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There was an underground bunker. A secret group of the best scientists in the country. It was the USA and Hollywood of course. We were employed three of us to give a fresh approach to the rise of this deadly virus which no one could find an antidote. Gab was part of our team. Gab was there working in an extremely relaxed way on one of these very advanced computers. The main boss guys seemed to be not particularly interested in what we were doing as if we had no hope of solving it or more to the point that ultimately they were not going to use our method. The group of scientists that wanted to just nuke the whole city looked like the terminators. They were half robot and half human. (this underground bunker is a place I have dreamt about lots before). The terminators were gaining momentum the bosses started to give them more and more computers to work on. They started to take over the whole place but Gab was still there sitting working calmly on her computer. The next thing I got an overall view as the nuke was detonated. As it started to explode it was clear that Gab had done something to save the day. It was some kindof time shift device or something. I don't know how she did it but the nuke went back into itself after exploding back into its centre causing no damage to anyone. Wow!

Wow had a lovely long sleep. It seemed like there was one big festival that went on all night. It started with techno, an open air festival very well organised, and people were not off their heads at all in fact it was the opposite people they were really with it. The techno went on for ages giving the vibe of the continuous stream of consciousness. It reminded me of the good old days and I was dancing to what seemed like an everlasting beat as the djs kept rotating with ease. It was a very well organised Love Parade. Now next came a long Buddhist ceremony. In fact the two were going on side by side. It was like I was at both of them. There was also Catholic activity of sorts which I was not sure what it was about but it had a main focus on the Eucharist as the were prizes given out at the end and the two men that brought up the offerings and how they displayed them one first prize. I was not at the Catholic ceremony but we all got together at the end and what was so beautiful was we dedicated all three ceremonies together. This really moved me. We dedicated them in the Buddhist way and all the prayers were done precisely. Not one snippet of one prayer was missed even though they had to be broken up somewhat so that the prizes could be distributed. This is a strong indication for me that the way I broke up my sleep into different sections is very helpful.

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I had produced a great tune and wanted to get it burnt onto cds so I could distribute it. This was the days before mp3s and all that. I went to Dublin to a specialised shop. I parked my car along the river liffey and walked over to the shop at the over side of the river, over haypenny bridge. The shop was about to close and I met this guy who said he would help me out. He was looking for money or something. When we got into the shop this guy started running all over the celing (this was definitely a dream sign) and was being chased by the owner who knew him too well. I gave them a very old way of recording called a Digital Audio Tape and they seemed to be happy with that. They also gave me the key to the shop and said we need to try and get this guy out.

I was climbing the Eiffel Tower it was a competition and loads of people were in it. It was pure fun. People did not mind how high they were climbing or the fact that they could loose their lives. There were all sorts of buttons and traps but people were flying through them. I got up to a certain level and then the competition changed. I had to drive downtown and find the next level. Here I got a lot of dream signs as the competition turned into religious knowledge as I was shown all sorts of signs of lucidity.

I am not sure how lucid I am in these dreams in fact I have misunderstood the word lucidity as being control of the environment. What I am looking for is more control of my own body. I have good control of my thoughts and emotions but have no control of my body or what happens next in the dreams.

Hiding but Vulnerable
I was playing a game of hide and seek out in the countryside. I was there for ages in a dark but comfy spot. It was not very bright and I was not lucid. I was obviously isolating myself and not free. It was a break from the hustle and bustle of life but it was not freedom. I felt like I was playing a game of hide and seek and someone would find me. They did find me and instantly I lost my composure as if I was just building up my emotions. People arrive and start laughing at me.

Bomb Attack
I am on my way home after my holidays. I am on a bus and on a plane. There have been bombs planted and one is in a bag in our van. Two of my friends that I know IWL find a way of escaping. I get dream freeze in the van and can't get up to lift the bomb out of the van. It is timing out and we are sure to die. 3, 2, 1, I pray and nothing happens. I was being prepared to be blown into pieces and die as I though it was real. Nothing happens. We make it all the way home and my friend accuses me of not looking after the bag right and pushing it too much that it could have gone off. I am at my house that I grew up in. All is well that ends well but I don't recognise it is a dream even though I don't live in this house anymore.

I have a bottle of champagne at my house. I am looking to find star island by giving people champagne and hoping that they will realise we are already on star island and have some fun together. Nobody is really getting it. I head up a long street and get to a massive big wheel. Oh this is where I can try my flying I think however there is serious gravity around created of course only by my own mind. I try jumping from one carriage of the big wheel to the other but it is not like flying in my dreams. I jump but it is not even Tom Cruise style. I just barely make it to the next carriage without dying. I am getting fed up of ordinary life. Then my friend who knows about Star Island her Mum who seems to be extremely busy and caught up in life calls round to my house for a glass of champagne. She is very grateful. All the work she put in to bringing up this wonderful friend of mine but she has no idea how to live in Star Island and just rushes off. I go over to my neighbours but they are also caught up in worldly life talking about gardens and families.

