Im angry, because for 3 months ive been trying to ld, but havnt got one yet. heres what ive been trying:

dont tell me to dild, because i will stop, look around (after reading a post), try it again 10 minutes later, then forget completely.

I almost got a WILD once, because i was seeing pictures then flipped out and woke up. until this day, i cant WILD, because of different reasons:
1:school
2: super tired, forgets the whole WILD thing and goes back to bed
3: if i acctually manage to stay awake, I either fall back asleep or have trouble sleeping.

although WILD is my favorite type to learn, because its not based off luck but skill instead. Can anyone help me acheive a WILD or other type of LD that does not involve DILDS.

note, i go to bed and set alarm 5-6 hours for WILDing.