Elaineylane

I was in some competition. It started with teams & then it got down to 2 people. There were food competitions where logic was so out of the window & abstract. It was hard to understand let alone explain.

No lucids lately & I just don't get it. Which is surprising because I saw the documentary "The Nightmare" on Netflix about sleep paralysis & my husband got a glimpse of the kinds of things that I have endured do to sleep paralysis. For me I believe there is something in our bodies to keep us from acting out our dreams but there are definitely other entities present around us all of the time. I would highly recommend this documentary.

D:1 My aunt Jill & I are kids again. She's only a couple of weeks older than me. We are in what looks like my childhood bedroom but it's hers & it has another window in it. We are covering the windows & hiding from people but I don't know who. Non-lucid.

D:2 There are lots of people & I'm walking through a college. Mike is with me. We walk into an auditorium. I can't shake the feeling that this is some kind of set up. We start walking into a classroom but it's like the ones with hard wood seats & the rows are like a theater. The professor is walking slowly down to the front from all of the way in the back. He never quite reaches the first couple of rows. Katie, my grandkids aunt is in the front row. She's a little younger than me. Mike looks at her her & leans down towards her & she is looking at him different. I feel someone lean forward from the second row to tap me on the arm & it's Christian. He is my oldest friend & I trust him with my life. I look back & Katie is pulling Mike to him & they start kissing. Christian grabs my arm & looks straight at me & tells me that everything will be okay. Then I woke up. Non-lucid.

Explanation of details: I was just talking about Jill & my old bedroom. I was also just talking about Katie & Christian. Yesterday we went swimming & when we were walking up the steps I could see that there were a lot of people kissing in the lazy river. I've been looking up people I went to school with lately so that probably explains the class. Or it could be that I deleted a picture of a rented book I had taken. It was the one I returned to the college when Lisa died.

Side Notes- Too burnt to go swimming again today so maybe I'll take a nap & try to get a lucid.

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Explanation of details-Blue
Side Notes-Purple

I woke up from a non-lucid but my recall sucked from lack of sleep.

I was in a house & the whole dream was so full of twists & turns that it was ridiculously complicated that even I couldn't sort it out to write it down, lol. Not lucid though.

I was in some warehouse like place & talking to Jim Parsons who was being felt up by my ex-husband. I Jim it was in his best interest to stay away from him because he has unprotected sex & shares needles w/ his meth friends, not to mention he probably has aids now & it also homeless. (All of this shit about my ex is true but of course he doesn't really even know Jim Parsons). Later I was looking out a motel window & could see Jim on his stomach with his hands on a window to a room a little farther down & across from my room. My ex was having sex w/ him. Then I woke up. I can't even imagine where any of this dream came from but it was really weird.

I was having a lucid dream & going in & out of dreams but never logged a damn thing because Meesha Cat wanted to play all night! Every time I would start to get lucid she would wake me up. This happened like 7 times so I just became more & more frustrated & angry. I finally shut her out of my room but then I had to get up & deal with animal control. They brought another trap for opossums. Apparently there is a serious problem with them this year & I got the last trap they had. One of my friends said her dog has killed 5 already. The consensus is because we had our now infamous tornado in 2011 the animals are repopulating after being displaced.

Non-lucid: I was with my dad in 2 different dreams but over the day I lost track of the details. Both pertained to my childhood town.

Had a couple of dreams but didn't log the first one. Both non-lucid. The second one I was in this beautiful mansion & this obviously rich older woman, who looked & talked like she had always had money was trying to understand the other people there who were supposed to be others who had married into this family. It was unclear of those details. But she was taking part in some sort of obstacle course which was set up outside her house to try and make them feel at home. It was really weird. She was showing me a room with lots of huge pots & pans & all kinds of stuff. I kept thinking omg I could only dream of having all of these that she deemed unfit. I was just reading about the room of requirement in Harry Potter so this all actually kind of makes sense, lol.

