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i gotta start logging my dreams again. have had some crazy ones.

in this one i could steal cars and speed and hit cars and steal money and shit just like GTA but in real life but it didnt have any repurcussions. i was like a drug dealer or involved in some shady business but it wasnt unethical bc it didnt hurt anyone or anything bc like i say, there were no consequences for all that stuff.

i danced with james b and he spun me around so hard that my skirt went up and i was embarrassed bc everyone saw my american flag underwear. and then there was this weird part of the dream where alex m and i think alex n. were trying to have an orgy with me. n me n maggie kept meeting up at this parking lot late at night bc it was just "the hangout place" like the sherman sort of but way more hard core.

had a dream mom got a chupacabra... i worked at a store like luckys... maggie evijan were all there oh and jordan n em... evijan touched me n i was like no. chupacabra kind of hated me n bit me a lot. but then we lost it at one point in bed... i realized it was snuggling right between my legs. it was tryna freak me out. it was pretty cute tho. i took lots of instagram pics bc it was so unique... we were on our way to some weird festival like EDC... i saw some ppl there, it was just chaotic. the festival was at the intersection where i had my car crash...

another of my friends was being tied up naked in a room with a guy in all black with a mask with only a hole for eyes and mouth and nose who was going to rape them. i remember the black leather tight on their skin, constricting the bare flesh. vivid. i couldnt stop it from happening. wasn't very emotional but hyper realistic visual details.

also was semi lucid trying to break through. was flying and knew that it was lucid but kind of didnt cognize it fully

so many other dreams failed to write...too many details to write

bo jonnsonn was there and amelia was embarrassing me by E.M.O. in front of bo. i think it was bo who said that cipro antibiotic makes pleasure more extreme, so i was excited.
alex tried to spice up his life and was doing all these random things like painting and activities that only exist in the dreamworld..

had a dream this white haired girl showed us this movie that you watch and you get sucked into the movie and in this alter reality. we went to this roman colloseum where they used to sic lions on eachother,l in the movie thing and we were looking down on it from bird's eye perspective and the air and sky were dark purple. it was pretty sick when i got sucked into it- like i was hurdling through time n space. jen kept calling me saying come to the campbell bars and i told her no bc "i could do that whenever". the white haired girl was drunk the whole damn time like days of drinking. but she was probably the chillest girl ever, super sweet.

driving my car and had to brake for people crossing the street. first were people in wheel chairs, then little kids, then more random people just keep crossing and crossing. my foot was on the brake but i felt like the car was out of control and if i didnt press down really hard enough with my foot, the car would run over everyone.

def my mind working out the trauma of the car crash yesterday.

reccurrent dream, i keep getting cheated on! even tho not in a relationship.

so i hooked up with this guy with dark hair and i was like yay im over matt woohoo and then i went to say hi to matt on the way home i guess, and what do u know again he's with some damn asian girl and his arm is around her. and i for some reason illogically felt cheated, even tho i just banged some dude, and i started yelling and being so fucking aggressive i went up there and literally slapped him on the face and tried to hit him more but then i was like fuck this and just left.

on the way home i was flying home. for a sec i was like shit is this legal? a policeman came up behind me and looked at me in the air. he told me i needa stop flying. so i did but when he left i was fuck u and went back in the air and flew home.

that was yesterday. last night i had a dream with trevor and lauren boyd and greg starkovich and alex. it was great and trevor was so fuckin cute i wanted to explode bc he was like running through these muddy grasses like a cute motherfucker. so goddamn cute