elevatedthought

i was at some hotel bc i was gathering with a bunch of people for 2 funerals, one was katies mom and the other was matt's grandma. there was a russian boy there that i was interested in . he was really into BALOONS. they were his love, but only in drawings and he liked to draw balloons. at one point we hooked up. dunno the kid but looked like the russian kid in diversity class.

anyway i realized i was lucid. immediately flew away from the people (it was night) and into this private room with a fountain and a huge fish on display in a tank. it was beautiful and huge bay windows.

i knew exactly what i wanted to do in the dream bc i thought about what i would do if i were lucid again before i fell asleep. i wanted to see ozzy and talk to him. i looked out the window and tried to expect him to be there. suddenly it was day and there was construction going on. i imagined him in his beanie and then i just saw a guy in a beanie. then i was like NOO expect ozzy expect ozzy. then a latino rounded the corner. dammit but close both times.

i remember opening a door and trying to see ozzy on the other side. it just wasnt working. i think i lost focus on whether i was dreaming or not bc some kids ran in the room and distracted me. i kicked them out.

also had a false awakening.