It seems I was at Star Island in Mage Cats Castle at about 4am BST last night with a candle searching in the dark like Mario with a lantern. It was very difficult to find anything. I was in non rem sleep.

This morning in the countryside during waking hours at 11am BST I had lucidity and thought of Mzungu and Mage Cat and Star Island and everyone of course.

I have had a lovely day full of the joy of nature. Star Island is here. I have changed the room which I go on the internet to a much more beautiful room. Enjoying life more already.

This dream happened in my deep sleep it was very vivid but I had no lucidity.

There was a man who I know who is always getting into a bit of trouble and he has a diabetes problem. He was sleeping on the side of the street. Things had obviously got worse for him. He had an empty bottle of the hard stuff beside him and we were not sure if he was going to wake up. He was moving. Now if you tried to move this guy you'd probably get knocked out and for some reason we were not calling the ambulance like this happens regularly so what can you do type thing. Nevertheless Mzungu seems to have no problem staying up all night to keep an eye on him and make sure he is ok. Mzungu tells me to go home and just leave my number with him. Mzungu is clearly on the lucidity all night watch looking out for people in his sleeping bag on the street hardcore style! I decide to go for the more scientific approach and go into a big laboratory where they have all sorts of survelance cameras and hi tech equipment. There are a few drunk people around and then I see on one of the tables a good clue to my reality checks but I don't pick up on it.

There were many reminders of lucidity in this dream but I did not pick up on it.

Fell back to sleep at night wanting to go to the toilet wishing to have a dream doing the visualisation method in MILD. I am in the countryside at my home. My body looks like a dream and I know I am dreaming.

I start to meditate as that is what I have been intending to do when I go lucid. I definitely know I am dreaming. There is a bird flying over head and I think it is going to poo on me (which is actually good luck!) but instead it drops me a big crystal in the shape of a diamond. I knew instantly what this meant and put it into the heart of my dream body and continued to meditate. Many women manifest but they really represent my craving mind. I get teased by many of them and decided fire would be the best thing to repel them. I start to wish to generate fire from my hands but know it is going to cause a lot of damage. Then I remember another action I wished to do in my dreams was pray. The next thing I put a massive dome force field around the myself and the countryside so that my craving mind represented by the women could not get in.Now I could enjoy the countryside again. Ahhhhhhhhh phew....

I went for a walk but I could still see the women off in the distance wanting to get through the dome. Sometime later I was going for a walk and I had a little bit forgotten about the dome and I met Mzungu's 'friend'. She was so beautiful. She a wisping brown hair. Chocolate coloured skin with a few freckles. Her eyes were deep brown and her body was as soft as silk. And she had the blue pants on of course Mzungu. Let me tell you now she was not interested in alligators (not the snapping type anyway!). I couldn't resist but as I started to feel the intense craving I knew I was going away from my meditation and this would only increase my desire in the future. I felt angry and fire came out of my hands. I put it over her head so she would not get burnt but she still continued to tease me under the flames. This time I had enough and I blasted out an enormous force field so that no craving would every come back. The whole environment turned into the Buddha.

This had happened in previous dreams but this time I knew it was just a representation of the crystal I was given at the start. I started my breathing exercise like Mzungu told me to do. The fantasy and craving eased off. I knew I did not have to go against the craving. I just relaxed deeply in peace and opened my eyes.

Dream 1 Vivid: The road where I go for my daily walk just seems so so so long... It is winding up into to the distance... It is so beautiful and natural with the lake mountain and lush green from the Irish weather but yet my CB (Conceptual Brain) the love of my life is not happy and needs loving as usual . It seems my CB was waiting for a sign of some sort that I was dreaming but sadly the lucid dream did not happen. There was some sense of a block in this dream as I noticed flies following each other around in a circle and I felt the path I was on with my CB was never ending and pointless.

Dream 2 Anxiety: I was on a push bike in my local city and I was late to go to my meditation practice. I often make a joke about people rushing to meditation and this is exactly what I was doing. I was cycling up wrong way streets and cycling straight into the traffic where dream characters were getting upset. Telling me to slow down of course. The dream was not the most important thing nor getting to the meditation class on time but rather the lucidity. Nevertheless I pushed on trying to succeed. I found a place that was doing a similar class to mine but I never quite got to the class...

