I had the worst nightmare last night. It had people in it who are extremely close to me...the closest. It wasnt lucid. The events running up to the disturbing part are vague now but I know that while this THING was happening I was observing it and then all of a sudden I was in control and said stop what are you doing and this person stopped what they were doing. Sorry I am vague but I still cant wrap my head around the dream so one step at a time before I can be really specific. I do know deep down that this isnt a reflection totally on me and isnt something that would be interpreted literally but the fact that I am capable of dreaming this up is traumatizing. I am currently in treatment for trauma...bad trauma although not like this so it makes sense that I would dream terrible stuff but all the same this is the worst I have ever felt after a dream because as I said it had people in it who are close to me. |
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