Thread: Rant and Rave, Cry and Complain

After much swearing I have slain the beast! Now I need a calm me down. Wonder what kind of beer I should get for tonight.

hahahaa, Link. Thanks for the smile. But I'm pretty sure your dream didn't do it
I don't know what the hell was wrong with me. I'm not at 100% but I don't feel even remotely as I did this morning.

Feel better Erii

OldSparta. Great job

I went out for my food and also got a cup of soft serve icecream. I ate it in the parking lot, came home and ate my sandwich and I'll probably eat my salad at around 10. I'm still not interested in food, but I have to eat to take my meds. Burger King was out of Honey Mustard so I'm going to give Caesar a try.
My stomach was cramping so horribly earlier that I took a hydro and now I'm good to go as long as I don't move.
My oldest daughter *should* call me tonight. I need to hunt down info about my youngest tomorrow- unless I sleep all day again

I just realized something, when I draw a person, and show them how much I worked to attempt to make a replica of their being, they're usually shocked and happy. I know I'm not perfect on drawing portraits, and still have a ways to go (everyone does), but it's amazing to see how I can play mind games with them and their ego.

If they decided to think that I'm a a douchebag (for whatever reason), and I already drew them before, they can't really do much but keep it to themselves. Then they can't take the guilt anymore to the point where they sublimate their anger of me on another person. It's so funny to see their reactions, that it almost scares me. And what's worse, is that I'm currently doing them for free, whenever I have spare time, so if they get annoyed with me, it's really hard for them to degrade me or insult me, because of the drawing.

I never knew people can be manipulated by a simple drawing that just involves some simple math to get at least 99% of the proportions right. It's amazing, I had thoughts about this before, but I thought I was just over analyzing things, but really, especially for girls. I can draw them, and just make them go "Wow." I'm not trying to brag or anything, but the general responses I get are just people being amazed on how I try to make a photo-realistic drawing of them.

Then they think I'm talented, which pisses me off, because talent is useless if you can't work at it. It's really just hard work, but eh....I think I'm just indulging in my own world again.

I cannot say how much talanted you are, Link, but I like your drawings. (without flattery).
And I hope your feet, arm, and neck are OK. I succeeded to disjoin my jaws this morning, imitating my sister-in-law. A very painful experience it is. I'll see the dentist not till 2 PM and don't want to think of what he'll do with my jaws. Only hope he'll do his business fasst. It was hard to explain how exactly I achieved this condition when I spoke to him.

My nephew has a BD party today and I bought a bike for him, but his mother said that she won't accept this gift. 'Biking is dangerous.' I can use the bike myself but now I have to think of another, more safe and boring gift. What about a skateboard or roller skites? He doesn't have any. Why, this is a 10-years-old boy, I had my first bike when I was 6. Or I have spent my childhood in danger? The Missis has probably decided to spoil my humour as much as possible.

I have had too much injuries lately, albeit minor ones. The problem is that minor injuries tend to cumulate and become annoying. I broke my thumb, strained my ankle and my wrist is sore. This far no need for doctor, but they still hurt and stop me from doing physical activities. Blaaah. Still looking for a new day time job after my previous factory got laid down because lack of work. Rent has been raised so I have to propably look for cheaper apartment.. hur hur..

On the upside it is Independence Day today and ground is finally layered with snow even these southern parts.

It's 13.06 and I must prepare for the dentist to adjust my jaw. Bah, I caught myself trying to procrastinate. I'll beg for anesthesia probably.
I have to go because I can't even smile and the pain is already unbearable. It can't get worse at least, but since this is the first time it happens to me, I don't know what will the dentist do with my jaws and it scares me.

BIG Sinoblak I hope the appointment went well and you're doing better.

My rant today is about the flipping State. I talked to my daughter last night and she told me I missed her Court Date. I was so sick yesterday I didn't know which way was up or down so I REALLY don't appreciate her Probation Worker giving me the third degree today.
YES, I should've been there. ESPECIALLY seeing how I missed her last appearance as well!!!!! But now they want to place her into Foster Care in order to get her out of the facility and some place better than home. I asked why and she stated there's a lack in supervision. I then asked how much more supervised do they need to have because she stays at home the entire time and I'm at home as well.
Then she brought up my youngest trying to OD on my Seroquel. WTF. They were hidden in a drawer in MY bedroom. "Well," she said "they should've been in a locked box." and she implied "Where were you when she took them?" And I flat out told her I have to shower and sleep some time.

Excuse my language but Fuck all of them. I'm tired of playing their games. They think they can do better- and they undoubtably can- then they can have at it. I'm sick of failing my kids and having to listen to CPS bullshit.
I also told her that I TRY to keep informed but my daughters' case worker can't be bothered to return any of my phone calls. "oh, she's REALLY busy."
Then shut the frack up saying I don't make enough effort.

Crap... my chest was hurting before all this (gas) and now it's almost unbearable (hyperventilating somewhat in my rage- causing more gas). But the worry wart is in me is saying I'm having a heart attack and I'm saying Who gives a fuck if I am?!

Do not have kids, Dreamviewers. Society is not what it used to be. Before, you could let your kid play in their yard. Now-a-days, you'll get the state called on you for improper supervision. You used to be able to smack the bottoms of kids who stole from you. Now it's your fault for not keeping all your possessions locked up.

I'm going to bed.

Didn't get Uni offer from Oxford

Managed to get one from University of Chicago tho

Thank you, Zhaylin.
Why do I have the feeling that US state authorities overdo their duties? The mere fact that your daughter was able to escape, suggests that they don't supervise children as well as they wish. What if you wanted to accuse them of lack of supervision in your turn?

