CHiLLEN's Dream Journal

I'm at a Safeway shopping center and a lady comes up to me and asks if I'll be much longer, cause the shops are about to close.

I see a back pack which isn't mine but I take it.

I've now realized that i lost my real back pack and try and find it.

I'm home now, and I feel gutted that I lost my bag again, which means I lose my wallet again! I look around my house with no luck. I'm searching through something and its my brothers ex girlfriends stuff. I see some kind of device which is like a vibrator. Dad thinks he finds my bag and points at it. It ends up being that bag I picked up earlier.

I walk back towards the shops and I see 2 cars. I see a piece of paper which has some stuff written on it. It's like a message board about lucid dreaming and people dare each other to complete something LD related.

I'm in a car with Josh D and we're driving somewhere during the day. I notice that the scene is very weird, as if its bugged. As Josh is driving, we loop through a glitch. I think to myself, wtf am I dreaming, and think it may be a dream. I get scared as Josh is driving blind through the glitch. Josh tells me Jessie James broke out of prison and is on the run. I think he was the reason why the scene was fucked up, by using a smoke appear through out the dream. Josh shows me a video of Jessie James. Its news about him getting out of prison.

Dream 1:
I talk to an old lady and she brings up the convocation about Creatine. She say's that she had previously thought it contained ammonia in it. I had heard this before and said I too thought that. We continued talking about Creatine and were talking about the immunity benefits to it, and that there's still a lot of unknown benefits that have yet to be discovered.

I get asked a question by a teacher. It's about what was written on the piece of paper. In some what a lie, I say yes. I do know what was written but it slipped my mind earlier. She asks what was written, and I think long and hard, but couldn't remember. She hands me a piece of paper that had the information on it.

We talked about someone called Tracey Lee?

I see a category of what I can choose from. The choices were, Health and a lot of other options which I don't remember.

Dream 2:
Time Lucid - 10 secs
Non lucid - grey text
Semi Lucid - red text
Lucid - blue text

I'm on a bus and I see Daryl two seats in front of me. He's trying to tune a black girl. I think to myself, Daryl is clueless when it comes to picking up women. He said something to the girl which was a joke, and she knew it was a joke, but he kept insisting it was a joke. I start to feel a strong emotion of awkwardness, as I come to my senses that this is in fact a dream. I know I'm dreaming, even without reality checking. I try to get up out of the bus chair, but I'm stuck. I attempt again, but no luck. I wake up.

Dream 3:
Time Lucid - 30 secs
Non lucid - grey text
Semi Lucid - red text
Lucid - blue text

I'm at Jamie S's house, outside in his backyard. I see 2 dogs? they're eating their pigs ear treat.

I'm on my Dads computer. I suddenly realize I'm dreaming, without really anything weird happening. I do a nose plug which doesn't work. I now try the hand and it looks a bit off. I try to stabilize the dream by going through my senses. I first take a strong whiff of the air, but I feel myself losing the dream. I attempt something that I've never tried before, and that's falling forward straight into the ground. As I hit the ground, I don't feel it. I see blackness, and feel a sensation of rocking up and down. This happens for a few seconds, and then I end up in a bed in a random house. I get out of bed and see 50+inch TV in the distance with something on the screen. I walk into a lounge room, it's my old house in blacks land. I see a cat on the couch and I try and chase it down, but it's too quick and hisses at me. I grab the cat eventually and then wake up.

Dream 4:
Dream ended - 8:25am
Time Lucid - 1 min
Non lucid - grey text
Semi Lucid - red text
Lucid - blue text

I think my mum passed away and I was thinking about the heart attack. I see a bath with stuff in it, so I decide to step into the bath and push my feet into it. I wake up, and turn it into a DEILD. I see a scene come on like none other. I see a tree and the image comes closer and closer, to the point of where I actually go inside a flower. I see a fuzzy flower image spinning around. I get projected straight into a dream scene where I am standing in a bush. My vision is weird, it's as if I have no peripheral vision. It gets worse and worse, so I try and pry my eyes open with no such luck. I try to pull off my sleeping mask, but same thing. I even take off my glasses and throw them front of me and kick them like a football. My vision comes good eventually and I see 2 football ovals in the distance. I think I'm at my home towns football oval's car park. I decide to do something I have heard before to what I thought would prolong the dream, but really it's only for vividness. I bend my fingers back to break them, but not too long after I awaken.
I think I did another nose plug which didn't work again.

