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    1. A new assignment classified...TOP SECRET.

      by , 05-30-2012 at 10:19 PM (My Dream Records)
      Black means non lucid
      Orange means semi lucid
      Blue means lucid
      Red means dream characters talking
      Purple means possible shared dreaming person
      Green means notes


      Got it? Great! Now enjoy reading my dreams.


      Ok, now it seems that i've gotten back into the swing of things with this dream of mine. Although, if i get called on a new job opportunity soon, that may reduce my chances of dreaming like i use too. Soo, what i am going to do is, try and do weekend dreaming.

      I'll just save my dreams onto my computer file, and post them whenever i can. Been doing more reality checks with my totem too, so it has appeared quite a few times in my dream i had. Looks like im back on board...for now that is.

      Lol, ok enough talking..here are my dreams!


      Dream #1 Making moves.

      Spoiler for Theme Of The Dream:


      Im in my 2nd home packing up some items in my suitcase. I notice that i see my hawk coin totem on the kitchen counter and put it in my pocket. (What a missed reality check there) I go to the den and start putting some clothes in the suitcase, and trying to hurry up. I go back into my room and my celphone rings and its Natalia. She tells me..

      (Natalia talking)

      "Don't forget to stop at your 1st home, we need those files."
      I tell her ok, and start looking around to see if im forgetting anything. I hear a cab blowing outside of my house, and head out the door with my suitcase.


      Dream #2 How to take care of business.

      Im in a hotel projected as Natalie Raitano for some reason. Its night time, and im holding a guy off of the edge of a balcony telling him to give me all of the information, or else i will drop him. The guy is screaming and yelling as im holding him by his ankles. I notice Blaze is with me too. She says something about we can always moniter his calls or something like that.

      "Oh yea, that is true huh?"
      We pull the man up and i grab him by his collar and tell him to make the call now. He starts calling someone, and thats all i remember there.



      Dream #3 Getting closer.

      Im still projected as Natalie Raitano, and im creeping thru a long hallway.

      There are corners that i stop at, and peep around while holding a silencer. I see a few men waiting by different doors and i shoot at each one of them. I now make my way thru one of the doors, and find a huge table with a list of names on it. I become lucid right here though only briefly, a man enters the door and asks me if i can help him search for someone. I told him who was it, and he mentioned his daughter. I leave the room and ended up walking with this old man, and started losing lucidity here. The man starts talking about how he wishes he could go fishing, or some shit like that..and i ended up waking up because of that.


      Dream #4 Top Secret.

      Im in a room with this dude in a dim lit room, and he starts telling me stuff about the goverment is out to get him. I try and tell him to relax and not be so paranoid, but he says that it is true and wants to show me something. We head downstairs to this basement and there are a bunch of people in capsules, and people hooked up to machines and shit.
      I become lucid seeing all of this, and reach in my pocket staring at everthing and rubbing my hawk coin totem. I asked the guy what was his name and he told me he wishes to remain anonymous due to potential possiblities of him being watched or something like that. I then ask him..

      "So how did we find eachother?"

      "Na bro, you found me!"
      I start becoming even more lucid to the point i began talking with him about stuff like wars, and poverty, and religion. He starts telling me that its all a set up from the jump or something like that, and that he only wishes that more people would wake up. I asked him how can i find him again and he says..

      "Shit, you the dream navigator. I don't know how to navigate dreams like that man."
      "How did you know that about me?"
      "Cause they told me about you."
      "Who?"

      The door upstairs is kicked in and he starts talking to me in code, and giving me certain numbers if i ever need to look for him again or something like that. I try and repeat the numbers, but he insists that we will meet again. He tells me to keep teaching people thru their dreams so we can build our nation back to the way it use to be and to be safe. He sits in a chair, and straps himself in with a device hooked up to him, and dissapears.
      I hear men upstairs talking and footsteps coming towards the upstairs basement door.
      I start running thru the basement looking for a way out, but find no exit. I decide to fall backwards.



      False awakening


      I wake up in my 2nd home on the basement couch, and trying to remember the last dream i had. It hits me..I don't live here anymore, ans i better wake up before i forget the rest of the dream. I wake up for real, and record the dream.



      Final dream. Building a team.

      Im in my 2nd home in the basement talking to a bunch of different people about dreams. (Don't become semi lucid or lucid) I start handed out totems to everybody and giving each of them a homework assignment on reality checks with their totems. Thats all i remember and wake up.
    2. Dreams in the foreign country

      by , 05-29-2012 at 02:31 AM (My Dream Records)
      Black means non lucid
      Orange means semi lucid
      Blue means lucid
      Red means dream characters talking
      Purple means possible shared dreaming person
      Green means notes
       
      Got it? Great! Now enjoy reading my dreams.
       
      Well i have not been dreaming my usual epicness like i use too. Soo i certainly can say that it is my own damn fault. I have not been doing any reality checks, work is starting to take a toll, and summer here in Michigan, is just making it more and more difficult for me to really focus on dreaming. I am not going to complain though, because anyone who knows me personally, knows i am not a complainer. So on that note, i have to start back reality checking more with my totem, and by doing more subconscious training thruout the day and nighttime hours too. I hope that you enjoy them anyway, even though they are not my usual epic dreams.
       
      Dream #1 Naked and writing in my dream records.

      Im in my current home, upstairs in my room writing something down in my dream records. I noticed that i am ass naked, but don't seem to reallly question anything about it at that paticular moment.
       


      Dream #2 Kidnapped, by goons

      Im in the back seat of a car riding with some arabs. A car pulls up and starts shooting at the windshield of this car im in. The driver, and the guy in the passenger seat get shot. The back door opens, and i am now fighting off these men. I get beat up pretty bad, and end up being dragged off into another car.
       


      Dream #3 Tell us what you know!

      Im handcuffed in a chair, in this room surrounded by a bunch of arab men wearing long robes and scarfs, and holding guns. And this Arab guy a walks up to me and grabs my face and looks directly in my eyes and says..

      "Do you know who i am? Because i could kill you right now with the snap of my finger."

      "Fuck you! And you will be sorry you ever.."

      (He smacks me and is gripping my hair holding a knife to my throat)

      Im breathing heavy at this point fearing what could happen to me. He starts asking me questions about missing people, and what do i know about a missing girl or something like that. Another guy nearby tries talking to him, and calming him down and telling him that maybe i really don't know anything, and he could possibly have the wrong person. So im now battered and brusied up, bleeding and just resting my chin near my chest. That dream ends, and i wake up to record it.
       


      Dream #4 Talking about dreams with a woman in my bedroom.

      Im laying in bed with this hot supermodel looking chick who reminds me of Gisele Bundchen.

      We were not having sex or anything, we were just in bed cuddled up talking about dreams and stuff. She gets out of bed and walks over to the window and stares out the window glancing at the night skies. She mentions something to me about wanting to fly up to the moon one night when she becomes lucid. I mentioned to her that in dreams anything is possible, and she can surely do anthing once she truly believes in it. I don't really remember much here except me and her were downstairs trying to look for some tea that i had, that gives you lucid dreams.


      Final Dream. The dancer who calls herself Rosa.

