Basically, I know that it is completely safe. It is just an instinct that is hard to fight, like when boxers learn not ot close their eyes before receiving a punch. I hope I will make it sometime. The other thing is that I do not know how the LD world feels like, so it is still a little bit scary. I remember one time I got to be in it for aobut three seconds. It was the strangest thing ever - it was so vivid, one moment I was standing there in my room next to my bed, the other I was lying on the same bed, awake. Actually, when I woke up, it felt less real than the dream itself, though it only lasted for a few moments. What am I trying to say is that the feeling is somewhat overwhelming.