Thread: Post if you're happy or cheerful

I wrote my sentiments earlier, I was really in the mood for just writing so i sorta just went for whatever game to mind, trying to let it come out at least a bit in an eloquent fashion. Don't take too seriously lol, just for fun~

As the midnight sun sweeps down of the gentle blue hue of the night sky, the mourning and tired souls finally do meet the pillow for the night, sleeping soundly they lie. Though some stay awake, contemplating lifes inquiries. Their hearts weep for more answers, yet they receive so little. The moon and stars light the heavens above, as they sit blankly in their room, ailing in their agony and distraught, unsatisfactory mental state. Mundane lifestyles bore them completely, humanity itself has become so disentangled in the many different prejudices, when in the end of the day, we are all human, and that be all the matter; evermore many do such as disagree, lackadaisically we sit back and watch. As the gnat gets devoured by a swat of the hand, sometimes with only but little remorse. But not all do this while in such a lucid state, some we are in a haze, unaware of the true underlying motives and chain of events set forth, sprung into action by one swift movement of the hand. Seemingly harmless, causes such damage, a tsunami of confusion and displacement. Inhibitions are brought to and presented on the soap boxes of our persona and lives are razed, while the viewer is so utterly unaware of the happenings right under their very noses. Decimating every human being we encounter with a single breath spoken from our unclean mouths. What a pitiful sight. Not many are in awe with our insolence and unconscious effrontery to another being like our own, hitherto something being spoken of face to face about said attitudes. We are but moths drawn to the flame that is all only killing us slowly, yet just too heart breakingly sultry to forsake at the same time. Killer or killed, unwitting or cognizant, victim or culprit we are all to blame part of this act. In the threshold of humanity we are all characterized in many a different persons, all shapes and sizes. But we are all so blind, we believe everyone is in complete and utter difference to us by one thousand ways, just by seeing this outer shell of where the true identity lies dormant beneath. If we only but sought out to reach this second layer of a person, we would verily see the human as a soul, not as of just an appearance; the face you see while passing, for but only a second. Oh but not many of us try as so much to do that. We don't want to peel away at the superimposed nature of an individual, afraid of what we might encounter. We might encounter such things of our own self. But that is what i find most lovely about another mortal being. We have weakness and fear, we are melancholy, we are sullen, we are loving and kind, surly, irascible, solemn, amorous, jubilant. All these things, and many a more, such a variety in just one person, at any given time; that variety even in oneself. But we are usually so mortified to even come close to this, only seeing the superficial nature of someone forevermore. Never accomplishing or comprehending anything more than what the foolish eye can consider in its own tiny threshold. Anything further than that, must be done with your own heart.

Got an offer from University of Chicago

We had flurries last night/this morning. It wasn't much, but it made me happy because this is usually early for it to snow here at all, so whoo! It's supposed to again on Friday. (see pictures of every day life thread)

oh also, I got a new Bright Eyes shirt that came in today, which i ordered Saturday, a poster too, I got a Ramones shirt and a coolio raglan tee at this shop last week too :3

I'm happy to be back with the Dreamviews Community again

I'm happy because I'm still not an adult. You know that time when you have to......*gulp* take on alot of responsibilities. Glad I still have time to be young, ignorant, and carefree!

^Umm, forgive me if I'm wrong, but I sense an imposter.

Originally Posted by DAD

I'm happy because I'm still not an adult. You know that time when you have to......*gulp* take on alot of responsibilities. Glad I still have time to be young, ignorant, and carefree!

whatever you say dad...

I got a virus on my computer last night but fixed it today (thank you Shane ^_^)


oh and my brother is graduating college tomorrow, so I'm going to that shin dig. Leaving tomorrow and staying the night at a hotel then going to the grad :3

I'm in CALIFORNIA BITCHES!!!!

I'm glad I don't live in Cali lol.

Why? It's awesome. I'd hate to be anywhere else.

Originally Posted by DeeryTheDeer

Why? It's awesome. I'd hate to be anywhere else.

Which part are you in?

Redwood City. Can't wait to go visit San Francisco again.

Also, I've got INTERNET on my own computer up and running!! NOW I'm officially settled in... plus just got back from a Christmas party, won a printer. LOL

That's acceptable.
I'm mostly talking about southern California that I wouldn't wanna be in lawl..

Yeah, I understand that. Don't really want to venture down there myself.

Originally Posted by Dianeva

^Umm, forgive me if I'm wrong, but I sense an imposter.

LOL, I'm not really old. I just picked that name because I think it'll be funny when people on DreamViews refer to me as DAD.

It's Friday, Yay!! I was asked to provide sound for a big warehouse banger in the city tomorrow night, so I'm gonna go get my RAVE ON!!!

This might sound like it belongs in the sad thread but keep reading.

I dated this girl a while back who destroyed my self esteem and reduced me to a smoldering ruin of a man. After we broke up, I never had a rebound. I tried a couple of times but only ended up feeling worse about myself in the process. I don't hate myself, I feel like I deserve to be happy and not lonely. But I don't know, everything changed with her. I became cynical towards women. I decided because she was ridiculously gorgeous I only needed to bother with ridiculously gorgeous chicks from that point on but if they didn't have a shiny personality to go with it then I wouldn't bother. Then when I did meet really hot and awesome girls I was too attached to them that I would scare them off cause I mean... those girls are rare.

But then I realized something. Its like when Ricky Bobby crashed on the road and saw fear for the first time, disabling him from racing at all. That's what happened, I got so used to being confident I forgot how it felt or what it was like to be a loser. I realized any time I stood a chance at a connection, I would imagine some flaws about the girl so that I didn't have to bother accepting the possibility they might like me. I realized I was using the standard model of beauty to rule out all the awesome girls I was talking to and the reason I did it was because they were into me but I didn't want to get hurt again so I refused to try. But I couldn't admit to myself that I was scared of getting hurt again so I buried it underneath the idea that no one was good enough for me.

And I feel relief. Like I'm not broken anymore and I never was, just frightened. I have a cellphone full of new numbers from random strangers I've talked to, many of which are rather unattractive girls but there's some pretty ones, too. I'm still hunting for real compatibility before I invest too much energy in anyone but for the last couple of days I have felt like I just got out of pussy prison.

I got a nice sweatshirt earlier.
And I'm going to teh brethrens college graduation tomorrow, that should be........something else

I love moments like this. When I put on a great song and lie down and just breath it in while my mind starts to artistically materialize my emotions, and I get so lost in thought that the image flows throughout my entire body and the energy emanates off of me, and I take in a deep breath and slowly let it out along with all attachment to my personal identity. And my eyelids flutter and struggle to stay open, and my skin causes pure euphoria to the touch, and I can't help but contemplate the absurd complexity of reality and face the full, awesome beauty of this universe and everything it contains. What an amazing, unfathomable world we live in. Just thinking about it makes me ecstatic to be a part of this great mystery of life.

That sounds awesome Alyzarin haha

I was just finishing up a rant in RRCC when I glanced at my birds. CeeCee (the female) appeared to be asleep which her beak above her, holding onto the bars and her claws (?) supporting her on bars beneath. She looked so strangely content that most of my anger just melted away.
God, I love pets. They can turn around the most rotten of days just by being themselves (and oh so cute in their innocence)

I finally got myself a job interview, yay! Wish me good luck!

I love receiving hate mail after I play an online game fairly. It always puts me in a good mood