So I kind of had an unintentional WILD attempt... I was taking a nap in order to have a DILD, but I woke up about an hour after I started my nap. When I checked the clock and realized I still had time, I laid back down and tried to do a SSILD. I kind of lost concentration and started to drift.
All of a sudden, my left arm jerked about a foot to the left on the bed. It felt like someone picked up my arm and tried to throw it away from my body. I also heard kind of a pop in my ears when it happened. At first it caught me off guard, but then I realized it was a hypnogogic jerk. Then I started to see some hypnogogic imagery. At first it looked like blue static, but then it started to get brighter and clearer, and it began to look like hundreds of cameras flashing repeatedly, like at a sporting event. It kept getting brighter, and then all of a sudden it faded out. There was kind of a ringing in my ears, but other than that, the hypnagogia stopped.
I wasn't sure if I was dreaming or not, so I slowly tried to breathe through my closed mouth, but it didn't work. I relaxed a little bit and tried to let my head kind of sink into the pillow. Then I started to feel this kind of swirling sensation in my head (I've been able to induce this kind of thing before, although I'm not entirely sure what it is). I was able to get it to intensify a little bit, until I began to hear this buzzing. Unfortunately, that was not part of the hypnogogia... That was actually my cell phone ringing... And it was a telemarketer from Illinois, no less! So needless to say, that totally ruined the whole experience.
So my question is, how close was I to a WILD? I know it's almost impossible to pinpoint exactly how close I was, but what I want to know is like what steps I missed. Like, if it were ever to happen again the same way, what could I have done differently to successfully have had a WILD?
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