      Im in a temple, surrounded by beautiful Gypsies, and belly dancers. This woman who had a look similiar to the woman in the picture, walked up to me and begin telling me that she would like to dance with me. I stand there just admiring her seductive look, and glancing at her piercing glowing shimmering cat like green eyes. She shakes her hips with the sounds of tambourines and tabla drums beating in the background. She is dancing barefoot, and is moving very erotic to me. I get closer to her as she grinds out of control on me! I literally was feeling closer to a climax, but kept cool and just enjoyed the dance from her.

      Afterwards, she mentions if i ever want to come see her again, her name is Rosa.

      Updated 05-29-2012 at 03:05 AM by 54142

      Categories
      memorable , side notes , non-lucid , nightmare
    3. Paranoid? Crazy? Or Both?

      by , 05-26-2012 at 08:56 PM (My Dream Records)
      Black means non lucid
      Orange means semi lucid
      Blue means lucid
      Red means dream characters talking
      Purple means possible shared dreaming person
      Green means notes


      Got it? Great! Now enjoy reading my dreams.



      Dream #1 Babysitting kids.

      Im in some house babysitting 2 little boys. There was a fairly attractive young lady in the house getting ready to head out somewhere. (She was brown skin with a thick curvy figure, had black curly hair, and had a british accent) The little kids were getting to be a pain in the ass, so i called this head coach (not sure who he was) over to help me babysit these kids.



      Dream #2 The loaded gun.

      Im in My cousin L's house, and she gave me this silver gun. I check to see if the safety was on, and it was not. So i intentionally pointed it at a table and shot at it, and there were other people in the room who jumped from the gunshot.

      "You did'nt put the damn safety on."

      (My cousin L talking)

      "I thought i put it on after i loaded it?"



      "No you did'nt. Just leave it with me in the time being."

      I tuck the gun underneath my belt buckle, and started cleaning up.



      Dream #3 They are plotting against me?


      Im still at my cousin L's house, and i noticed this heavy set black dude sweeping something up. I was cleaning up some cheerios or something like that, and i said that i needed to use the bathroom real quick. There was this latino dude sitting down in a chair talking to someone on the phone, and staring at me the whole time.
      (Little did i know, somone was plotting something against me)

      But little did they know, i was on to them and ready.



      Final dream: Paranoid? Crazy? Or Both?

      Im walking down a long a long hallway, and went into this bathroom. (it looked like a public bathroom stall) Im taking a piss, and hear someone coming towards the bathroom.
      I finish, turn off the bathroom lights, and notice some shadow coming towards the bathroom. I hid behind a wall of the door, reaching for my gun waiting for this person to enter the bathroom. Soon as he entered the bathroom i shot him twice, and once in his head.

      I hear people screaming down the hall. I said..

      "Ah ha..they ARE plotting against me!"

      I waited again for someone else to appear in this dark bathroom. A second guy appeared, and i shot him. A third guy appeared, and i shot him like 5 times. He kept crawling towards me, and i shot him in the face. I ran out of that bathroom, and ran down this long hallway, dived thru the floor and woke up. =/



      No luck becoming lucid in this dream. :/ I was gonna try and search for Littlezoe again, but i ended up only being semi lucid. Oh well, there is always tonight to look foward too!

      Updated 05-26-2012 at 09:26 PM by 54142

      Categories
      non-lucid , side notes
    4. Lady with no hands, liquid of immortality , and meditation

      by , 05-24-2012 at 08:14 PM (My Dream Records)
      Black means non lucid
      Orange means semi lucid
      Blue means lucid
      Red means dream characters talking
      Purple means possible shared dreaming person
      Green means notes


      Got it? Great! Now enjoy reading my dreams.



      Dream #1 Woman with no hands.

      Im in a house with some kids, there is a woman who looked french. She spoke french, and a man shows up and says he loves her even though she has no hands. I tell the man that he can always Imagine her with hands or something like that.



      Dream #2 Liquid of Immortality.

      Im walking down a sidewalk, its sunny out and i stop in front of a crowded temple. There are a bunch of different people standing outside talking with one another. One guy was saying how it is this drink that is said to give you powers, and it is called liquid of immortality. One guy mentions that it has liquor in it though. I tell the guys i don't drink anymore.

      Another guy says..

      "But dude, you got powers and immortality! What more could you ask for?"

      "Hmm...i dont know about that."

      Another guy tells me that we can go get something close to that that cost thirty five dollars. I look at the men then shake my head and walk away.



      Final dream. Meditating.

      Im walking in this temple with a bunch of different shaolin monks. There is a huge Buddha statue in this one room i am in. I decide to sit in the middle of the floor and start meditating. Thats all i remembered and woke up.



      Did'nt do much subconscious training or reality checks yesterday. Soo guess i should have seen this one coming. Well its ok, will go hard tonight and get back on board!

      Updated 05-24-2012 at 08:20 PM by 54142

      Categories
      non-lucid , dream fragment , side notes
    5. A night full of missed dream cues.

      by , 05-22-2012 at 12:16 AM (My Dream Records)
      Black means non lucid
      Orange means semi lucid
      Blue means lucid
      Red means dream characters talking
      Purple means possible shared dreaming person
      Green means notes


      Im sure you got. Just read away...


      Dream#1 WTF!? Part 1.


      Im with my cousin K, and she tells me that im missing a nightlight for the store or something like that. We start trying to look for the nightlight and ended up getting lost in the woods. I remember her saying that the Goatman lives out here and that we better hurry up and get out of here.

      We ended up making it out of the woods and back to our familiar neighborhood.
      I walk into the store and there is a guard guarding the stores entrance. He ask for ID before i enter the store, i tell him im 27, and don't need any damn ID! And he gives me a look like i need to see it anyway. I tell him i forgot it, and could he check to see if the damn nightlight is on upstairs. He tells me its on and we leave the store.


      Final dream. WTF!? Part 2.

      Im still with my cousin K, and we are using our hands to shovel the snow while walking at the same time?

      It ends up becoming sunny, and we notice this hunter who was walking with a deer over his shoulder, and he was whistling. My cousin K says to me, well here you are i got to go drop off our uncle later. I tell her thanks for the ride, and i'll see her next week.

      I enter the house to find that there are a bunch of hawks sitting in the living room just chilling watching the discovery channel. I tell them dinner will be ready in a few mins and head to the kitchen and start cooking something.



      There is obviously not nothing to say here except...Damn, WTF!

      If anything i did not expect this because i certainly did'nt slack yesterday. Well, i did stay up pretty late and did not do as much subconscious training like should. Well, i am very dissapointed at myself...and i am certainly not going to be slacking tonight!

      The Dreamprofessor will be back onboard tonight ladies and gentlemen!.
    6. Talking with Samina about the world of dreams.

      by , 05-20-2012 at 01:26 AM (My Dream Records)
      Black means non lucid
      Orange means semi lucid
      Blue means lucid
      Red means dream characters talking
      Purple means possible shared dreaming person
      Green means notes


      Got it? Great! Now enjoy reading my dreams.


      Dream #1 Soaking up calm emotions.


      Spoiler for Theme Of The Dream:


      Im standing on a beach staring at the water. It is evening time, and the sun is starting to go down. There are a few people walking the beach as well. I notice some couples walking together holding hands and laughing with one another. I see little kids playin and laughing, i see a dog running back and forth towards the water barking as the water starts coming closer to the shore. There is a young lady doing yoga nearby, she looks to be in her early twenties and possibly of Indian or Lebanese background. I smile, enjoying my peaceful surroundings.


