 Originally Posted by DawnEye11
:3 She sounds nice but staying in the dream world forever or taking your life is not a good idea. For all we know there could be no afterlife. But I'm sure you will find someone like her in waking life. However, I wouldn't know if she's real or not but if she was I doubt you could summon her whenever you want to. Maybe she could be the real deal at times and just a DC at other times.Sorry I'm just writing down my thoughts here. ^^' Well, the important thing is she helps you feel better. I too have someone in my dreams like that and am careful not to go too far with it. Sometimes I even think about how if this person was real I would want them to find me and be together with them forever. - w - But yeah...The way I see it is these dream characters could be smart dcs that help us cope with situations and emotions or real people who happen to pop up in our dreams.
It's just... Since my dad, I got death anxiety... I think I'm going to die every day and when I'm lucid, all my worries are gone. Have you ANY idea how it is to face death? I used to joke about death, suicide... Oh, how I used to be a fool and mock death, saying stuff as "I'm not afraid to die". Now every living second I'm thinking I'm going to die. Alcohol I use as substitute to calm my nerves. I need help, there is noone to talk too. I feel like Constantine is the only one. I just
want to stay over in that world.
Search the song "let it go" by Frozen... That song, when she begins singing how she let it go is exactly how I feel and that feeling is snatched away every time I wake up. Just listen to that song, it fits being lucid so well.
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