I just wanted to let you all know that I have just voluntarily resigned my position as a Dream Guide.

I have been considering this for weeks but did not want to be thought part of an elaborate April Fools joke.. and I kept talking myself into staying "just a little while longer" hoping that my feelings would change.

But I came to the realization that my heart just wasn't in it anymore and it was turning my passion for this forum and for LDing into a "job" and I have decided to resign while my joy for both was still salvageable.

I wrote the following after seeing the movie "What Dreams May Come" and it pretty well sums up my feelings about LDing and this forum so I thought I'd leave it with you:

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Armed with a purseful of kleenex, I went to see "What Dreams May Come" and although I didn't need the kleenex (I got just a *little* misty eyed), I came away feeling very.. for lack of better word... blessed.

You see, while I was sitting in that dark theater with everyone else marveling at the vivid colors, the images of people flying (and more that I won't speak of for those who haven't seen the movie) it dawned on me that I didn't have to wait for *death* to experience everything that was on the screen. I have been in fields of vivid color, I have flown alone and with others, and I have even desired to see someone and have had that person appear in front of me.

I went to the movie with my husband (who thinks of lucid dreaming as my little *hobby*) and afterward I wanted so much to explain how LDing is possible if you just believe that it is.. that anyone with the desire can have them too. But then he smiled that smile that he saves for me whenever I speak of lucid dreaming and the words sounded somehow hollow or as if I were just bragging (it's hard to explain).

Once again I decided that it was more than enough that *I* know these things to be true and that I could come on the web and speak to others who know them to be true also.

We who lucid dream are indeed truely blessed.. because if the movie "What Dreams May Come" is any indication of what heaven holds, we have been given the gift of experiencing *heaven on earth*.

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Take care fellow dreamers and I'll still see you around the forum (just minus the green stars)!

Clairity