      Dream #2 Samina and me, the perfect team.


      This is a pic i happen to find, that is a very close resemblance of my DC Samina. (Oh minus the nose ring) We are walking to a store, and i give Samina one of my hawk coin totems.
      She says..

      "Dreamprofesser, this is not meant to be spent in stores remember?"

      "Oh yea, lol im sorry Samina your right. Thats my totem."

      (She laughs)

      "Silly Dreamprofesser."

      We are now in a store, and im looking around at some chips and candy and stuff. Samina is talking to a little boy her age i hear her talking to him saying..

      (She gives him the hawk coin i gave her)

      "Here, now this will help you to help Dreamprofesser become aware in dreams."

      I smile and decide to buy me some chips and a pop. The little boy runs up to me and gives me a hug and says..

      (Little boy talking)

      "Dreamprofesser, will this coin help me to control my dreams more too?

      "It will definitely help you to control your dreams. Now remember to reality check with it often ok?"

      He nods his head. Me and Samina leave the store, and we start walking across a grassy area towards a playground.


      Samina runs towards the top of the slide, and slides down.

      "Weeeeeee. Hey Dreamprofesser?"

      "Yea Samina?"

      "Um, when is my next lesson going to be?"

      "Soon. I have to look in my records to see what else to teach you ok?"

      "Oh, ok."

      Im talking with Samina about how im gonna need her help. We talk about different sleep stages, and she tells me that she has been reading and studying meditation from her papa. I tell her that i need to start back meditating soon. She mentions that me and her should help her cousins and friends to lucid dream. I tell her it will happen, we just have to keep your awarness sharp, and make sure to keep your ablilties intact. She tells me that she can't wait for her next lesson, and looks foward to learning some more new cool abilities. Im standing watching her climb the monkey bars and feel the dream closing in on me.


      Now the question is this. Can Samina truly help me to navigate thru the dream world more proficently? I am still experimenting this idea, and trying to come to a understanding, that certainly we can train our subconscious to defend us against potential dream hackers, or threatening dream characters. I want to finish this project atleast by the end of this month. To be able to search for people faster, and to have Samina with me while i share dreams with others. She is very intelligent, and i certainly want to try and develop her dream skills more.

      Updated 05-20-2012 at 01:28 AM by 54142

      Categories
      side notes , non-lucid , memorable
    7. Colorful mood, small fry, moment of clarity

      by , 05-18-2012 at 02:37 AM (My Dream Records)
      Black means non lucid
      Orange means semi lucid
      Blue means lucid
      Red means dream characters talking
      Purple means possible shared dreaming person
      Green means notes


      Got it? Great! Now enjoy reading my dreams.


      Dream #1 Colorful Mood.


      Me and Mila Kunis are outside, its night time and we are on a grassy field. We are looking at the stars and talking about astrology and signs. She mentions that she is a Leo sign, and i tell her im a Cancer sign. She says something like..

      "You know im a fire sign right?"

      "Yea i know. But my water can calm the wildest forest fires baby."

      (She blushes)

      We start kissing and she asks me if i had any pills. I reach in my pocket and pull out a vibrant pink pill for her, and i took a gold pill.



      She is now glowing a vibrant pink colour, and i am glowing my a bright shimmering Gold colour. We start making out on the grassy field and i wake up.





      Dream #2 Small Fry.

      Im in a huge room talking with a bunch of mafioso guys about loyalty and respect. Im also mentioning that family must always stick together...no matter what. One guy gets up and starts clapping and tells me i should be a political speaker or something like that. I tell him that i only speak the facts, not fiction. They explain that its a little fella, who needs to be taught a lesson. I them let me take care of it for them.

      Im now walking down a avenue, its evening time and there is this one little teenage kid who looks Italian. He asks me if i can handle something for him, and i tell him i don't have time right now. He explains to me that there is a man coming here in his neighborhood threating to kill his family unless he pays him or something like that. He tells me who his uncle is, and i remember that i work with him.

      I tell him that i'll take care of that little problem for him. Im now in a apartment building in a room with classical music playing in the background. Loading up my guns and getting dressed up, i hear a knock on the door.


      The guy waiting outside the door had a very calm attitude. But you can tell he also had a very in sane nature about him. He reminded me of the guy in the picture Ryuji Yamazaki from the King Of Fighters Video games. He asks me in a very calm tone...


      "So...you ready to take this small fry out?"

      "Oh im all for it."

      We head out the door and now arrive at some warehouse where there are a bunch of men loading up a bunch of stuff in a box. Me and the Ryuji Yamazaki looking cat, started shooting at all the men. I noticed that one of the men was at the top of the stairs watching all of this. I went after him and started yelling at him telling him..

      "You are only making it worst by running you know that right?"

      My partner is downstairs laughing like a maniac killing off all of the guys down there. I finally find the man hiding in one of his rooms. He pulls out a gun a shoots at me but he misses. I start reaching in my pocket looking for something, and the guy comes out of nowhere and shoots me then i wake up. (Must've been searching for my totem probably lol)





      6:24 - 6:40 am. Did plenty of reality checks with my totem. And went back to sleep.


      Final dream: A moment of clarity.

      Im in a supermarket and start telling myself..

      "I am the dream navigator, i navigate thru peoples dreams. I always remember my dreams."

      (Yet i did not become lucid)



      Lol, anyway. Im walking thru the supermarket and i see a young lady who looks familiar? We talk for a bit, and i start mentioning to her about dreams. We talked for a good while, and she told me to email her later. Im now at home emailing her about dreams, yet i still did not become lucid!



      Im now sitting down in my living room sipping my tea rubbing my hawk coin totem and reading the newspaper. I notice in one of the articles in big bold letters that said...

      "CIRCUS CLOWN MASSACRED BY UNKNOWN SERIAL KILLER!"

      My eyes light up, and i start laughing and read another section that says something about the urban legend Candyman may just be real. In it, it was talking about people who claimed to have seen him slaughter and wipe out the entire circus or something like that. I laugh as im reading this and start feeling like i may had something to do with this???




      The dream fades, and i wake up.



      Damn...i clearly could have became lucid in the 1st dream. (somewhat) The second dream i almost became lucid if it was'nt for that damn...


      %*$%@#!


      Lmao! But its all good. The last dream, i defintely should've hit full lucidity at that supermarket. DAMN! Lol, and while i was reading that newspaper, that defintely should've triggered some lucidity there for me! Ahhh, well can't get em all. Lol but i noticed my subconscious has a funny way of throwing certain things in my face when im not aware of it at times. Hmm..i don't mind what i got, besides..lucid dreams are just full control right? Being somewhat in control is not so bad depending on the theme that is. But overall im happy with my recall, and my results.
    8. Nightmare? I am the Nightmare!

      by , 05-17-2012 at 05:19 AM (My Dream Records)
      Black means non lucid
      Orange means semi lucid
      Blue means lucid
      Red means dream characters talking
      Purple means possible shared dreaming person
      Green means notes


      Got it? Great! Now grab a bite to eat and enjoy reading my dreams!


      Dream #1 Recurring Nightmare of mine.