Dream 3 Vivid: There is this black leech like a parasite with long black hairs on it on my sons back who is eight. I bring him to the doctor and the doctor removes the problem and finds the parasite and he says we have to completely destroy it. This seems to represent my CB which I love so much and how I might harm my son if I don't destroy it

Dream 4 Vivid: Everything in this dream felt like being at home. All the settings were at places I have spent a long time. I was on retreat for a number of days with many of my friends in a place I have spent many years at. The master who was leading the retreat this time though was not the usual master he looked exactly like Jim Carey the Hollywood comedian actor. There was a dream character I met the day before who was very upper class English and opinionated (a bit like me actually ) he had a lot of information about the teachings we were to receive. The next day when Jim Carey delivered the teachings he was referring to a quote from a book when the English man interrupted him and said that that quote was raaather from a tv show. JC or he was looking a bit like John Cleese out of Faulty Towers at this stage was furious that he had been put down by the English man and he started laying in to him verbally saying RAAATHER it was a film actually and a book knowing that he was actually correct he got down off the throne and headed to leave in the middle of the teaching giving out to this English gentleman so strong like 100,000 crazy school teachers on speed. My own Conceptual Brain got a big shock from this cause I always think I know what I am thinking and think it is me.

Dream 5 Anxiety and Vivid: I was in a very dark city were there was a lot of suffering. It was wet dark and pure gangland culture. It felt like I had been living in this culture all my life and needed to break out of it somehow. We were on the streets and the gangleader said that we had a big deal to do tonight which involved people being murdered, raped and drugged real chaos plus all the people around me were really affected by negativity. I had a choice I could stay in it and abuse all these people or try to get out. The boss said that anyone who leaves before the next attack would be shot by this sniper . I thought it was worth a chance to try and run away so when no one was looking I slipped away and started running. The sniper saw me straight away and I saw him. I wished him happiness. He shot a bullet into my forehead. I wished him and everyone happiness. He walked up closer to me and shot a bullet into my mouth. I was still aware wishing him and everyone there happiness but my conceptual brain was gone for a moment.

Still no dreams where I am aware of being lucid. What tutorials would be good to do?

Overview: Compassion and contentment is what I am aiming for which is more evident in the memorable dream. Is there a way I can turn the anxiety dream into a memorable dream? Is there first a way to know I am suffering in the anxiety dream and then have humour about it and then turn it into a memorable dream. Of course there is suffering and anxiety everywhere so I need to accept it before I turn it into something heavenly. When I have that rushing in an anxiety dream if I turn it into compassion like saying "Wait what am I doing!" this is hurting me and instead open up to the DCs and give them hugs or just listen to them. This is where I used to make the mistake before when I would not meet people where they are at and just arrive happy out in my own world

Memorable: Saw how beautiful my friend in a non-sexual way. Her hair was coming down over her eyes and her face was soft and calm. I was seeing her truly. I teased her about her hair and she did not like it. She is usually bossy over me so being in the dream gave me confidence to tease her.

Memorable: A beautiful lady a little younger than me who I know in real life wants to see my secret room in my house. I consider it but know it is better not to. Dream does not continue to me showing her. It is like she is telling me that I have something special myself that I don't need to share or search for and that this is my happiness.

Memorable: There is a big black beetle with a scorpion tail about the size of a dog following me around. A DC is telling me what all this is about. The scorpion can go through walls. The scorpion does not want to hurt me at all. I met a big black beetle in my bag earlier that day and put him out to the grass.

Memorable: There was a time when all the continents were together and there were dinosaurs but no humans. Most of the continents were desert but in the middle there was grass. I was looking at this on a big map with a DC. The big lizards were the dominant creatures in the land. The map was very detailed. I was discussing and debating with the other dream characters.

Anxiety Dream / DCs: I am in a car like a mini van taxi and the wipers are going quickly (really quickly you know the way they do). We are trying to get somewhere on time! I am afraid I am going to loose something. There is also a DC in this dream that I am trying to please but I don't meet him or her.

Anxiety Dream / DCs: I am getting my fitness levels up so I can succeed in the world. Then I can go places and be right the DC says!

Anxiety Dream / DCs: DC had sold my house and everything in it and I was awake thinking I was in an empty house. It was only when I ate my toast I realised that it was not sold. DC is quite mean and punishing type.

Anxiety Dream DCs: Went for spaghetti at a restaurant with a good friend of mine. The spaghetti was coming out of a machine and you had to eat loads of it. We were both very hungry. We cut off the end of the spaghetti when we were there. There was some DC in the background (like totally of stage miles away) cause we were not really meant to be there. It was a wonderful close experience with my friend of intense happiness but some anxiety about the DCs. I cut off the spaghetti and left it ready for the next people to call. There was a rushing sense to this dream. There was a sexual nature to this dream where I wanted to get happiness there was a lack of compassion and contentment.