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was attacking me and i exploded finally at the end i was like i fucking hate you and your cat made me bleed and now i'm gonna have rabies. and i was really concerned that i had rabies the whole dream and needed a tetnis shot, but i couldn't get one bc i was supposed to go to hawaii in like 4 hours but i hadnt packed. my dad was pretty chill but alex n cindy n mom were just crazy and didnt realize there was a demon cat that literally attacked me and wanted to kill me like every 2 seconds. i kept slapping the damn cat but it was relentless

i was at some hotel bc i was gathering with a bunch of people for 2 funerals, one was katies mom and the other was matt's grandma. there was a russian boy there that i was interested in . he was really into BALOONS. they were his love, but only in drawings and he liked to draw balloons. at one point we hooked up. dunno the kid but looked like the russian kid in diversity class.

anyway i realized i was lucid. immediately flew away from the people (it was night) and into this private room with a fountain and a huge fish on display in a tank. it was beautiful and huge bay windows.

i knew exactly what i wanted to do in the dream bc i thought about what i would do if i were lucid again before i fell asleep. i wanted to see ozzy and talk to him. i looked out the window and tried to expect him to be there. suddenly it was day and there was construction going on. i imagined him in his beanie and then i just saw a guy in a beanie. then i was like NOO expect ozzy expect ozzy. then a latino rounded the corner. dammit but close both times.

i remember opening a door and trying to see ozzy on the other side. it just wasnt working. i think i lost focus on whether i was dreaming or not bc some kids ran in the room and distracted me. i kicked them out.

also had a false awakening.

Lucid for hours, felt like

Kept checking hand consistently throughout the whole thing.

realized i was in a dream bc i did the pinching the nose and breathing air technique. i did that instead of the hand thing bc i was with my family and didnt want them to think i was a freak staring at my hands. but then when i could breath in, i checked my hands as well. yup its a dream

I lived in a different house it was sort of a city-country type feel. I wanted to show mom really bad that it was lucid and I got really excited and said I could fly. It took me a while I had to go in a different room. Look at my hands alone. Then sit cross –legged on the floor and kind of meditate. Then I could fly if I tried really hard. I showed mom and she was laughing and happy when I flew in.

Then I kind of got stuck just flying in the house. I really wanted to fly outside. I finally managed to do that. I flew out and flew to this random building. It was super high and not very nice. Flew past all the windows, saw people sleeping in their beds (it was super early in the AM), saw people’s homes. Went into one empty bedroom. Found a suitcase. Opened it to see what was inside, interested in my dream’s surprises. LOTS of money, bills and bills rolled in there. Grabbed a handful of fifties. Random giftcard in there. Wanted some hundreds, expected it, found it. I took all the money planning to go on a spending spree for lucid fun.

I stared at my hands a lot for fun. I couldn’t stop counting them bc it was so weird and interesting and kept reaffirming that I was dreaming. I could think very clearly. Was scared I would wake up bc of the thinking clearly but I didn’t. I noticed the architecture around the room- there were weird, roman looking tables that mom had got and they had diagonal marble designs all around them.

I was playing with Trevor and Jackson in the dream, who were in the house. I tried to make Trevor (or Jackson) levitate, I don’t think it worked.

At another point in the dream this guy was like a conducter for the whole city, he made everyone go “uuuuuuuuum ah’ or something and the whole city was humming like that. Alex was like ‘we will find our lost cat this way’ bc apparently the noise was like a racecar and would scare all the cats out.

I was in my room a lot, looking around and out the window. Window to countryside and grass. Room was very cute. Mom was in her striped pjs. Trippin on my hands is so interesting…

another of my friends was being tied up naked in a room with a guy in all black with a mask with only a hole for eyes and mouth and nose who was going to rape them. i remember the black leather tight on their skin, constricting the bare flesh. vivid. i couldnt stop it from happening. wasn't very emotional but hyper realistic visual details.

also was semi lucid trying to break through. was flying and knew that it was lucid but kind of didnt cognize it fully

so many other dreams failed to write...too many details to write

bo jonnsonn was there and amelia was embarrassing me by E.M.O. in front of bo. i think it was bo who said that cipro antibiotic makes pleasure more extreme, so i was excited.
alex tried to spice up his life and was doing all these random things like painting and activities that only exist in the dreamworld..