      Spoiler for Theme Of The Dream:


      Im in a hallway walking with agirl who reminds me of Jessica Simpson. She is cute, and starts tellling me about her favorite songs that she has downloaded into her celphone. Im listening to her, but im also starting to become a bit creeped out by what is laying at the end of the hallway. The Jessica Simpson looking girl kept talking away not paying any attention to what im looking at, So i point at the end of the hall and she says..

      "Oh my God! Thats a dead body laying there in the middle of that hallway!"

      She starts dialing on her celphone calling an ambulance and walking away further and further because her reception was bad of something like that. So im now feeling a bit uncomfortable just standing there in the hallway like this, so i decide to walk away when i hear my name being called in the distance.

      "Q."

      I turn around.





      The bloody body is just standing there staring at me from a distance. I just froze standing there. It starts walking towards me and i feel like i want to wake myself up, because i knew it was a dream in a way.. but was not completely sure. (Sounds wierd i know) but at the same time i felt like the dead body wanted to tell me something but what? It starts getting closer to me, to the point i can smell the dead odor reeking thru the damp bloody body bag. I almost gag, but hold it together. We are now face to face and i try not to stare to hard at her for some reason whenver i exert my eyes to the floor, she would say..

      "LOOK AT ME!"

      (In a very harsh demanding tone)

      I look back up at her and feel a bit terrified she is reaching her arm out to me but i close my eyes and wake up. Damn..im such a punk! Lol


      4:45 - 4:55 am. Did some intense subconscious training, and went back to sleep.


      WILD Dream #2 Unfinished Business.


      Im now walking to an upstairs hallway to find two girls at the far end of the hallway. I pause for a second and start to ask myself..

      "How did i end up here? And what am i suppose to be doing?"

      BINGO! I hit lucidity right here and start walking down the hallway. I ask both of the twin girls where can i find IT the clown, they look at eachother and smile and grab eachothers hand and start walking me down a darker more creepier part of the hallway. They look at eachother laughing and look at me and both say at the same time..

      "Hehe. Don't be afraid...you are the nightmare remember?"

      I get this sinister grin on my face and say..

      "Oooh yea, i am are'nt i? (laughing crazy)

      (The little girls start laughing)


      Nightmare, I am the Nightmare!

      I shapeshift myself into Candyman, and start roaming thru the shadowy dark hallways yelling at the top of my lungs...

      "IIIIIIT! COME OUT, AND FACE THE MONSTER OF YOUR DREAMS! I AM YOUR WORST NIGHTMARE, AND DON'T YOU EVER FORGET THAT!" (Laughing like a mainac)
      It is very silent, you can hear a pin drop it is so quiet. My mind is racing with a million thoughts on how i want to take this clown out. I walking and getting very impatient. Wait a min...i got it! Hehehe i can find that clown at the circus. (Laughing)


      Final dream: Clowns worst nightmare



      I am now at some creepy looking carnival there is weird circus music going off and i have only one thing on my mind..
      MURDER THE CLOWN!
      I start killing clowns and finding other victims nearby. Innocent victims i tell them to run, as i have no intentions of hurting them. All of a sudden.. i hear a very familier laugh.



      "Soo you want to see me?"

      "You got balls of steel to show up you know that?"

      He laughs and we exchange unfriendly words to one another.

      "Well, i hope you had your last meal. Because its time to DIE!!!"

      I run at him with my hook raised in the air about to gut him like a fish. He teleports and starts laughing. I get pissed and start tearing the place apart. There are other clowns he sends at me, i fight them all off killing off his pawns with my bloody hook. I even send bees and flies to his clowns and start laughing.

      "Stop sending all of your damn foot soidiers at me and face me you damn coward!"

      He starts laughing teleporting again as im trying to swipe at him. Then it finally hits me, i need to try and manipulate the surroundings. (Something i rarely do in dreams) my energy is pulsating and everything gets slower i hear my heartbeating. I see him teleporting and try and sense his energy he appears left, right, behind me, in front of me. I try and read him like a chess board and finally strike at him like a cobra!

      I like him in my arms he is screaming now like a little girl saying...

      "Noooo, please let me gooo!"

      (I laugh like a maniac)

      "You had your time to play clown, but playtime is over..."

      (Laughing again)

      I raise my arm and jam my hook right into his left eye. Then i take my hook and jam it up his nostrils goin further and further until i hear a crunching sound. It gets quiet, blood is spewing out of his face and all over the place he falls face first to the ground.

      (Laughing like a maniac)

      "Yes, yes, YES! I AM THE NIGHTMARE!!!"

      (Laughing again)

      It starts thundering and raining, and i feel the dream closing in on me and i wake up.


      Notes: I have finally killed that damn clown that has tormented me as a child! I feel like i can take on anything now. =D That clown use to haunt me every single night! Now that the tables have been turned...i should pay Jason Vorhees a visit next...
    9. How I Navigate Thru My Dreams.

      by , 05-13-2012 at 09:40 PM (My Dream Records)
      Black means non lucid
      Orange means semi lucid
      Blue means lucid
      Red means dream characters talking
      Purple means possible shared dreaming person
      Green means notes


      Got it? Great! Now grab a bite to eat, and enjoy reading my dreams


      Dream #1 Amrapali Ambegaokar.


      Im in my current house in the living room, sitting down on the couch, watching the beautiful Kathak dancer/actress Amrapali Ambegaokar, give me a special dance performance. After her perfomance, she sits next to me and we start talking about dreams. She asks me is it possible to share dreams, i tell her that yes it is in fact possible. (What a missed chance of a reality check) She mentions to me, that a friend of hers has a performance later, and that she promised her she will show up.

      I thank her and tell her that i will try and share a dream with her one day.
      (What a lack of awareness there for me) I hug her, and walk her to her car and walk back to the house and wake up.


      4:30 - 4:45 am. I did plenty of subconscious training, and went back to sleep.


      Dream #2 Giving A Lesson On Dreams.


      Im talking to a very attractive European looking woman about dreams. She has a very lean figure, and looks very much in shape. She has slanted brown eyes, long brunette hair, and is wearing a tan sweater and some black pants, and black ballet flats. We are in the kitchen and i am talking to her about dreams. She wants something to drink, and i give her a orange pop. (Soda)

      We sit down at the kitchen table, and i tell her..

      "Anytime you are in your waking life, do you ever stop and ask yourself...where am i? What did i do a hour ago?"

      "Umm noo not really why?"

      Im rubbing my hawk coin looking at her, and say to her..

      "Because this is a dream thats why."

      "Really? Everything feels so real."

      "Thats because our minds are wired around what is suppose to look, smell, taste, and feel real. Does that drink taste real?"

      She nods her head. I tell her to start doing more reality checks in her spare time such as asking herself, what did she do a hour ago, what day is it, and how did she end up where she is. I tell her that pretty soon she will be on her way to achieving lucidity much more often.


      Dream # 3 Stop Him!


      Im in some meeting with a group of men in suits. Im projected as a White man with short black hair slick back, and wearing a dark black suit. Im staring at these different files on the tables, and noticed a file that said..TOP SECRET INFORMATION. It was in big bold red letters. I ask one of the men to pass me that file so i can take a look at it to make sure its the right document. A man hands it to me.

      I jumped thru a window and it shatters. I hear a man yelling

      "WHAT ARE YOU GUYS WAITING ON, STOP HIM!!!"