D 1: I was getting a tour of my new place I was moving into. It was on the second floor with a bunch of young women. It was like I was younger. It was a huge layout. The rooms were close together. The theme was like New Orleans merged with tropical houses all pastel greens & such. There were were probably 20 plus bedrooms & a giant common area. I kept thinking that if I have sex people will hear me, lol. This kind of dream is reoccurring because I spent 2 yrs in a group home & in my 20's U spent many trips to a women's safe house & the other side for drug addiction. I had a meth addiction. But unlike most people it was because I with an abusive man & now I hate the idea of anything that makes me feel like I'm on any kind of upper because it reminds of my ex.

D 2: I was in a car with an ex-boyfriend whom I only dated a while because we were better off as friends in real life. I lied to him & told him I wasn't married when he asked but then he saw my ring & knew I was lying. The ring was my now wedding ring & then my husband called in real life to wake me up for me to go shopping.

D 1: I was in a restaurant than is multi-leveled. My parents were there & some other members of my family & everyone was drinking & eating & walking around. It was more like a party than a sit down thing.

D 2: I was in this backroom of somewhere & I was in labor. I just all of the sudden started bleeding & my water broke. Someone was trying to get me into a bathtub & there were chunks of blood clots coming out of me but in my head I realized I was dreaming because I can't have anymore kids in real life because I had my tubes tied almost 24 years ago & in December I had a hysterectomy. So that made me become lucid but Meesha Cat decided to come & sit on my head & purr & meow so I had to get up & feed her


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Lucid-Red

I had no lucid dreams. I'm so pissed off that I can't find the answer to my video issue! I got to the youtube link & use the insert video button & it displays this https://youtu.be/KWcxgrg4eQI but won't embed it. I have asked around & no-one else seems to have this problem. I use google chrome & I tried to use the yahoo browser too. I have tried other links that others on here have given me & still I can't imbed a video in my journal. I hope someone reads this & gives me some help.

My husband kept waking me up with all of his snoring. He kept saying "stop" & "quit waking me up" until finally I went into my grandkids room & tried to sleep. Then he came in early this morning & started yelling at me. He wanted to know why I wasn't in our bed. He didn't remember me trying to get him to turn over. Nothing like a grumpy husband when you haven't had much sleep. Sigh. Anyway, no lucids & I lost the dream I was having due to being woke up abruptly.

I was in this beautiful place with rivers, colorful plants, bridges, houses & people. I was just starting to become lucid when my damn iPhone started screaming. I tried to get back in the dream but my phone went off again. My doctors office billing department called & then left a msg about how they are sorry that a lab keeps trying to charge us for stuff that was supposed to go to them. So now I'm awake but still sick & my dreams details were lost. I've been over extending myself so much while I'm sick so it's carrying over into my every day life. I need some real genuine rest but now it's Friday & I have to be awake & give some of my time to my husband because he works a ridiculous amount of hours to take care of me. I'm just so tired & I can't breathe. Still blowing my nose & my throat hurts. Maybe I'll get to bed before midnight & get a good lucid anyway.

Non-lucid. Totally lost my dream this morning because Meesha Cat was all over my head, literally! Between that & my phone going off & me being so late today that I just went through my grocery day & doctor's appointment all naturelle. Had a no make-up day & had to just throw some clothes on, put my hair in a ponytail & off I went! lol

Non-Lucid: A whole bunch of people in my family were in a dollar tree store & throwing a baby shower for one of my twins who was pregnant. This was so weird. Like all of the middle isles were gone & there were tables & decorations. One of my aunts was saying she was going to adopt the baby & was going on & on about it. But then my daughter came up to me & said I needed to tell her that she was keeping the baby. So I went & told my aunt & then I woke up.

This was so strange. One of my daughters was pregnant & miscarried in real life so I'm sure that is where this thing came from. I also go to the dollar tree every week, lol.