Thread: HEY YOU DRUNK!!! POST HERE!!!

Originally Posted by Athylus

Whatever you call it in the english language.

pretty sure it's "it"

Oh, man! I knew I forgot to do something today.

Originally Posted by gab

Oh, man! I knew I forgot to do something today.

You left the oven on..

No wait, you're a fekkin cat

Working on my second beer. Last time I wrote here., it was a little too early. By the time I was actually drunk, it was too late. Maybe I just don't need to blurt out every single thing that's going on in my head or something. Oh, also, I think the birds that people are hearing late at night are nightingales. I've heard them for the past several summers at night and just thought "we got some crazy fucking birds around this bitch". But then I did my research....and felt all weird about it.

They're out at night singing for a female. If they're in city environments, they sing louder. I find a lot of similarity in my own life. At night....I go out looking for women.....well not women, but the woman. And I think, sometimes I try too hard, and maybe the wrong people end up hearing my calls. Or something...because I'm kinda over going out looking for Mrs. Right or whatever. I don't think Mrs. Wilson will ever show up until I'm ready to be the Mr. Wilson I'm supposed to be. There are a few things at are off, and I don't think I'll find her until I finish what I need to finish.

I used to see life as a straight line. Meaning, no matter what I did, I did it because I was meant to do it. Then the lines branched out, and other lines branched out from them. I soon realized that life is one big spider web, and I'm really not sure where I'm going with this, but my beers are now empty.

^*likes post*

^likes said like.

I think I know why I started life as a spider web. At first it was just because there are so many lines/choices that one could take before reaching their final destination. Now I realize it's because it's so easy to get caught up in things if a person isn't paying attention. I've fallen for the same shit so many times in my life that it's ridiculous. I can even blame my DNA. My great grand father remarried to a woman half his age after my great grand mother passed away. My mother passed away, and my father has been messing around with a woman half his age. I, like my grandmother hate her. As I become older and continue to find the same legal age group attractive, I wonder if I'll become the monster I despise, or if I'll actually be blessed with someone who I can..... awfully die with in peace.

Drinking water right now....so I guess this is it. I tried to go to sleep, but I felt everything moving. I texted my friend the reason why I'm over his house on the weekends. And that I try to avoid this person that my father is trying to replace my mother with. Shit's really fucked up.

Damn, what time is it?

Originally Posted by OpheliaBlue

pretty sure it's "it"

You changed your profile picture didn't you?

Damn, AURON, stop confusing me. I just opened the bottle, and I'm browsing, and I see SnowyCat and for a second I freeze and think "damn, when did I change my name".

Originally Posted by Athylus

You changed your profile picture didn't you?

not in years

you must be wearing them beer goggles

Originally Posted by OpheliaBlue

not in years

you must be wearing them beer goggles

Are you joking? Didn't you have some picture of an evil smiling woman until a couple days after you came back to DV? Or was that already years ago?

wait.. are we talking profile pic or avatar?

/me walks into #DV and farts.

Nobody runs.

It must smell like flowers.

...wait, what's wrong with these flowers. They smell like ...

Originally Posted by OpheliaBlue

wait.. are we talking profile pic or avatar?

Oh, sorry, I forgot there was a difference.

Originally Posted by gab

Damn, AURON, stop confusing me. I just opened the bottle, and I'm browsing, and I see SnowyCat and for a second I freeze and think "damn, when did I change my name".

Mission accomplished.

This time I'm drunk and I'm serious. Idk. I'm such a fucking horrible person somtimes. And idk how to stop it. I genuinely hate myself sometimes . Like I just look t myeslf from another person's persepctive, lke I imagine I'm not me and I imagine I'm someone else looking at the way I act, and sometimes I hate myself. I do things annoying, react in annoying ways.... I'm always trying to be funny but I never actually am. I jus tnaturally come up with stuff. Welel sometomes I'll say something that's actually funy but not uusally. And sometimes I do things that are completey irrational. Like jst now. I did something really stupid. Got mad at someone for some stupid reason. I knew it was stupid but the injustifce of the situation... was so horrible, I just needed someone to be mad at.. And then I tried guilt tripping him becuase i wanted him to feel bad.. because he was there to blame. I feel like such shit now. Appologized but I still feel terrible. Made someone else feel terirble when he didn't do anything wrong at all. I was plannin go type in this theread tonight but that was going to be when I was in a good mood. Now I'm in a terrible mood. Just depressed, and I deserve it. I don't like my thoughts eiether.. .they're so judgmental allthe time. Sort of a sarcastic undertone to everything, like I'm a constant sarcastic skeptical observer who's just finding humor in everything so I can't take anything seriously. I know I'm not like that in person or anywhere else at all, but in my head that's all I'm ever like, and it gets tiring. I'd like to just feel stuff normally without having that skeptical observer or w/e always there, making light of everything. Idk. I need to go to bed and hope tomorro wis better.

Cheer up Dianeva, if people don't like you for you then they can go fuck themselves.

Avatar Ophelia. Am I crazy or weren't those eyes an other color before?

Here we go again! See you in a couple of hours...!
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Originally Posted by Athylus

Avatar Ophelia. Am I crazy or weren't those eyes an other color before?

You caught me. I got contacts

Update: Nothing paticularly exciting happened; I just watched two Mel Brooks' movies and they were WAY less funny than they used to be!

07-06-2005 11:34 PM, page 2:

Originally Posted by ElijahJones

I find it hard to believe that not a single one of us who frequents the site would be willing to drive across the country to be with someone we met here.

This is all in good humor just so you know. Nobody needs to get defensive. Hell if I were single I would drive at least a couple hours for some DV action.

I hope this thread stays alive for a bit. I am going to get really drunk some time this month and post in here.

Cheers

I do.. and just, Yup.. lol

Originally Posted by OpheliaBlue

You caught me. I got contacts

Avatar is the one on your left when you post in the forum btw. I swear they weren't red before... or your username is playing tricks on my mind.

This is all in good humor just so you know. Nobody needs to get defensive. Hell if I were single I would drive at least a couple hours for some DV action.

Are you sure you aren't talking about some other kind of action?

Edit: Well, there are a lot of good looking girls on DV.

I'm a little tipsy now after some beers so I thought I should say "Hi". Omg it's so hard to type properly. The girl I like is sitting beside me, there's 2 other people in the cab with us but no ones talking, damn just when I'm high..