GDreamer's spaghetti

After failed tryings in the morning I got raged out and decided to just stay still, even if my parents are awake and loud as fuck.
So there I was , waiting, after around 10-20 minutes I lost lucidity but quickly regained. Was just wandering around in the thoughts , and was visualizing a square because I wanted to make my own dreamscape .
A starting room , not so much but failed.
After a while I had HI , But it stopped after I moved my eyes, then I had a similar thing but now I was able to walk around , I suppose that was the dream but it was all hazy , maybe because I was hearing the noises outside and the noises were loud.
but I stay inside.
Everything is foggy, the eyelid void was covering all my vision, it was very unstable like if its gonna collapse in any moments, But I didnt care.
So I was before this supermarket, in the parking lot was some kind of festival , no cars , only stages and tents
Then I entered a shop, it seemed to be selling decorations but then I saw little guitars ,ouds, tried them and it sounded like the normal ones. The cashier woman said something , but I didnt listen. Then I gone over there and tried to kiss her. But just before I did , I falled over into the dreaming void this reddish, smokey thing.
In the next moment I was having sex with someone , then I transported into my room.
I was sitting on my bed , looking at the clock. I blinked , nothing changed, I blink again, now its goes 20:00a
I blink twice again , now its 00:08
I got sure that I'm still sleeping , but I still hear the outside noises, all is unstable.
At this point I wake up because for some reason , I wake up when its 10 am.

So now that was a shitty quaility successfull WILD?

After the Fighting , there were dreams where I was in this place again, now I played around
sometimes I was bending fire , sometimes I was flying.
There was a dream where I was able to see the milky way by tricking with the night sky.
But then the dream ended quickly.
One time I killed a dream with bending water, it was so beautiful and full of detail.
Then there came the summonings.
Mostly I just stretched out my hand and said "summoning" and then a smoke came and something appeared in it.
It was night time , before the usual place , the entrance of the supermarket.
There was me and some friendly people, we were laughing around and were chatting about random things.
Then I said " guys , I can summon , I'll show you now."
I did it, I thinked of one of my friend from class. And there he was , he appeared out of the smoke, we were laughing, the people were amazed.
My friends tried to summon , but miserably failed. If I remember right one of my friends summoned a sword.
Then I said I'll summon again , this is awesome. and So I did . I stretched my hands , said summoning, but I didnt thinked of anyone, only in the middle of the procces I thinked of who I wanted to summon.
But its too late now.
From and underground magical-gate thingy which was electric , a scary shit crawled out.
It looked veeeeeery weird and it was rotting , white eyes ,and its limbs were messed up.
SO messed up that this creature was unable to move.(actually no)
Me and my friends were laughing and so we continued the party , or we tried.
But then the creature uttered a scary sound , we were like "look ,it still lives".
Then it suddenly jumped around and killed one of us.
we panicked and then it was just dashing around like lightning.
It killed me .I woke up.

I became lucid , I'm at the same place again , the bus stop before the supermarket.
I look towards the supermarket , On top of the roof there is a group of people and a guy facing eachother.
I was like " No ..... no ... no"
Then I see a red energy blast starting from the group and explodes on the guy.
"NO .... RUN.... RUN"
I screamed and started to run towards the supermarket , I tried to summon some kind of weapon but only a rusty sword I can have , I run and run but so slow it takes a few minutes to get there.
Then I arrive, they are already waiting for me .
The guy is also here still alive, his enemies are in dark clothes it seemed to a be a girl and a few guys.
They were speedy, they quickly jumped off the roof and surrounded me standing on lamps.
The guy who just got hit said "RUN, RUN"
I tried to knock it off "Don't attack me, I just want to enter the supermarket"
Its no good , I panick and start to run . But they catched me , I fall over and then some of them quickly flies towards me and stabs me .
I wake up . Its the middle of night.
I fall asleep again , I'm back to the same place, again the bus stop .
I quickly get over there, it seems to be they're on the roof, now talking.
Now I manage to fly up.
-"What are you doing here?" ask one of the black clothed guy.
-"I'm gonna kick all your arses, what the hell is going on there?"
-"Its none of your business" says the black clothed one
-"Go away , its really ok" Says the guy who got attacked, he still stands meters from this group , I'm floating now nearer to the group
-"Seems we got fight again" says the guy in a black robe
the girl also says something , but I ignore her.
Things get tense, but the black robed guys wait just for me to start, the good guy is also getting ready to fight on my side. Now I think of how to start, and then I remember this red bright clear energy.
I charge my fists somehow , this energy surrounds in , and then I throw off a big punch on the group
they fall all over and starts to float. One of em punches me, hurts but its Ok, I punch back.
One of em draws a sword, somehow I get this sword and slice him off.
I'm bashing em like if there's no tomorrow I manage to kill 5 of em, the good guy is also supported me.
The girl just pops up from nothing and punches me off. I fall off and die. But I do not wake up but I respawn.
I stand before the entrance, I go up there , but everybody's gone. no clue where the good guys have gone.
Suddenly a team of people comes here and tells me that they know where the guy is , and that they'll support me in killing him . they advice me to be stealthy because theres some bad guys made by him and guarding the place. Actually, it was the guys dcs , and now we dont know which one of em is the real bad guy.
The supermarket was altered , and very unstable, it was a big chaos.
So here we were sneaking around, I killed one before the elevator, we were communicating by thoughts, they said that they're going well and soon will find the original one.
I watch down , before a shop there was a guard, I see the guy sneaking behind him. and then he chokes him , I was like "good job man".
-"We found him, he's in the underground parking lot with a few thughs for sure, we can ambush him, lets rock"

In this moment I get warped down there , we're going in and running like mad, I was at the back of the group, we beat some people , and then I kill the original one, he dissappears.
The dream ends

This morning I tried to use a lucid dreaming app on phone , with earphones on.
It worked like this: I set the time, and after 30 minutes It will start to play a soundtrack that reminds me that I'm dreaming , I supposed to be dreaming when this soundtrack start.
It was harder to fall asleep with earphones. So I was toss and turn and toss and turn and toss and turn and toss and turn and toss and turn and toss and turn and toss and turn and ...
Then I lost my lucidity , had some hypnagogic imagnary , and then paralysis started to kick in slowly , the noise became louder , and louder , and my body became numb and more numb.
Then When the noise achieved its highest point , I felt like if gravity turned off
And that my body became nothing, I was floating in my room.
I tried to AP, but I knew it failed and that its just a dream.
I moved out of bed and falled off from bed.
I face facing the ground with some pieces of clothes.
I stuck here like that , my legs were broken weirdly, buit I didnt felt it .
Then I used my imagination to roll out and so I did now I'm standing , all normal.
I done a hand rc My hands just dissapeared so I was sure.
I was going outside , my mom told me that she's going so I said "me too".
Then Just before I leaved the dream falled apart and I woke up
just a minute before the app started the soundtrack
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Not a big success, but after months I finally had one.