      Im running down a crowded street and project back as myself. I run thru stores, buildings, and finally find my hideout and set the file in my dresser cabinet and wake up.


      Final dream frag: How is your reality checks going?

      I just remember talking with one of my dream characters about how to properly do reality checks. I remember her being a female and thats all i remember.
    10. Making decisions.

      by , 05-12-2012 at 04:49 PM (My Dream Records)
      Black means non lucid
      Orange means semi lucid
      Blue means lucid
      Red means dream characters talking
      Purple means possible shared dreaming person
      Green means notes


      Got it? Great! Now enjoy reading my dreams.


      Dream #1 . Fighting some creatures in a department store.

      Im in store fighting off a bunch of weird looking creatures with a sword. There is this girl with me fighting them off too. She looked a bit like Zooey Deschanel. She kept saying things like..

      "I GOT YOUR BACK BABY, I GOT YOUR BACK!"

      Im slashing em with this sword in my hands and running thru this huge department store.
      I run thru clothes racks and trying to find other useful items, i managed to find a huge spear gun and some guns. I feel the dream closing in on me, and try remembering everything around me.

      WILD - Dream #2 Losing a partner.

      I am now in another part of the deparment store, and notice that the Zooey Deschanel looking chic, has been injured. She is laying on the floor coughing up blood and trying to talk to me. She mentions that she can feel her life coming to an end, and that i shold be on my way. She also mentions to me to go on without her, and to leave her.

      "No, we stick together alright? Thats what partners do."

      "No no..(coughing up more blood) just go. I'll be fine...i enjoyed fighting by your side, its an honor to die this way."

      I begin tearing up, holding her bloody body in my arms as i am kneeled by her on the ground. She starts to reach her hands towards my face and tells me, that seeing my face before she dies is a dream come true. She tries to say something else, but dies in my arms. I take my hands and close her eyes, and start tearing up a bit more. The dream fades and i wake up.


      4:30 - 4:40 am. Did plenty of subconscious training and went back to bed.


      Dream #3 Best Friends.

      Im with one of my childhood friends, and we are running thru this grassy field talking about what life is gonna be like for us when we get older.


      Dream #4 A price on my friends head.

      Im talking with some men in some suits about some guy that they want me to take out. I have a photo in my hand and it looks like my childhood friend. The men mention to me that he has been taking them for granted, and if i don't take him out, then they will do it.
      Im thinking things over trying to figure out the best way to go about doing this.

      Dream #5 Advice from Natalia.


      Im in a hotel with Natalia and she is explaining to me about the best way to take my friend out. I tell her that me and him grew up together and that i can't do that. She says..

      "But you have not seen him in years, and now all of a sudden he decides to show up? Sounds a bit suspicious to me."

      I ponder on this thought, and try to think of logical ways this can be done.


      Dream #6 Checkmate.


      Im playing this one older white guy in chess at a park and its nighttime. I ended up winning and the man looked at me and smiled.


      Dream #7 You have a price on your head.


      Im in a university and im putting leather gloves on my hands walking down this hallway wearing a black leather jacket with dark shades on and black boots, with dark black pants and my hair in a ponytail. I spot my friend standing by his locker. I walk up to him and he starts saying things like..

      "Rememeber when we were little, and we use to ride our bikes down by the witch lady's house? Man she use to say she was gonna curse us if we ever rode past again! Lol i remember you told her to suck your dick! Lol And she started chasing us. Good times buddy."

      (Me)


      "What? Whats wrong?"

      "Ah, nothing. Just got something in my eyes man thats all."

      "Oh ok. So whats up? Why you dressed in all black man?"

      I just could'nt bring myself to kill this dude. So i decided to give him some money (A couple of hundred grand) and told him to pack up and leave town. I mention to him, that there is a price on his head, and that his life is in danger.


      9:30 - 9:45 am Did plenty of reality checks with my totem and went back to bed.


      Final dream: Spotted by my stalker.






      Im talking with three beautiful exotic looking babes about totems and lucid dreams. There are four girls chatting with eachother about something nearby. I can sense that someone is about to come loking for me so i tell the girls i have to take care of something. I noticed out the corner of my eye that its one of my crazy former stalkers.

      "Great."

      I tell her that this is my dream, and that should she find something better to do with her time then bother me. She says..

      "I just wanted to show you my new tattoo of you on my arm."

      (Me)


      "Why the fuck would you that uh? We are'nt together anymore get that thru your head WOMAN!"

      "But i love you!"

      I start running from her trying to ignore her.

      "You can run, but i will always find you my love!"

      I find a abandoned building and shapeshift into a black cat. She walks in looking for me but just notices the black cat. I look at her and run off thru the building creeping in the shadows. I make my way thru a creak in the side of the house, and project back as myself running to a nearby store.

      I find a girl nearby and take her by the hand to try and have sex with her but the dream fades and i wake up. Damn...all that time wasted! Stupid stalker!


      I am very very happy with my results. It defintely made up for what i got yesterday! Im going to keep my subconscious mind wired, so that i can keep my recall looking like this.
    11. This is what happens when i don't do reality checks!

      by , 05-11-2012 at 02:54 PM (My Dream Records)
      Black means non lucid
      Red means dream characters talking
      Orange means semi lucid
      Blue means lucid
      Purple means possible shared dreaming person
      Green means notes

      Im sure you got it, so i won't bother saying it. Oh, this will be short...

      Now usually i say enjoy my dreams and so forth. But today, is a little different. Why different you ask? Well, first of all...I did'nt get anything that i wanted, secondly i did everything half ass yesterday, and third...Ah, who am i kidding. I MISSED A TON OF REALITY CHECKS!!!


      Now, enough talking here it is!


      Dream #1 Neil Patrick Harris.

      In a mall with Neil patrick harris. He is explaining to me about how he loves to steal cookies from the ice cream shop on a good tuesday? (1ST MISSED REALITY CHECK) We are now in the ice cream shop and he strips down ass naked in the ice cream shop and says everybody drop there guns??? WTF!? (2ND MISSED REALITY CHECK)


      Dream #2 Sniff her shoe?

      Im now with Noemie Lenoir (a French supermodel) We are sitting down at a cafe and asks me if i would like to sniff her shoe? (3RD MISSED REALITY CHECK) I remember telling her that people were around and i might get in trouble (WHY WOULD I EVEN SAY THAT!?!?!?!?!?) She puts her shoe on the table and says something about the birds will smell it later. WTF!? (4TH MISSED REALITY CHECK)

      Dream #3 Charlie Sheen.

      Im with Charlie Sheen in a hotel, and he mentions to me that he has Kristie Ally tied up in the back room about to tickle her feet. WTF!? (5TH MISSED REALITY CHECK)
      We head to the back room where she is tied up in a chair, and he just starts tickling away at her bare soles. I watch the dream fades and i wake up.


      Im obviously very dissapointed at myself! I don't even feel like even writing the other nonsense i dreamed about. Lets just say it was even more stupid then this shit i dreamed about! Damn...well some intense subconscious training, and plenty of reality checks are in the works for me tonight!
    12. School for advanced dreamers.

      by , 05-10-2012 at 04:39 PM (My Dream Records)
      Black means non lucid
      Orange means semi lucid
      Blue means lucid
      Red means dream characters talking
      Purple means possible shared dreaming person
      Green means notes

      Got it? Great! Enjoy reading my dreams.


