JoannaB

Have you ever had to bury something like that before? Reminds me of the time my brother buried his dead parakeet in a box but when we curiuosly dug it out months later it wasn't there and the box was broken. ^^"

No I don't recall that I have, unless you count the dead sparrow the neighbor kids and I buried in a cigar box when I was a kid, but that was a long time ago, and I think we were young enough that it was just a game with not a lot of feelings. I do have two cats now though so the bodies of kittens made me very sad.

Thats understandable. When your older you become more aware of whats happened around you. Aw, hope you have a better dream tonight. ^.^

Maybe what independence you wanted to blossom was ripped apart and died before it could grow. The tiny horse could mean this power needs more strength or momentum, it wasn't ripped up.
So arranging the kittens like flowers wouldn't work, ha. Maybe planting them again would, with lots of fertilizer.
Or taking earth from another flowerbed which could refer to others, maybe needing more balance, while I think cats would probably usually mean oneself, or your way, though yours are social so could fit that.
Maybe your way couldn't work, and the intended arrangement had to include the other. So maybe the cats and solo horsey could not rightly live in this instance. Hence explaining the deja vu if a repeating incidence or lesson.