Thread: Need help with stabilizing

Wow, thanks! That actually made me feel a little less angry about my situation. I will try to change my approach to this issue: instead of trying hard to stay in LD, I will simply let go and try to just slip in between the pressure of HH.

It is really strange, though. I cannot talk to anyone about this, no one I know has experienced this kind of feeling, they just don´t get it. It is different emotion than anything in the world. Either it is not coming from body, or it is completely different protocol in central nervous system.

You know, I never believed in things like astral projection or OBE´s, but this HH really changes the view on the subject. Not that I believe it now.. I am just more open-minded. It is a strange world "in there".

Originally Posted by Oski

Wow, thanks! That actually made me feel a little less angry about my situation. I will try to change my approach to this issue: instead of trying hard to stay in LD, I will simply let go and try to just slip in between the pressure of HH.

It is really strange, though. I cannot talk to anyone about this, no one I know has experienced this kind of feeling, they just don´t get it. It is different emotion than anything in the world. Either it is not coming from body, or it is completely different protocol in central nervous system.

You know, I never believed in things like astral projection or OBE´s, but this HH really changes the view on the subject. Not that I believe it now.. I am just more open-minded. It is a strange world "in there".

Sometimes it's hard to tell where the HH ends and a LD starts. For me personally, HH are more like watching a movie while sitting on one of those Disney motion rides. You are flying, moving, vibrating... or any kind of sensation, but still observing it only as an observer. After I enter a LD, I change from observer to participant and I really am inside of this 3-D environment, instead of just watching it like a movie. LDs are more calm and there is no crazy sensations at all.

And sadly, there is not that many people we can talk to about HH or LDs. And I don't blame them. There is no way anybody would understand if I told them that my sense of happiness in a LD is so incredibly strong, it becomes a physical feeling that is so intense it almost hurts and I feel happiness with every molecule of my body. There is no comparison to the happiest feeling I ever had in waking life. Or how intense the color is in lucids. How beautiful a single blade of grass can be. Or how "real" everything looks and feels. I feel more alive and being there and present in a lucid dream than I feel while I'm awake. It's like I see and experience the "true" form of things. The real core of the world. Not one that is diluted by our limited senses like eyesight or brain processing power.

I used to wake up from LDs after I started crying when I saw something beautiful or got incredibly happy. And lol, pretty much everything was beautiful and made me happy. Everytime I realized I'm dreaming and I realized I'm flying, I felt my face stretch to a humongous grin and I started laughing uncontrollably. I call these sensations "out of this world", because I really can't compare them to anything in this waking life.

And haha yup, my mind got extremely opened when I first time stood up from my body into a LD. Not that it wasn't already opened, haha. But that, and some other instances of "existing" outside of my physical body gave me some clues about other wonderful mysterious things that await our discovery.