      Drank 2 cups of Good Earth Tea For Sleep last night. I also did plenty of subconscious training. And here is what i got!


      Dream #1 Lessons of Spirituality.

      Im in a school classroom, sitting down at a desk. And there is this Arab lady who is the teacher, explaining to us about our beliefs. She is talking to us about past lives, rebirth, deities, the afterlife, and different roles that we all carry in our waking life.

      Dream #2 Whats your dream ability?

      Im now in another classroom and there is this teacher who reminds me of David Beckham. He is asking us, what is our favorite abilities, and would we like to show and tell. This one black dude gets up from his desk, and starts telling people to try and guess his ability.

      One girl who was white with blond hair said..

      (Blond hair girl)

      "You must be good with weapons!"

      She said it in such a cheerful tone smiling as she said it. Lol

      (Black dude talking)

      "Lol. Na, i can create fire with my hands though."

      The whole class starts cheering and clapping. I notice this girl who was in front blew at his fire and turned it into ice.

      (Black dude talking)

      "Yo, why did you just do that!?"

      (Ice chic talking)

      "Aw..chill out man...besides..you looked like you needed a cool down hot stuff."

      The ice chic looked pretty good, she had long grey hair, and pale skin, with a silver sports bra on and a whole bunch of different tattoos on her body. She had silver pants and long knee high black frankenstein boots on.

      The two got into a bit of a back and forth heavy flirt kinda argument. I remember the black dude saying something like..

      (Black dude talking)

      "You probably could'nt handle my hot stuff any way Icy."

      (Ice chic talking)

      "Talk is cheap chili pepper, you wanna go suck on a popsicle?"

      (Teacher talking)

      "Alright you two thats enough break it up, break it up.

      Who else here would like to go up?"

      I raise my hand up.

      "Ah! Ok, how about you then."

      I get up from my desk and shapeshift into The Thing, and everybody is cheering and clapping.
      I shapeshift into Some hot supermodel (I think it was Brooklyn Decker or Marissa Miller) One of the girls whistles at me. I shapeshift into Freddy Krueger and lick my tongue out and the class goes crazy laughing as i start wriggling my claws with him.

      The teacher says ok, ok thats enough. I shapeshift into Natalia and give the teacher the middle finger and sit back down. The class laughs and the teacher says to me something like..

      (Teacher talking)

      "Ok mr show off. You wanna show how good you are? Lets see how you do in the sparring class hm?"

      5:15 - 5:30 am Did plenty of subconscious training. Went back to bed and did a WILD.


      Dream #3 The Dreamprofessor Gives a Lesson In A$$ Whupping!

      Im in what looks like a gym, and this one dude turned into a giant black ogre drooling and looked as big as King Kong! He was literally destroying any and everybody who came in his path. I started glowing gold, and my shirt ripped off of me. My pants became more of a looser fit on me, and my ponytail was now just my long golden hair draped to my shoulders. My glasses broke apart, and i casually walked over to the beast whistling the entire time.

      The gym now looks like a arena. There are people in the stands watch cheering. The sky is orange, and looks like doomsday almost. The beast is growling and drool is dripping from his mouth. He stands there looking down at me. Im now 6 feet away from him just staring at the beast. He growls at me, i smell his stench..the rotten breath is enough to make anyone vomit.

      But i held my breath breathing calm. He roars and raises his right arm about to bash me. I quickly dodge the smash, and jump on top of his head i pluck what little pieces of hair he has on his head and he begins noticing and tries scratching his head. I jump off and land on the ground, leaping right at his stomach and punched him right in his navel. The beast falls backwards...and lands on his back.

      I jump on top of him, standing on the giant beast stomach. I look down at him as he catches his last breath and passes out. The crowd cheers, and i do my victory pose and wake up.


      Final dream: The desert.

      Me and a friend i know, are walking across the desert. She falls in the sand and i ask her if she would like me to carry her, because she seem exhausted. I carry her our clothes are somewhat torn, and it seems like we have been starnded for hours or possibly days. We are searching for some treasure and we find keys, hidden in this chest exposed in the sand. We find other precious monuments that we were looking for. We celebrate and hug and start grabbing all of the items we find, and i wake up.
    13. Pushing the limits in my dreams.

      by , 05-09-2012 at 10:11 PM (My Dream Records)
      Black means non lucid
      Orange means semi lucid
      Blue means lucid
      Red means dream characters talking
      Purple means possible shared dreaming person
      Green means notes


      Got it? Great! Now enjoy reading my dreams.


      I drink 3 cups of Good Earth Tea for sleep last night. I certainly recommend this tea to anyone out there, who wants great recall and vivid dreams. It has Valerian root as the main ingredient, and Valerian root is a very powerful supplement that can certainly aid in a very restful sleep, and has a very relaxing feel to it when you drink it. It has a very minty taste to it, and i drink it every other night to help me re enter dreams, or to look for specific people. Anyway, i am not yet familier with how to post pictures on my entries yet..soo once again the name of the tea is..

      Good Earth Tea For Sleep.


      Now...for the good stuff.


      Dream #1 What makes a dream seem real?

      Im walking down a alley, its daytime and the area looks almost European in a way. I notice two Catholic Nuns walking to a nearby church. I don't follow them, but i notice a house that seems familiar to me. I walk in and notice a White lady with red hair who looks to be in her mid 30's. She is in the kitchen putting something in the oven. I ask her..

      "What makes a dream seem real. The people you interact with? Or the places of the dream..hm?

      "Well how about i show you?"

      I nod my head rubbing my totem. She takes me to a downstairs basement, the stairs are spiral shaped, and she is talking to me about how she brings people here often, to conduct experiments herself.

      "How long have you been studying dreams?"

      "Every since i was a teenager. I wanted to be a teacher, but just don't like waking up some mornings."

      "You could try teaching night classes?"

      "I've thought about it, but i always procrastinate things."

      "I see."

      She shows me these different jars of herbs and sleep sedations and different books. I mention to her about wanting to be able to navigate my dreams more proficently, and be able to share more dreams with people. She says to me..

      "Certainly, you seem like a very skilled an experienced dreamer. Why on earth, would you possibly need my help?"

      "Truth is, i don't possess all the skills needed to be considered the best. Why sure, i have knowledge of the dreams, the dream characters and so forth. But i want to be able to go further and beyond the dream it self. So, are you gonna teach me? Or do i have to go somewhere else and learn?"

      She gives me a look and agrees. Im now seated in a chair, she hands me a glass of water, and a gold pill, and tells me to count to 10 after i take it. I take the gold pill and drink the water, and fall asleep in the chair. I hear a robin singing outside and feel my eyes getting heavy, i close them and begin counting.

      1....2....3....4....5....6....7....8....9....10


      Dream #2 Samina shows me her new friend.


      I awake in some chair at a house with a bunch of little kids playing board games. I see little boys and little girls all laughing and playing with one another. I spot Samina outside playing tag with another little girl.

      "Hi Samina."

      (Samina talking)

      "Dreamprofesser!"

      She runs up to me and gives me a hug.

      "How ya been?"

      "Good. I want you to meet my new friend, she came all the way from Egypt."

