I had awoken for real, got up and took a shower returned to my bedroom and was sitting on the edge of my bed, I held up my hand and opened it saying "this" (closed my hand and opened it) "never" (closed my hand and opened it again) "works" then it came back to me. IT WORKED LAST TIME!!! suddenly I remembered my 3 minute first intentional lucid dream (I had some others decades ago when young). I was outside my house walking out the front sidewalk in the center of our entirely rocked yard. There were no cars on the street but at least 50 people walking along, and it was broad daylight (I think it must have been several minutes into a false awakening) I thought this can't be real. So I brought up my hand. 1,2,3,4,5 What this is real? No way? closed hand then opened again 1,2,3,4 and a transparent pinky makes 5. WHAT? Staring at the pinky it becomes very solid. All the people in the street are standing still now (they had all been walking towards the main street in the same direction and at the same pace). As I stared at my hand I noticed that my fingers didn't seem as stubby as usual, so two of them decided to get in character and started to shrink, then they began to twist and distort a bit bending and rotating and continuing to shrink as I stared constantly at my pinky. [I want to point out that my RC served 3 purposes for this dream 1) detection 2) focus & stabilization 3) recall (because I had actually forgotten the whole thing)] I didn't even know how important stabilization was, but since my next 2 lucid dreams one and two months latter lasted a grand total of 1 minutes, it is the most important thing. Because of the staring in this first lucid dream it lasted a total of about 3 minutes. It also gave me total lucidity and good sense of control. (in every long lucid dream I have there is always something against me)
I decided to command the dream people. I called out to one of them 'come here' immediately they began moving towards me, then one of the other DC said "no don't go" and they stopped. I was incensed I raised my hand and called to them "COME HERE" they began moving again, and again the same DC said "NO DON'T GO OVER THERE". I couldn't believe it I was being DREAM HECKLED. I decided to turn my view so that I couldn't see the DC heckler and called to another dream person "come here" they immediately began walking towards me. Then the dreamscape it self which was ultra realistic and vivid, turned against me. I looked down and suddenly noticed the grass was 2 feet tall (there is no grass in the yard) and that it was coming up at about 1 inch per second, I knew it was going to block the dream person, and also engulf me in a matter of seconds. So I pulled up my other hand and tried to command it to stop, then I decided I was doomed and had better do something, I attempted to do 3 things at once, command the person, control the grass and perform a dream task, my attention was divided the dream world dissolved. (total lucid time 3min about 1 year ago)
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