where? No, don't show me!

*faints*

Originally Posted by Erii

I hate periods.
Gah.
I had one through on August 23-Sept 1
Then had one September 15-Sept 21
Now I'm having another one.

Originally Posted by fOrceez

^
This post doesn't go well after this one
v

FORCEEZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Stole my fuckin joke man, not fair I was at work while this all happened....

But this part of darkmatter's post after erii's period one also made me lol coz click looks like dick in this font.

Originally Posted by Darkmatters

Really wasn't sure I wanted to click it at all...

**Pandabear** · 10-08-2011 01:25 PM

Head-ache..

**tommo** · 10-08-2011 01:37 PM

Originally Posted by Pandabear

Head-ache..

Just had one too, it's coming and going....
I didn't take xanax before work tonight for the first time since I've worked there.
Figured since I've given people advice for anxiety that I better follow it myself.
I guess my brain wanted xanax still lol So I got a fucking headache.

**Pandabear** · 10-08-2011 01:49 PM

Originally Posted by tommo

Just had one too, it's coming and going....
I didn't take xanax before work tonight for the first time since I've worked there.
Figured since I've given people advice for anxiety that I better follow it myself.
I guess my brain wanted xanax still lol So I got a fucking headache.

Sorry to hear that, headache is painfull.

**Wayfaerer** · 10-08-2011 06:24 PM

The library is closed for the whole weekend

**Erii** · 10-08-2011 06:35 PM

Originally Posted by fOrceez

I actually broke my dry spell this morning.. YAY FOR ME! Right after i posted that, i went back to sleep around 8am.. (posted at 5am) and got lucid at the last second of the

I had an LD last night too (actually I had 2)

**NrElAx** · 10-08-2011 11:07 PM

Oh shit, the librarys closed Monday. Better do my homework tonight and tomorrow.

**Erii** · 10-08-2011 11:23 PM

Ordered laptop battery finally, gonna take a week though to get it

**Puffin** · 10-08-2011 11:26 PM

I have to write an in-class essay on Oedipus this Tuesday, and I have no flipping clue where to start. We're supposed to find a "question" in the story that may or may not be answered, and write about the implications of that question. What da fock.

Originally Posted by Erii

Ordered laptop battery finally, gonna take a week though to get it

**Darkmatters** · 10-08-2011 11:51 PM

My back still isn't done hurting, but at least the pain keeps mutating into different forms and moving around. So my upper back gets a break while it moves into the lower back.

**NrElAx** · 10-09-2011 01:41 AM

Darkmatters, do you have acute back problems? I know you said your back goes out a lot and gets stuck. I have chronic back problems like I told you before. I dont know if my pain is from a weak core, or my mild arthritis changes I have going on in my L5-LS vertebraes. My doctor said its from both, but my chiropractor said that mild arthritis shouldn't cause the pain im in and im too young. So he thinks that if I just continue exercising and strengthen my core, my pain should go away. He wants to see my MRI to see how bad my arthritis is. Im going to pick it up Tuesday from my doctors appointment. I hope its just from my weak core muscles. I've had my chronic pain for a year and three months now and im getting very tires of it, and I pray I dont have to live with this the rest of my life cuz that will suck big penis lol. Im too damn young for this shit man. Chronic pain does really drain you and fucks with your head. Sons days I just go into my room and scream into my pillow lol. I also lost almost all my muscle gains for working out the past like 8 years. Shit fucking sucks.

**mooseantlers** · 10-09-2011 02:02 AM

Originally Posted by Erii

I hate periods.
Gah.
I had one through on August 23-Sept 1
Then had one September 15-Sept 21
Now I'm having another one.

Damn right its sorcery, aren't periods supposed to be once a month? I'm glad i have a penis.

**tommo** · 10-09-2011 02:10 AM

Originally Posted by NrElAx

Darkmatters, do you have acute back problems? I know you said your back goes out a lot and gets stuck. I have chronic back problems like I told you before. I dont know if my pain is from a weak core, or my mild arthritis changes I have going on in my L5-LS vertebraes. My doctor said its from both, but my chiropractor said that mild arthritis shouldn't cause the pain im in and im too young. So he thinks that if I just continue exercising and strengthen my core, my pain should go away. He wants to see my MRI to see how bad my arthritis is. Im going to pick it up Tuesday from my doctors appointment. I hope its just from my weak core muscles. I've had my chronic pain for a year and three months now and im getting very tires of it, and I pray I dont have to live with this the rest of my life cuz that will suck big penis lol. Im too damn young for this shit man. Chronic pain does really drain you and fucks with your head. Sons days I just go into my room and scream into my pillow lol. I also lost almost all my muscle gains for working out the past like 8 years. Shit fucking sucks.

There's your problem right there in bold.

**Darkmatters** · 10-09-2011 02:16 AM

Any time I try to strengthen my core I can't because it fucks up my back.

**NrElAx** · 10-09-2011 02:41 AM

Originally Posted by tommo

There's your problem right there in bold.

Well I didnt see the chiropractor till about 9 months after my pain started. So I dont think he's worsening my back. Actually after I see him, my back actually feels better. I mean I dont have a slipped disk or anything, so he cant be ruining my back. I actually think its kind of a waste of money now, but my moms wants me to keep going. He has given me some really good exercises that have improved my back to some degree. He even told me that if my back doesn't improve after three appointments, then he wont really be able to help. That was 11 appointments ago lol. I know he just wants the money though, but the good thing is my moms a nurse and her hospital covers most of the bills. So were only paying a little bit for the visits.