mine looks almost like what you would see when looking at an aurora borealis. then my mind will wander and I begin to start watching a dream like a movie, pretty much my whole vision is filled. when i get to this point i usually feel like i'm about to fall asleep and unintentionally bring back my conscious thought and then I feel reality again(and know reality because 100% of time RC shows reality). if i let it go i feel that I might fall asleep and probably do when i wake up in the morning. i've even laid there for about 2 hours in SP doing it over and over but no success...

Any hints experienced people? much appreciated