Time: 9.20am

I am walking home from near the milk bar in Merinda. I notice Rach A, is walking not too far behind me. I'm in a hurry and speed myself up by scootering along, which works. As I'm walking passed Evan S's house I see a dog and it wants to play fight with me. It's a medium sized dog which is blackish. The dog annoys me because I'm in a rush to get home. I figure he's lost and I check for something on him that will allow me to take him back to his owner. I see a heart shaped tag with his name on it, and a registration tag which is twisted and numbers look as they're fading. I'm across the road from gouchies and I grab the dog by it's collar, to get him to follow me. The dog doesn't like what I'm doing and tries to sit down and lay down. I notice a piece of his tail is on the ground, which has blood on the end. I look at his tail and notice it's bleeding and must be his. He also has blood on his paw's. I think at first that I may have stood on his tail as I had him around the collar but thought it was probably from a previous injury. I continue to walk the dog towards my house and the dog is now walking on only his back legs, not wanting to put pressure on his sore foot. I try and encourage him to walk on all fours. I reach my old house at blacks land and see Dad through the window, sitting on the couch. He notices me and the Dog and gives me a surprised look. The dog is also still walking on his back legs.

Dream 1:
I'm on the phone to Tash S. I hang up by accident and call her back even though I knew I had pre-paid and usually a tight ass when it comes to calling people. Her Mum answers and say's ''is that you Dean? Tash has a guy around''. Tash is now talking to me, and I make it quick, cause I don't want to be rude and stay on phone when she has a guest.

I'm at my old house in Crystal G's, but Tash lives here. She's in her bed room and the door is closed.

Dream 2:
I'm outside a house near St agatha's with Ash K and I'm trying to remember a chorus from a song. I write it down on the footpath with a weird substance? soapy? We both laugh about the lyrics I have written down, which are wrong, but Ash knows which song I'm talking about. I can see the song on youtube. The original of the song is sung by a Chinese band which is spelt similar to this ''A1L0UD733T''. There's an English version of the song which is sung by The Beatles. I play the English version and realize I was pretty off with my choice of lyrics.

Dream Fragment:
Collingwood beat Lions by 5 points (105 - 100). I see the MCG.

I need to accept that I have woken up without moving and can try to DEILD. I try and bring on a scene and I notice a small scene of a tree with no leafs on it (Sky View).

Dream Fragment:
I'm racing and my car flips often. I go over a ramp and crash land. I'm with someone else that is racing.

Dream:
Megan M, is in trouble and so are her friends. Another group of girls want to beat them up. I call up Megan and she won't let me come over, as she's paranoid.

Some of Megan's friends are black.

It's night time and I'm walking near Ben F's house. I walk up to a window and knock. I see Megan peaking through the window and I keep repeating my name so she can let me in. She lets me inside. I look around and it's a very small apartment. I see a bed, couch and a TV. Megan is under the blankets with some of her friends on the couch. I see the bed and there's a person underneath the blankets but I can't see their face.

Dream ended - 6.25am
Time Lucid - 2 mins
Non lucid - grey text
Semi Lucid - red text
Lucid - blue text

False Awakening:
I reality check and notice fingers are smaller, and nose plug which worked. I'm dreaming. I get up and stabilize by rubbing my hands together which works, and study hand and spin for maximum effect. The scene looks quite vivid and I'm happy. I spin again and think of a night club to hopefully teleport there, but my couple of attempts don't work. I walk outside and realize I'm only wearing my underwear. At first I think to myself I should put some pants on, but meh it's a dream and move on. I'm outside my old house in blacksland, and walk to the letter box. I see a car come towards me and I run in front of it to see who's driving. It's RP, and he is driving a station wagon which has it's back cut off like a convertible. RP say's to me, how did you know it was me?. Dream fades and I try to DEILD but nothing happens.

Dream ended - 7.25am
Time Lucid - 30sec
Non lucid - grey text
Semi Lucid - red text
Lucid - blue text

DEILD:
While falling back asleep, I catch the moment my vision goes from blacky-grey to black. I figure this the transition from awake to sleep. I relax my body with each breath and intentionally bring on the sensation of sinking into the bed with each breath. This brings on a scene, but it's not very vivid. I do a hand RC and notice my fingers look tiny. I'm dreaming. I try and get out of bed, but I struggle a little. It feels like I have a lead blanket on me, but Im able to complete the transition. I'm in my bedroom and I stabilize by rubbing hands together. I try another method and check my senses. I take a whiff of air which smells normal. I move onto the visual and look to pick something up. I see my computer table which has a lot of junk on it. The pasta bowl stands out and I figure I should study that. I feel my sleeping mask on my head and decide to take it off but I begin to wake up not long after and try to chain a lucid. It brings on a little scene but fails.

I notice both dreams were logged at 25 past, which makes me think the dream is failing due my mind waking before the alarm goes off in the next 5 mins. I set intervals during the morning to go off every 30 mins.
I've been thinking of my dream body and waking up early from a lucid. I really need to get this out of my head.

