. . . Yes, I'm getting dizzy!

Gills - please answer these questions yourself - It may provide some insight for those of us that don't have the breadth of experience that you obviously have. I, like Runeword, have my own beliefs about my experiences that can never be changed for me. What I feel and how it affects me will always be different than you and everyone else. Just because it works for you doesn't mean it will be the same for me. The same thing as some people suffer from mental illness and others don't - we can't always have perfect answers to these questions - Subjective I believe life is.

cheers