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    1. Iokheira
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      It is not. I was just having a massive blank when it came to the username box. To be honest I don't know too much about the Trojan war other than the basic plot.
    2. gab
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      Hi, thanks for the invite. See you around.
    3. Mindraker
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      That's actually a reflection of my own face on my Dad's hard drive after I took it apart. I was trying to recover the magnets from it, but when I opened the drive, I saw a near-perfect reflection of my face on the hard drive, and I just had to take my picture.
    4. Mindraker
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      OK I'll just call that artistic inspiration or something.
    5. Mindraker
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      Are you doing... what I think... you're doing... in your avatar?
    6. AURON
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      Sorry about the delay...been really busy, but yeah, some of them are really out there.
    7. Alyzarin
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      Hey, sorry this response is really late, my computer crashed a while ago and I lost all the tabs I had open, so I forgot what all I had to respond to still. >w< I don't like having to depend on supplements either, but I've finally gotten good enough at getting lucid that I know I can easily do it alone, so I don't mind using them now. Right now I'm trying a stack of dopamine-promoting pills; currently I'm at melatonin, zinc, choline, and vitamin B6, and I think I'm going to be adding at least niacin, vitamin B9, and vitamin C tonight. Last night was pretty successful, my dreams were so trippy. If I was to give any suggestions, I would probably just start out with those basics. Melatonin is definitely a favorite since it improves the quality of sleep and increases dreams in one of the most general ways possible, by inhibiting REM early in the night so the brain makes up for lost time by increasing it later on.
    8. Alyzarin
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      Aw, thank you! And yeah, I've just kind of dived into this. I'm a bit of an experimentalist at heart, so I'm enjoying myself. Do you normally use any dream supplements?
    9. Alyzarin
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      Hey, thanks for the add! What's up?
    10. Sivason
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      I do not know of any books that teach the dream yoga that I am teaching. The foundations were taught to me first hand by a Kundalini master over about five years. Other stuff I have learned through instruction by a dream guide. I was suprised to find that little of it is print. But, hey, there are no longer ancient secrets to keep hidden. In the modern age, all secret teaching get out eventually. So I have no problem sharing.
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    Two nights ago

    by whitedreams on 04-11-2024 at 03:29 PM
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    It was my birthday and I snuck into neighbors house to takea usb. left and met her daughter who was sneaking out of the house. Her namy was Emy. Invited her over to have some cake.
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    I'm dying over here

    by whitedreams on 06-11-2020 at 06:57 PM
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    Mom, dad, sister, yush, and myself were at a hotel. it was discounted because of covid. we started exploring outside and there was snow eveywhere. I was scared of getting my shoes wet but my family didn't seem to care. Everyone wandered off and it was just my mom and I. We did not say anything but just smiled at each other. The sun was shinning down on us.

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    i was in a nintendo switch zombie game. The only thing the CPUs said was "im dying over here" and they would then chase me around. The only weapons were a gun and plasma grenades. I blew up a bunch of cars with the plasma grenades. there were hoardes of zombies. We were at a run down hospital. On the roof I jumped off the building. On the way down I was laughing thinking, "now I really am dying over here"
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    Dream fragments: Mom, uncomfortable bus, acid baseball music festival, bob sledding sombrero

    by whitedreams on 06-05-2020 at 09:18 PM
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    Was on a vacation at a hotel. Mom was there. I knew she was going to die in a few months and so did she. She said that she was really glad that we got to spend this time together and that I was able to appreciate her.

    I don't remember many details about hanging out with her but the memory has a positive tone.

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    On a bus I sat between two girls. I was inches away from one of the girls faces and was extremely uncomfortable. She on the other hand did not seem bothered. It sounded like they were speaking a foreign language. At one point I said "sorry".

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    I was at a baseball game from middle school in the outfield. There were about 20 outfielders and I ran out there to join them. The outfield stretched enlessly back and at some point evolved into the grass of a music festival. Someone said to me "I can't believe you took acid during the game". This shook me because I did not remember taking any acid. At that moment someone hit a fly ball to me. As the ball soared in the air and I reached my glove out, the sky started splitting and changing colors. The ball seemed to be coming from multiple angles simultaneously. I kept running and running until I ran into a huge crowd of people. There was music playing and it sounded distorted but pleasant. I found a fancy bathroom which had marble (and I should have called bullshit at this point cause their an't no marble bathrooms at a music festival) I tried to collect myself. I thought "your mom came out here to see you play baseball" That sobered me right up and I attempted to leave the festival and head back to the game.