Dream Fragment 1:
I see Fabrício Werdum(FW) and Junior Dos Santos(JDS) in a dressing room. FW is following JDS around the dressing room. FW is getting getting prepped for a fight and is getting his hands wrapped by a ref. The wrap looks like leather and all the way up to his forearm. There's a strap at the end of the wrap, so FW can grip onto it. FW thinks the ref tells his friends bullshit stories. Ref says he knows FW will complain about hand wrap if it isn't good enough.

Fabrício Werdum (MMA Fighter)

Junior Dos Santos (MMA Fighter)

Dream Fragment 2:
I'm at my old house in blacksland. I walk into the lounge room and see a cat with it's paws on top of a couch. There's bacon on the couch. I walk over to the cat and punch it in the neck :*(. I think it's a feral cat. After I punched it, it ran scared near the side of the TV and blinds. I feel bad for what I have done. I ask Kayley if what I did was stupid. She doesn't really know. I now see a cat like my auntie R's, in the same spot the feral cat was. I ask Kayley if I should make up with the cat and pat it, but she's still unsure. I think the cat is Lily

I'm at a party with Tash S and others that I recognize. We're in a backyard, elevated up on a ledge. It's a long bar (nightclub bar) and we're all standing next to one another. Tash asks me to check her legs out, so I look under the bar at her legs. I hear music and everyone is starting to dance (Melbourne Shuffle). I join in, but I don't seem to feel as fluent as I usually would when I dance.

Dream ended - 8.30am
Time Lucid - 1 min
Non lucid - grey text
Semi Lucid - red text
Lucid - blue text

I'm with my Brother, cousin Trev and someone else (SE). We're in a resort bedroom and receive a phone call from someone that is dangerous if you get on their bad side. He says that we stole something that meant big to him. I think it was drugs. Once the convocation was over, we all looked over to the SE, and he looks devastated. He knows he fucked up and put us all in danger.

I walk into a bath room which is my old house in blacks land. I see Trev in front of the mirror. I place down 3 bottles near the bath.

I'm looking through the window and the resort looks beautiful. I see nice tree's, pool, gorgeous ladies. A fat man that looks quite wealthy jumps into the pool with all his clothes on. Some of the ladies walking beside the pool jump in too. I think to myself, I wish I was dreaming so I could have sex with those ladies. I reality check by looking at my hand, and notice a couple of my fingers are smaller than the others. I'm dreaming. I fly straight out the window towards a playground. I see a girl standing there. Instead of just have sex with her, I ask her if she wants to have sex. She looks at me strangely and walks off a little freaked out by me. I remember that I wanted to have a conversation with a DC instead of doing random fun stuff. I walk over to some girls and start having a chat, but they don't seem to want to talk to me. I move along and notice a tall man walking near me. I say Hi and he pauses of a couple seconds and says Hi back. I try to keep the conversation going by telling him what I'm doing here, just hanging out with friends I say. He doesn't seem to want to talk so I move on. I think about sex again and turn around to find some ladies, and to my surprise, they're all morbidly obese +some. There's even a lady on a swing set (must be a strong swing set). The dream fades and I try to chain a lucid together with no luck.

I've been trying to promise myself to do tasks instead of random stuff in lucid dreams. I felt when I wanted to have sex, my subconscious kicked in and made sure the women were not up to my standard lol. I hope my subconscious continues to do this more often

I'm on a bus with Daz and Josh D(D&J). We get dropped off near Blitz. Josh grabs a hose and places it on the side of the road. He turns on the hose so it's shooting over the top of the road. I run across the road with them and I get wet from the hose. I'm walking up hill, heading towards Josh's work friends house. I suddenly realize I have have not bought my going-out clothes, and I'm furious.

I'm now in a room with D&J and random people. Josh is having a dig at me for some reason and is making fun of me using face wash etc. Daryl takes notice of his rudeness and isn't too impressed with Josh. I don't bite back at all and just let Josh dig his own grave by allowing him to keep assaulting me for no reason.
I see Josh on the ground, and he's tickling a child on the ground in a playful manner. The father picks up the child off of the ground and threatens the child and tells the driver about what had happened.

I walk into a bedroom which is suppose to be a bus. Josh's goes over to the bed to claim it, while Daz and myself sit on the chairs. I ask Josh about what was being said earlier, so he could dig himself even more of a hole.
I look through the window of the room and see a beautiful golden door that looked like a hand was coming out, like a 3D effect. It had pictures of people around the door and soon realized it was a Scientology building. I look to the side of the building to see how big the place is, and it's a decent sized building. I tell D&J, wouldn't it be interesting to see what is on the other side of that door. Daz says something that isn't in favor of the teaching of Scientology.

