Choi's Journey of the Conscious Mind

[COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR]
[COLOR="blue"]Dream[/COLOR][COLOR="silver"]
Thoughts[/COLOR]
[COLOR="lightblue"]Hypnagogic[/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]I went to bed 10.30 pm.
This night I meditated for 1 hour and 30 minutes. In other words I didn't moved a muscle for 1 hour and 30 minutes!
I slept consciously for that long, although I never hit rem during that time. If someone else want to try this out the trick was to find a position that's hard to fall asleep in, but you still feel comfortable in it. I had 3 pillows behind my back and were in a sitting position like this figure will illustrate :) i__ [/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]I gave up eventually because I hadn't slept unconsciously so it was really exhausting although I felt rested. But it was tough to just entertain yourself with your thoughts. So I went up and looked at my clock and it was now 00.05! The first rem is supposed to come after 1 hour and 30 minutes, so I immediatelly switched to a more common sleeping posture and prepared myself to see the dream form infront of me. I thought about weird things, things I wouldn't even think about consciously, although this time it felt like I did. Here is what I thought:[/COLOR]

[COLOR="lightblue"]I didn't physically saw it, but I sort of visualised it.

There is a witch telling me to mark locations on a map where she want's to send flowers. On one of the locations there was a rock, I lifted that rock and there was a gold coin under it. There were also some branches and I started to associate those with the game Rift so I collected them. Then I "woke" up.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]I was perfectly aware of this happening, because it was me thinking it! This thought or hypnagogic wasn't vivid at all, but I still wrote it down as a dream to my notes.

I looked at the clock and it was now 00.48. I decided to fall asleep normally, but it was hard, but I did it eventually. [/COLOR]

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[COLOR="blue"]I was standing in a house with a lot of people dancing and drinking. This was a big party.
Some nerdy looking guys said to me "here drink this" and I grabbed a glas and he gave me a milkpackage.
I pured up some white milk into the glass, but when I looked back at the glass, the milk disapeares and was replaced with some dark brown liquid. I asked the nerds "What the h*ll happend?!" and they answered "it's vitamin B12 from appeljuice and milk concentrat. And for some reason I was fine with that and pured some water into it to mix it up and then I drank it.
This was undoubtley a dream, because it was vivid, but I never realised it...
I looked around me at the party and thought "OMG There is some really hot chicks here!" and the nerd said "Yeah.. I guess so". And I said come man you have to hit on some of these girls, and they said "No I can't do that I am to afraid".
In this dream I acted like the most smooth player in the world and I said "Nah I will teach you".
Look over there isn't she hot? Watch and learn.. Later on I ended up with 10 girls chasing me, because they had found out that I had "played" them. I think this dream ended when I got kicked by one of the girls in the face xD. [/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]Although I woke up and thought, This was a dream! But the only difference between this dream and my thoughts and hypnagogic, is that it was vivid. I looked at the clock and saw that it was now morning 07.00 and I had to get up. Although I realise that Thoughts, Dreams and hypnagogic is the exact same thing, except everything that happens in the body during each of them.

Even though I also realised that the vivid dreams occur later in the night and meditatation the whole night is exhausting and not necessary, I now have the disciplin to do a WILD attempt over one hour! So next night I will do a WBTB and do a Traditional WILD.[/COLOR]


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haha really deep interpretation of the song fireflies and it's so true!

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