Damn, I wish I was crazy enough to believe this... I don't know what's going on or what the right path is for me. right now I'm just trying to get through collage.

Nomad, I have watched you descend into madness... every time I watch one of your videos on youtube, I am sure there is a deeper message than what is on the screen... Right now i'm getting impulses to delete what i've written and re-word it, but I feel it is important not to right now... so i'm not going to push the backspace butten.

I cannot,

I imagine standing in front of a pit, you have jumped in and are standing/falling down, I want to jump in, but I want to retain my sanity at the same time... I want to fit in... I feel like its not the right time... maybe one day.