They all say we are beings of light. Light would be love. But I wonder about darkness. What it is made out of and how does a soul become dark.
The total disdain for love, warmth, and compassion. Kindness, patience, sensitivity, empathy... all the virtues. The eminent and sour feeling of hate and disgust. The desire to destroy everything and everything beautiful and of quality or value. The satanic pleasures. The constant anger and irritation. Anger, rage, evil. And the sicker the acts the more pleasure one feels.
I can access my dark side a bit and understand it. It is almost like a drug. It's a bad act but it feels so good. Criminally good and you don't want to stop. Then you reach a point where you want to do good and do better. And you make efforts to change your ways and be clean. But a dark soul doesn't care. They'll shoot up again, rape, kill, torture and whatever evil act they desire and they feel no sorrow or remorse. That's the difference between a good person and a bad person. And they don't care about themselves or what happens to them. They actually think they will get away with it and so they can continue their evil acts. Love and compassion irritates and infuriates them. It disguists them and they want to destroy it. They want to destroy the light. Totally darkness. The blackest black, a darkness beyond what we perceive as black. And then they lie and try to act like their good just to play a mind trick on you and take advantage of you and do more damage and destruction. They strip you of all your layers, strip you of your strength, your protection, and open up your heart of light and love hidden deep inside you and then go in for the kill. They enjoy killing love. It's a sick and satanic pleasure. But I don't believe that all dark beings are totally the same. I may be mistaken but I have heard of higher dark realms of archdemons and other high dark entities and higher levels of darkness that span beyond planets, the galaxy, and the cosmos.
I have heard theories of higher realms of light and higher realms of dark. The angels, the archangles, and the demons and archdemons.
Are there dark Gods? Gods of unlimited evil and insanity.
I wonder if my understanding of the word "dark" is correct. Or maybe dark and evil aren't quite the same from a spiritual view.
I just wonder what are the "strengths" or admirable qualtiies from darkness. What is something positive I can take from the darkness. Good people with hearts of golden light and love. And then dark beings of heart of cold blue. If life throws me lemons I will make lemonade. If life throws me demons what will I make of them?
They say negativity makes you stronger and pain builds character. Basically to sum it all up, I wonder what are the "special" qualtities of them or are they total garbage souls.
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