      "Wow! all the way from Egypt huh? Well its nice to meet you uh...

      (Samina's friend talking)

      "Cleo. Its short for Cleopatra."

      Ah, Cleo. Thats a pretty name for such a pretty princess."

      (Cleo talking)

      "Thank you."

      I sit down on this chair, and watch as Samina and Cleo tag play with eachother. It is evening time, and its a bit windy in this backyard. I begin thinking about my childhood when i was little, such a simple time it was. I hear my Edith Piaf music goin off in the background and i wake up.


      5:25 - 5:45 AM. I did plenty of subconscious training and fell back asleep.


      Dream #3 Smooth escape from some goons.


      Im running down a back alley wearing my usual attire. (Like the one im wearing in my profile pic) Im jumping over fences and shooting at some men in suits chasing me. I go thru this side of a building and begin running thru a night club and try looking for a bathroom. I find the mens bathroom, and look in the mirror and shapeshift into a white male who is in a Chef uniform.

      The men come looking in the bathroom and im washing my hands and they are looking around.

      "Whats the matter? You guys uh..looking for someone?"

      (One of the men talking)

      "Its none of your business. Now why don't you go cook or something and make yourself useful!"

      I hold both of my hands up and say..

      "Whoa whoa easy there buddy. Take it easy ok?"
      I walk out of the bathroom looking around the club and find a backdoor exit and shapeshift back into my regular self. and start walking down the dark street whistling with one hand in my pocket and the other one flipping my coin.


      Dream #4 A night ruined by Natalia.







      Im in a bed making out with this beautiful woman who looks like shes either french or some other European background.

      Spoiler for Strong Sexual Content:


      I hear a knock at the door. I get up to answer it, Its Natalia.

      "Getting your dick wet huh? C'mon get dress, we gotta go see about that business i was telling you about the other night."

      "Aw, c'mon not tonight can it wait?"

      "Noo. Now get dress, c'mon chop chop!" (She claps her hands)

      I get dressed, and kiss the woman and she waves at me and i head out the door.


      The way Natalia deals with things.


      Im standing by a door in some mans house, watching Natalia smack around some heavy set half ass naked white dude. He is on the ground on his back shaking his head, holding his arm out extended to Natalia saying..

      (Man talking)

      "I...i...i told you i did'nt see anything! Please im sorry, i got a family here!"

      (Natalia talking)

      "SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!"

      Starts hitting him with a leather belt and the man is screaming in pain and has welts all over him.

      (Natalia talking)

      "Turn around."

      (Man talking)

      "Please im sorry. I told you don't know anything please please please!!!"

      (Natalia talking)

      "Turn...the Fuck...AROUND!"

      (Man talking)

      (Crying and pleading)

      "No no no, please please please!!!"

      (Natalia talking)

      "Oh you think im fucking playing!? I said turn your ass around goddammit!"

      WARNING!!!
      The Following Details Contain Extremely Graphic Nature, and Strong Acts Of Violence.
      Parental Discretion is Advised.
      Spoiler for Disturbing details of punishment:


      I shake my head. And she hands me a a huge folder with pictures of different people in it, and tells me to take it with me. I nod my head and feel the dream closing in on me..and i wake up.

      Updated 05-09-2012 at 11:47 PM by 54142

      Categories
      lucid , false awakening , memorable , side notes
    14. The way i operate, The water fountain, and talking with my female subconscious self.

      by , 05-08-2012 at 10:18 PM (My Dream Records)
      Black means non lucid
      Orange means semi lucid
      Blue means lucid
      Red means dream characters talking
      Purple means possible shared dreaming person
      Green means notes

      Got it? Great! Now, you know what to do.


      Notes: I drink 2 cups of Good Earth Tea For Sleep before bed last night. I listened to some very calm and slow and relaxing songs while preparing my subconscious to give me the kinds of dreams that i want. So here is what my subconscious gave me.


      Dream #1 New York City.

      Im with 3 guys, (one Black one Latino and the other Italian) We are somewhere what looks like New York city. Its day time and its raining, we are in a car talking about some ways of getting information from this guy making big money. We start going over plans of how to set him up and get all his money or something like that. Dream switches

      Dream #2 How I do Business.

      Im in a pool hall talking with a bunch of latino guys about arranging a deal with one of my men. One of the men agrees and we shake hands and play pool.


      Natalia.

      Im in a hotel room with Natalia. She is wearing her typical mafioso suit, with her hair in a ponytail, and wearing her black high heels, smoking her cigarette. It is night time, and we are in a bedroom and shes in a chair telling me to try and figure out what the guy likes in women, and use that to our advantage. Im sitting on the side of the bed thinking this out.


      Mirror Subconscious Training.


      Im in a bathroom rubbing my hawk coin totem staring in the mirror thinking of a form i am goin to project as for the mission.


      Natalia the Bo$$.


      Im walking with Natalia down a sidewalk holding a briefcase. Its daytime and a little overcast and cloudy out. Im projected as what i believe to be a Italian woman. Im wearing dark shades, a gray and black striped suit, my hair is in a bun, and im wearing dark black high heels, I look like Carla Gugino. Me and Natalia enter this building, It looks like some corporate building. We start walking up these stairs and head down a long hallway looking for some guy.

      We enter a room to find this Italian guy sitting in his chair looking at something on his computer.

      (Italian guy talking)

      "Natalia, its been a long time sweetheart how ya been huh?"

      (Natalia)

      "Been doing good. This here is my partner, don't bother asking for her name, she has many."

      (Italian guy talking)

      "Oh, i see. Well have a seat ladies."

      (Italian guy talking)

      "So uh..what can i do for ya?"

      (Natalia talking)

      "Show em whats in the briefcase."

      I stand up and set the briefcase on the desk, to show him a briefcase full of money. Natalia ask him if he can gives us the goods, because we have a big operation on our hands.
      He leads us to another door, that leads down to a basement. We see a rack full of different guns. we take a few of them and start heading out. Dream switches


      Dream #3 The Way I Operate.

      Im in what looks like a club and im projected as myself sitting at the table with my henchmen. Im explaining to them about how we can build our empire with the right heads. And that we need to keep our noses and our asses clean. (Don't know what i meant by that lol)

      We are joking and just conversating, and the dream fades.


      5:30 - 5:50 am. I listened to a few of my slow songs, and did plenty of subconscious training.


      Dream #4 The water fountain, and talking with my female subconscious self.

      Im in Casino playing at the slot machines and decide to head outside to get some fresh air.

      I notice this one girl who was standing near a huge water fountain Throwing coins in the water.








      She looked mixed with black and latin or possibly black and indian or i could be possibly waaay off! Lol, But she looked beautiful. She was a light complexioned, and wearing a long white and pink dress with some black strappy sandals with pink toenail polish. I walked over to her rubbing my hawk coin.

      I stand beside her and i stare at the clear water with all silver coins in the fountain.

      (Young lady talking)

      "Mmm. I love the water, its so calm and relaxing just to stand near it."

      "Yes, it is."

      I look at her, watching her take her hand and glide it across the side of her face moving the hair out of her pretty face.

      "Are'nt you gonna throw your coin in there too? Lol, Or you just gonna stand there rubbing it?"

      "Hah, na. My mom gave me this coin years ago. I keep it more as a sacred item you know?"