    --

    I never made it out of the festival though because the festival morphed into some weird bob sledding course made out of mud. At the top of a hill, someone was handing out sombreros to be used as a sled. I took mine and put my ass right over the top part of it. The run was really intense. Even though I was going down hill, people were racing past me in the opposite direction. I veered to the left to avoid a collision and then I cannot remember anymore.
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    Giving birth and other dream fragments

    by whitedreams on 12-23-2019 at 08:40 PM
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    As a man this was a particularly strange dream. I first remember being at the hospital and going into labor. When I looked in the mirror however I looked really skinny and didn't feel pregnant at all.

    Nevertheless, I was rushed into an operating room. I wondered how I would give a birth without a vagina. I think I actually grew a vagina at this point and my stomache had a weird feeling in it. Then I felt like I was going to have an extreme bowl movement.
    A huge push and release and then out came the baby with all sorts of disguisting vile and feces. Additionally, there was this huge alien rock looking thing that came out as well. The doctors immediately took that away and gave me the baby.

    Then dream skips a bit and I am at a department store lying on the ground wondering where my baby is. I face timed some strangers and they put my baby on there. They were taking care of my baby. I felt angry about this but too scared to ask for my baby back. I lied on the floor of the department store sobbing and weeping hoping someone would help me get the baby.

    In the next part of the dream my sister and I were going to a music festival. There was some guy in our house who seemed to be using us just to get a ride their and back. I told him he could find his own way home.

    Later I was watching a spy movie and got absorbed in it. There was a scene involving an office with a bunch of spies sitting around. An authority figure said he had a new top secret mission but would only accept the best of the best. All the spies started going around the room referring to themselves as "The gardener" and then a number (indicating rank) and bragging about their achievements.

    It turned out this secret mission was a trap to lure all the office spies into a torture chamber. The authority figure apparently that they were double agents from russia.

    There was an establishing shot of torture devices on the wall such as water picks, drills and so on. Gyms often have metal bar contraptions with ropes attached to them that people used to do rope and body weight resistance exercises. This is what the victims were attached to. Every victim was wearing what looked like extremly tight green
    latex type material, but the front of their head looked like a tight version of a mask that a fencer might wear. The torture master poured water onto the mask of one of the victims who started struggling. There were many spies just hanging their life less on the bars. A new victim was brought in begging to be let go and even offering to give information. He was forced up a latter and into a coffin like device but in the shape
    of a human body with a little face portion for his head. The head portioin was covered with small nails and two large nails for where is eyes would be. He begged not to go in but the closed the coffin on him and he screamed "my eyes my eyes".

    I then remember him being removed and stuffed into one of those green latex suits left hanging their to be tortured further.
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    Killing aggressive lesbians and being chased by bugs

    by whitedreams on 12-14-2019 at 05:53 PM
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    Yu came out into the hallway of a hotel outside our room naked. I was standing with these other girls Michelle and Tall Girl Sasha. Michelle and Tall Girl started groping her and making sexually aggressive comments about her body. Yu was really upset, crying and yelling stop. When she managed to get away, she started yelling at me thinking I was trying to setup a lesbian 4 way so she ran inside.

    I think I punched Michelle and Sasha at this point and went inside my room.
    Yu and I layed and talked for a while and I tried to comfort her.

    Suddenly the door swung open and Michele and Tall Girl were back for revenge. They started punching me and we brawled until we were back outside of the door of the hotel room. We were many floors above the ground and I managed to throw both of them over the side railing to their deaths.


    Then the dream took a really weird turn. I was in a college like environment and some guy was explaining the code for a game he wrote. But then a terrifying bug (literally a giant insect) emerged and started chasing me down. This was by far the most terrifying part of the dream. The bug was not only scary looking but it spoke directly into my head in a deep devil like voice.


    The day before that I dreamed that I was having a really heart felt conversation with Lady Gaga. I felt a strong love for her (in a family sort of way) and blurted out "I love you to her". I realized then it is unlikely I would be conffessing my love to Lady Gaga and woke up. But, it was a false awakening and now I was departing off of a plane.

    In the terminal, I stopped for a coffee. At the caffe, the cash register was on the second floor and I orded my drink their. I then went down an esculator to the first floor to pick up my drink
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