DEILDs!

[Miau]

Hey..So just 2 days ago i wanted to try to DEILD..Ok ...So the first night i got to sleep(like i usually do) with no intention to try it that night.. and then i woke up in the middle of the night ...didnt moved at all,closed my eyes and about a second I didnt thought about anything and BAM the transition..I felt vibrations in my legs and i couldnt move, i started to breath really hard and my heart was beating super duper FAST and i started to see Dream characters and then i was like: No..Not this night! And i tried to wake up and then i woke up and got directly into sleep.No dream recall then.Ok.So i got on the Chat and people told me that I must redo it and told me to say this mantra:I will notice when im waking up.Ok so i did it before sleeping and slept with it in my mind,then i woke up and tried to DEILD but the problem was that before me noticing it..My body moved and got out of the REM atonia(or whatever its named) ..Then all I remember was that i woke up again and tried to DEILD(not sure it happened in real) And I couldnt ...I tried harder and All i felt was some vibrations and couldnt move and saw a light.Then i tried harder and there i was playing with my dream character but everything was blurry in a kind of brown fog and i kept saying: Increase lucidity! And rubbing my hands but no beggie..It didnt work. Then i waked up and do this DEILD thing like 2 more times..And it worked(like 3 dreams and it was really vivid as i remember but since my dream recall is bad i guess i couldnt remember everything) This memory is kinda blurry for me idk if it was a vivid dream or real...Oh and after this now i remember like 6 dreams I had! Its a damn record! What is this meaning?