Hm, I gave the bike to my nephew in the end, despite of his mother's faces. I notised that bro was distressed too, but I got so serene and sleepy because of the meds they gave me at the hospital (it turned out that I should go there), that nothing could make me feel guilty.
The rant: no chewing for the next few days, no yawns and faces at all.

I feel absolutely horrible emotionally. It's not very fun.

Originally Posted by sinoblak

I cannot say how much talanted you are, Link, but I like your drawings. (without flattery).
And I hope your feet, arm, and neck are OK. I succeeded to disjoin my jaws this morning, imitating my sister-in-law. A very painful experience it is. I'll see the dentist not till 2 PM and don't want to think of what he'll do with my jaws. Only hope he'll do his business fasst. It was hard to explain how exactly I achieved this condition when I spoke to him.

I'm glad that you like them! And thanks for being concerned about my left side of my body, it really is annoying to just have it go dormant for like 4 seconds

Originally Posted by Zhaylin

Do not have kids, Dreamviewers. Society is not what it used to be. Before, you could let your kid play in their yard. Now-a-days, you'll get the state called on you for improper supervision. You used to be able to smack the bottoms of kids who stole from you. Now it's your fault for not keeping all your possessions locked up.

I'm going to bed.

I know right? What's the point in having children (I mean at a young age)....I still worry about women in general, I should probably make a clone of myself. After college, it's going to be a b^.^ch to get a job, and worrying about marriage and finding the love who you'll spend the rest of your life with is a pain too

(I'm still attached to this one girl, she's single too, and is busy with her life as well, but someone as beautiful as her is bound to be taken, but damn it, I know I can get her somehow, but it's just too much to worry about right now) .

And trying to top everyone in college, even the 4.0 GPA (those types of people usually fail on interviews because of lack of job experience) is another biggie.

Combine that with children = Dissociative Identity Disorder

I need friends to talk to before I go insane. Also, studying like crazy for finals, should do well but rather make sure.

I usually talk to myself, but that's because I already am insane haha. Good luck on finals! And hopefully they'll curve it too. I don't know if you're attending a college or university, but that's the best part of it, they curve like crazy. I just have to take two finals next week, after that is CHRISTMAS BREAK WOOOO!

Thanks Link! I do that too lol I didn't know there was a difference, it's called a university, but I don't know if they curve. I'm just happy to get this semester over with considering some circumstances, really looking forward to christmas break and next semester!

Dear God, I just woke up and I can look neither left nor right and neither can I look down. Looking up, however, is perfectly pleasant. The left side of my body is stiff and sore as well. I don't know how the heck I slept but I REALLY hope the kinks get worked out soon lol

THanks Sinoblak. I will definitely throw that in their faces the next chance I get.
A week without yawning or smiling?! I'd go absolutely crazy!! Did they get rid of the pain?

Good luck, students, on all of your exams. May you all pass with flying colors

Oh yeah, I'm getting really sick of dreams about driving and having accidents. Okay brain, I've acknowledged that you're feeling stressed and overwhelmed so move on to another theme already lol

Originally Posted by Zhaylin

Dear God, I just woke up and I can look neither left nor right and neither can I look down...

I've had that happen a few times - and it's always been after I hurt my back. I's this weird kind of pain that moves around my back from day to day - one day it'll be down low like right above the tailbone, next day it'll be up in one of my shoulderblades, it might move to the other shoulderblade, and sometimes into my neck, and when it does that I can't tun my head. Not sure what good telling you this might do, but you might remember overworking your back recently (which is what seems to cause it for me). Maybe when you were working underneath the trailer? I know how hard on your back it is to work with your hands up over your head. And when I overwork my back, it's weird but the injury doesn't usually show up for a few days.

The neck thing should go away in a day or 2.

Be sure to reality check next time you get into a car accident! (Hopefully it's only a dream version, though!)

I'm going to rave, finally. Some of my political activism and constant contact with campaigns is paying off; there may be a second debate to counter the Trump debate; it's being organized by a Cincinnati News anchor (somehow he saw my tweet and responded!, as did governor Buddy Roemer and Governor Gary Johnson, who both seem to like the idea.) I'm seriously excited about this... I didn't think I could make a difference so easily! Thank God they are all avid Twitter users.

Assessments all this week and next week. Seeing in my state that we start yr 12 during the last term of the year, these exam marks all go towards my HSC (Higher Schooling Cerificate) mark. I dont know if its from stress, but ive been SO tired. Ive been averaging 8 hours sleep, which is more than I usually do during school, but im just SO friggin tired.

one thing i love about being sick again is the reminder that i can still feel miserable.

One think I love about being sick again is the reminder that no matter how miserable I feel, it can and likely will get worse.

The one thing I love about being sick is going homefrom school early which im doing right now..

Originally Posted by Dianeva

One think I love about being sick again is the reminder that no matter how miserable I feel, it will always get worse.

That's horrible, and it still made me laugh... Hope you feel better soon.

I really want to eat something but I'm too full.

lunch, y u so filling?

Originally Posted by khh

That's horrible, and it still made me laugh... Hope you feel better soon.

Thanks.

Originally Posted by GavinGill

I really want to eat something but I'm too full.

lunch, y u so filling?

lol, if the starving people could hear you say that...
My brother has that problem too, but I've never understood it. If I'm full then I don't have the desire to eat. There's no problem.