^w^ Wow. I know you mentioned you saw your self as like a dream God before but reading about you attempting to blow life into your creations blew my mind. I can definitely see a transcendental moment when your creations came apart in such a gruesome way. You weren't even contemplating their destruction and it occurred. Well, except the part where you took the woman's head off. That was thought of but at the same time its humbling because of your realization.
That blue orb transcendental dream definitely sounds like you had to be there. You found something so amazing in that safe. Now that I think about it, your orb dream seems connected to the first dream. Mostly in the way how the orb reacted to your attention, while the humans you created weren't on that level yet.
Also, thinking about how the orb had no shape but was unchanging is deep. I like it. Its like saying one form doesn't make up a person. I also am interested by the way you communicated through feelings and symbols. Since it returned in your later dreams I wonder if there is meaning behind it. Like you wanted something full of life before but now that you don't, it appears. Why? Either way the orb sounds cute and now I want to see one too. However, I don't think it would be transcendental in my case. It'd feel like I came up with a fake copy of it.
Looks like Vader has some ideas about what it is too.: D That's actually cool how he dreamed of something similar.
Reading about this part of not being touched again reminds me of a scene I saw in a animated show. Where a Spirit tiger was attacking two people in separate visions. One person killed the tiger and was sent back out the castle and lost the opportunity to uncover hidden secrets. While the other person wanted to gain knowledge about how to gain life, so she was going to give her own by taking the chance of letting the spirit tiger decide. When it lept it went inside of her and she was transported to a place where she learned the secrets to life was with her all along. I know it was just a show but the message I'm getting from it seems almost similar.
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