We're on another bus, with a lot of other people. I see a little Asian child, and she is repeating something over and over. The bus goes quite, and I break the silence by saying what the child said earlier. Everyone starts laughing, but especially the lady in front of me. It was one of those delayed laughs that end up being very hilarious. 2 Asian ladies leave the bus and I assume that they're the mother of the child but they're not.
I see a baby running up and down the bus pulling on her belly button, which extends 6-7 inches out of her stomach. She seems to be stroking it. I feel a little sickened and so does the guy across from him. I begin to wake up and try to DEILD, but I couldn't hold back my laughter, from thinking about what I just saw, and fail to DEILD.

I'm inside a warehouse with Daz and Anna. I see a bag of flower underneath the garage door. The door starts to close, and I quickly try and get through the small opening or try and move the flower, but I get there too late. I can see a man with a grenade launcher. He shoots off a grenade and it explodes not too far from me. It looked pretty amazing seeing the explosion. I think I'm at a army base and try and have a sneak passed the guy that shot the grenade. I only get a small glimpse of what looked like an Army Tank.

I'm now in a room with Daz and he is holding his cock pills. I hug Daz for some reason and he hugs me back and kisses me on the cheek.

I'm with Anna and I feel horny and want to have sex with her, even though she has a boyfriend. I expect it to be OK, cause there's nothing to it, no emotion, just sex.

I'm laying in bed with Anna and Daz is behind us.

Dream Fragment 1:
I see a message from Josh D. It says that he has a plan. (This is why he said Na, to picking me up)

Dream Fragment 2:
I am standing in the kitchen with my Dad and RP. We're watching UFC related stuff on TV. Dad is comparing all the fighters to people he thinks looks like them. It goes to the panel. I'm tempted to put the main card fight on, but figure maybe they want to watch the lead up. Dad says to RP that he's going to play some Star Trek MOD, and won't be too long before he comes back. I now know Dad was bored of the lead up and was going change it over to the fights.

I'm watching Vitor Belfort and Alan Belcher fight in the UFC. Alan is getting the better of Vitor by rushing him and not letting him breath. Vitor weathers the storm and starts to turn the tide. Vitor looks like he is in the mount or the guard of Alan, and looks to knock Alan out cold. Vitor stops punching him out of respect but the ref tells him the fights not over and to continue.

I'm watching a car in 3rd person as if I'm playing a game. I'm racing through traffic. I make the car go on two wheels. I hear commentary of someone saying no fancy stuff for own safety. I keep 4 wheels on the ground, but the traffic starts to get busier and more challenging. The gaps are very tight, but I still seem to still get around them. I'm going around a corner that seems to go for 10 seconds, and decide to get on 2 wheels to make it easier for me to turn sharper.

I'm in my garage and I can see my Brother and my Dad on a scaffold. Brother asks me to make him some mixture out of water and flower. I see a scene of 3 balls of dough.

I'm in my house searching for items and I have a hard time getting things sorted. I look down and realize my pants are down to my ankles. I walk passed my Dad with my pants down, and it feels somewhat normal for me to be doing this.

I'm in my TV room and I'm mixing up ingredients in a big bowl. I look over to the rumpus room and see Dad and brother working. I look into the bowl and notice I'm mixing peanut butter with water, which is making me a bit confused. I hear a knock on the back door, so I go and see who it is. It's my neighbor, so I let him inside. He walks over to the couch and starts fixing up all the cushions. I tell him that it must get annoying seeing the couch like that on a regular basis. I notice Dad hasn't acknowledged the neighbor at all. Neighbor finishes making the couch and now lifts up his leg and farts. We hardly know the guy and he seems to be very comfortable around us.

I'm at my house in my dads lounge room. I see Christmas tree's with decoration on them, that fill the room. Eddy I is with me, and I tell him this is year round, as I look towards the tree.

I'm at my primary school. I see a big tracker or grater. It's going up and down quite aggressively, pushing dirt. It's quite close to me and I hear my Dad say that he better be careful. I see the grater full down a ditch, on it's side. It's leaning on what I think is my house, but it's a class room. I walk over to the grater to have a closer look.

I'm now near the brick wall where we used to play cricket, where I see the grater. Myself and Dad see the man come out of his grater. He looks young, tall and fat. Dad starts to raise his voice towards the man, and I step in and try and settle him down. Dad asks the driver about the cartons. The driver says that pictures can be submitted to the milk companies, and they put the photo on the milk carton. The driver explains something about a killer being on the carton. I ask him can you put any pictures on there? like a dick? He says no. but you can put a girl with her fingers in her vagina. The driver is now making a sandwich. I see all types of ingredient and see him spread some onion cream on them. He has made them for us before we leave.

I'm now with my Dad, in a shopping center. We are walking with our sandwiches in hand. I take a bite, and it tastes good.