      "Oooh. Well thats nice. So is your mom still around?"

      "Oh yea. She is alive and well and in good health."

      I ask her why is she out here alone. She mentions that she just came out of a bad relationship, and she just wants to clear her mind of any negativity. We talk for what seemed like hours about family, and friendships and all the good stuff.

      "Are you in a relationship?"

      Oh no. I been single for 3 years now."

      "Wow. 3 years? Your a handsome guy though, why are you still single?"

      "Im waiting for the right Woman this time. Don't want to make another mistake."

      She nods and tells me that sometimes our company is the best when we our left alone with only our thoughts. We stand near the calm water fountain just looking at eachother smiling. I ask her if she would like one of my totems.

      I dig in my pocket to find my 2nd coin and give it to her. She thanks me, and we start talking some more by the water. The dream fades and i wake up.


      Note: Im beginning to notice that, im becoming in tune with various parts of my subconscious mind. The first dream im clearly able to maintain control of my DCs and my environment. Even though not lucid. My dream had a little bit of everything in it, even though i was not lucid. I still think i am able to become lucid by listening to certain songs. I may have to experiment with various songs tonight to see what i can cue in or trigger lucidity at. Overall, im very happy with my recall, and the theme of my different dreams.

    15. A Being of Light, Me and Mila Kunis, Me and Natalia take a night out.

      by , 05-07-2012 at 10:37 PM (My Dream Records)
      Black means non lucid
      Orange means semi lucid
      Blue means lucid
      Red means dream characters talking
      Purple means possible shared dreaming person
      Green means notes

      Got it? Great! Now enjoy my dreams.


      Wishes, do they ever come true?





      Dream #1 A being of Light.

      Im in some room looking up outside the window. It is a full moon, and i am talking out aloud about searching for my Twin flame my other half. I begin getting emotional, telling my other half to please appear to me and enter my life soon. I wipe the tears away from my eyes, and walk outside. I look up and notice that there are hearts in the clouds, with the moon turning into a glowing purple colour. I stare in to the moon, and feel myself being filled with some type of loving calmness energy. I begin floating in the air and letting whatever takes me take everything of me.

      I sense a being of light, it is a female. She is beyond beautiful, I will try my best to describe her. Her eyes were like a million diamonds illuminating in the moonlight, Her hair was long brunette, and blowing in the wind. Her face was like the most beautiful and most precious of any newborn. She a had glowing bright white and purple light illuminating from her naked body. I was at awe with her beauty. Why, she was simply beyond words. Im now in what looks like an Infinite temple place. There are books and rooms with gold lights everywhere. There are animal stautues of wolves, birds, and different Deitys. and it had a very heavenly feeling to it. Everything feels familiar to me, Almost like this is my home in a way. She shows me a glimpse of what love looks like.

      "You are a compassinate and loving person. Do not dwell on the past so much. But move on and become an inspiration, and let your light shine, to make a new path for others."

      She then walked up to me and gave me the most powerful hug i have ever felt! It was not a suffocating hug, but a hug that can heal the most violent and destructive beasts and human beings. I begin tearing up from my eyes and telling her that i love her. And hearing her say she loves me too.

      I am now awaken in my bed with the most vibrant love of energy i have ever felt from a dream.


      3:20 - 3:45 am. Did plenty of reality checks with my totem. And did a little bit of subconscious training.

      Notes: Wanted to also try something different over the next couple of nights. Im listening to certain songs like music with love, to see if i am able to get more intimate moments in dreams. I set my alarm to a specific time to go off while i am asleep. I also assigned a certain ringtone to it to see how it will affect the mood of the dream. I keep the volume at a medium volume, and set it across the room to see if i can cue in on it. If it will make me lucid, or pull me out of the dream.


      Dream #2 Me and Mila Kunis.


      Im in a supermarket and i notice Mila Kunis is working there at the register. I walk up to her and she says..

      "Hey babe! Im almost done ok?"

      "Mkay, take ya time."

      She is looking good. Her hair is down, and she is wearing a green supermarket t shirt, with some beige pants, and black flats on. Im standing by some magazines and start reading thru one of them. (I think it was about good health or something like that)

      (Mila Kunis) "K, im ready babe."

      She pinches me on my butt and starts tongue kissing me. I put my arms around her, and we stare into eachothers eyes.

      "You know what im in the mood for?"

      "What sex?"

      (She hits me on my chest lightly)

      "Hah, noo. Ice cream!"

      (Me) "Oh."

      "Maybe later tonight ok?"

      We are now walking and holding hands. it is day time out, and we go to the ice cream parlor to get some ice cream. I hear a very mellow song from a oldies classic that sounds like its coming from in the background. (must be my alarm goin off on my cellphone)

      Spoiler for Lovers Music:


      Mila Kunis starts taking her ice cream cone and licking it very slowly.

      "Girl you better quit licking that ice cream like that for you get yourself in trouble."

      "Hah, what are you gonna do hm?"

      "You'll see, keep on."

      She starts doin it again, and i shake my head. She starts laughing, and ask if i wanted to lick it. I laughed and said..

      "Lick what? Yo ice cream?

      Oh see, now you tryna tempt me."

      She laughs again and takes the ice cream and puts it right in my face licking her fingers.

      "Hah, nice look Q!"

      I wipe my face with a napkin and tell her shes gonna get it. Im chasing her thru a grassy field where we roll around kissing and playing with one another. She is laying on her back and im on top of her. We both are fully clothed just a little bit of kissing and staring into eachothers eyes. We get up holding hands and start walking some more.

      The area where we are walking, is now in some sort of garden almost. There are rose bushes and colorful birds flying around. I take a rose and give it to Mila Kunis. She smiles at me and kisses me. I reach in my pocket and pull out my maroon colour maroon moonstone totem and say to her..

      "I want you to keep this. This token, will be a reminder of my love for you, and it means that i will always return to you ok?"

      (She tears up a bit wiping her eyes)

      She nods,
      And we hug tightly and i can feel the dream closing in on me and i wake up.


      5:15 - 5:35 Am. Did plenty of subconscious training.

      Dream #3 Natalia and me take a night out.

      Me and Natalia are in a fancy hotel walking downstairs to a lobby it looks night time outside. Natalia is wearing a very lovely dress, it is Red, and she has her hair in a ponytail, and wearing black strappy high heels.

      (Me)

      "Just relax ok?" It will get taken care of.

      "No Q, im fucking tired of relaxing! Shit...it seems like when i do try and relax, something always happens!"

      We are now in a limosine on our way to meet with some people. Im wearing a black and white suit, with my hair in a long braided pontail, looking at my reflection in the mirror in the limo.

      (Natalia talking)

      "You look good ok."

      "I should've worn my other suit."

      We get out the limo and enter this very fancy looking restaurant. There is classical music playing and me and Natalia have a seat. Some italian men sit down at the table to have dinner with us. They are explaining to us about some men ruining their business or something like that. Me and Natalia take a good long hard look at the pictures.

      I only remember frags here. Something about me and Natalia being in a hotel setting up cameras, and hot wiring a car.


      Notes: Im not sure if in my 1st dream if that was my Twin flame or not. But the energy that she carried certainly felt strong. I am most happy with all the dreams that i got. I think i may try and stick with what im doin so far to see how this will affect my dreams over the next few nights.
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