Thread: Pineal Gland front lobe activation?

Hi, new to the forum, not sure if this goes here or under another sub-forum site. If anything i will remove it and place it in the correct space. Im a 24 y/o male that was functioning on the "reptilian brain" would say. The only activity i did for years was going to the gym wich i need to take lots amounts of stimulants and ON TOP OF THAT, i was on high doses of "gear" testosterone,etc.. that i think somehow delayed the developement of my brain to reach full maturity. My family always thought i was just depressed, they tried to help a lot but i just wouldnt listen.

I had this idea that life was just "to big for me" had fear to socialize, to interact with people, etc...in short my daily routine was wake up, go to the gym, go back home, eat, watch youtube or videos, sleep and repeat for almost 5 years. I had my mind so clogged of all the stimulants and excess of estrogen that blinded my mind. I tought i was a failure but not oly untill recently i had an eye opener, some may say "kundalini effect" or something like that, were i could realize that my life wasnt normal at all neither my lifestyle.


So i decided to quit taking steroids cold turkey and the foginess in my brain went away a little bit but still felt i could improve. I couldnt give up caffeine completely but i reduced the amounts drastically, right now i just ingest a small cup of coffee a day wich may just have less than 100mg of caffeine.

In my journey to try to regain my brain back, i started smoking weed wich gave me a huge insight of everything that was wrong with my life, but didnt cure my problems, it just made me realize better everything i was doing wrong untill that time. What im going to say right now is very important, since i was little, like in my teens, i felt like something moving inside my brain in the middle of it, i realized later on was the pineal gland maybe? well the this is that i felt that i was running my life from the center of my brain. No complex thought process, lazy all the time, without any iniciative to do anything at all but going to the gym (yes i went all this year to the gym for an underlying trauma i suffered a while back ago, women related).


In effort to resolve my issues once a for all i steped across lions mane, at first i felt it was activating some king of fluid inside my brain coming from the center of my brain before mentioned.

The movement also was very active the first few days while on lions mane, i felt my brain was producng a lot of dopamine and other neurotransmiters at the same time. In all this process i remember having a feeling that my consciousnes had to rely in the front lobe, my perception of reality had to come from my brain seein reality from the front lobe on not from the lizard brain or any other place. I traied several times to force my self to "open or activate" or "move the fluid" yes a fluid, to my front lobe. In order to do this i tried smoking weed while taking the lions mane and let me tell you, it did work, i was able to activate my front lobe for a day........yes for a day and man it was one of the most amazing days in my life. I felt like the guy of limitless, i felt i could do anything, i suddenly wanted to study, didnt feel the need to consume caffeine, laser sharp focus, i felt alpha, like a really shoud be, i was procesing information on a crazy fast rate and my talking was even better than many politics around the world, yes, it was this amazing. I felt i could see words in an abstract way, read them in my mind and then talk clearly. I felt a sense of "selfawarness" unparallel to anything iv experienced before. I must say that i was this way when i was a little kid, i was a brilliant kid growing up, but as you know a lot of things happen, some negative ones that can traumatize a littles kid weak mind.


BUT..............yeah always a but........that day, something in my brain told me not to smoke again but i end up doing it again, i suddenly felt an feeling of shame and inmrality (i was raised in a christian home, weed was always seen as something negative by my parents, not by me though. That feeling of shame and "inmorality" i feel that shifted that fliud or that awakenin to the superior lobe, no more clarity, no more laser focus concentration, no more "limitless" feel like.



This has me kinda depressed. Because i know that it might be possible to reactivate again the fron lobe like i did, im not sure if when it is closed due to a "moral" issue is possible. Sorry for the long post, theres a lot of details missing, if any of you would like to ask me anithing i would be more than happy to reply.

Ive tried to force my self again to open the front lobe or moving that fluid back again to the front lobe, but since i feel my brain is functioning from the superior part, i feel it is more difficult this time. I think i need another "kundalini" to open again my fron lobe but i dont have any idea what i could think off to reopen it back. Im not sure this is the forum for this like i said before, i just feel very desperate for any kind of help or hope because i ust feel "blah" right now, like i was before just slightly more "awake" but still fogge and slugish. Any feed back will be greatly appreciated, thanks beforehand.